But the part she had to play was one which even she felt to be almost beyond her powers. She could perceive that Morton was beginning to be jealous—and that his jealousy was not of that nature which strengthens a tie but which is apt to break it altogether. His jealousy, if fairly aroused, would not be appeased by a final return to himself. She had already given him occasion to declare himself off, and if thoroughly angered he would no doubt use it. Day by day, and almost hour by hour, he was becoming more sombre and hard, and she was well aware that there was reason for it. It did not suit her to walk about alone with him through the shrubberies. It did not suit her to be seen with his arm round her waist. Of course the people of Bragton would talk of the engagement, but she would prefer that they should talk of it with doubt. Even her own maid had declared to Mrs. Hopkins that she did not know whether there was or was not an engagement—her own maid being at the time almost in her confidence. Very few of the comforts of a lover had been vouchsafed to John Morton during this sojourn at Bragton and very little had been done in accordance with his wishes. Even this visit to Rufford, as she well knew, was being made in opposition to him. She hoped that her lover would not attempt to ride to hounds on the Tuesday, so that she might be near the lord unseen by him—and that he would leave Rufford on the Wednesday before herself and her mother. At the ball of course she could dance with Lord Rufford, and could keep her eye on her lover at the same time.
She hardly saw Morton on the Sunday afternoon, and she was again closeted on the Monday till lunch. They were to start at four and there would not be much more than time after lunch for her to put on her travelling gear. Then, as they all felt, there was a difficulty about the carriages. Who was to go with whom? Arabella, after lunch, took the bull by the horns. “I suppose,” she said as Morton followed her out into the hall, “mamma and I had better go in the phaeton.”
“I was thinking that Lady Augustus might consent to travel with Mr. Gotobed and that you and I might have the phaeton.”
“Of course it would be very pleasant,” she answered smiling.
“Then why not let it be so?”
“There are convenances.”
“How would it be if you and I were going without anybody else? Do you mean to say that in that case we might not sit in the same carriage?”
“I mean to say that in that case I should not go at all. It isn’t done in England. You have been in the States so long that you forget all our old-fashioned ways.”
“I do think that is nonsense.” She only smiled and shook her head. “Then the Senator shall go in the phaeton, and I will go with you and your mother.”
“Yes—and quarrel with mamma all the time as you always do. Let me have it my own way this time.”
“Upon my word I believe you are ashamed of me,” he said leaning back upon the hall table. He had shut the dining-room door and she was standing close to him.
“What nonsense!”
“You have only got to say so, Arabella, and let there be an end of it all.”
“If you wish it, Mr. Morton.”
“You know I don’t wish it. You know I am ready to marry you tomorrow.”
“You have made ever so many difficulties as far as I can understand.”
“You have unreasonable people acting for you, Arabella, and of course I don’t mean to give way to them.”
“Pray don’t talk to me about money. I know nothing about it and have taken no part in the matter. I suppose there must be settlements?”
“Of course there must.”
“And I can only do what other people tell me. You at any rate have something to do with it all, and I have absolutely nothing.”
“That is no reason you shouldn’t go in the same carriage with me to Rufford.”
“Are