Gertrude Stein
Curie
of the laboratory
of vocabulary
she crushed
the tonnage
of consciousness
congealed to phrases
to extract
a radium of the word
In the evening
the armoured towers are sitting
round the surprise
—They look as if they will not be sitting there long—
They ask it—
“Have you peeped in the basket?”
Ova looking
partakingly at the father
anxious not to do wrong
“No”
“Ho” Snaps the father
“you opened that surprise
under my eyes”
Jumping out of chairs
“Liar”
makes a lot of noise
She is turned into a liar
by father
They push her
out of the front door with their hands
Her head expands
There is nothing
she knows how to expect from these big bodies
who hustle her through demeaning duties
in humiliation
and without animation
A coolness rising
from the rainy gravel
damp—smelling friendliness of the dark
allays her sudden fever
She has left behind her forever
Liar whatever
it is
and Japanese fishes
She decides to travel
A hand upon her shoulder
jolts her
with mocking laughter
bolts her
to smoulder
once more
behind the door
Ova is standing
alone in the garden
The high—skies
have come gently upon her
and all their
steadfast light is shining out of her
She is conscious
not through her body but through space
This saint’s—prize
this indissoluble bliss
to be carried like a forgetfullness
into the long nightmare
She is contracting
to the enveloping
plasm of uneasiness
in which she is involved with the big bodies
The garden
the child’s
first place of purity
is become defiled
an egg is smashed
a horrible
aborted contour
a yellow murder
in a viscous pool
She knows not Time yet
it lies there
for a thousand years
of return to puzzle
over a defrauded race of chickens
pecking the gravel in unconcern
Somewhat above the level
of the entrailed anger
of the mother
the pockets of the Father
invisible—
depth
—interminable
from whence spring riches
and a sullen
economic war
houses and food and fire
proceed from them
and over them
he crows continually
Proximity
to Ova’s skulled mentality
of money which magically
is life
He tells her
he is a good Father
his child must obey him
should he choose to do so
he can bestow
upon her whatever she pray him
Heseems a sovereign
the maximum
of money
A golden octopus
grasping
She is asking
for a sovereign
to buy a circus universe
Laughing
he gives her a shining coin
She is exalted
in spontaneous knowledge of beauty
She confronts the solution of her destiny
and sudden the potentiality
of achievement
through her august parent
“I will buy ‘all this’ my sovereign
The flower seller
is bewildered—
Nurse distrusts
She thrusts
out the open nacreous palm of her hand
that they may understand
“Ga‑aarn —you little fool
who’re you a gittin at?
That’s
a new farthing!”
She comes
to a curb—stone
a woman is sitting upon
beyond
a rampant radiance
Of April jonquil
Gala yellow
Fa—how evil a Father must be
to burst a universe by getting
so fa—r into a sovereign
Press the cerebellum
into phantom
moulds of idealism
and no matter
what ocular
and intellectual contact with phenomena
occur—
Grey matter
is addled forever
Ova accepts Christ
as the sacrificial
prototype
of the laboriously elect
sect
notwithstanding
that the maternal christian
is inflicting
Him upon her
as a spiritual bludgeon
threatening—
And the vaguely disgusting
inquietudes of the flesh surrounding
her she also accepts
as she is bidden
as hidden
immortalities
that ripen
for divine destinies
In mixed marriages
it is mostly the custom
for female children
to adhere to the maternal religion
While the Father presides over
the mystical prattle with ironical
commentary from his arm—chair
But by whichever
religious route
to brute
reality
our forebears speed us
(Perfection
being an obligation
shoved on to
the next generation)
There is always a pair
of idle adult
accomplices in duplicity
to impose upon their brood
ideals
erected upon such increate altitudes
that Man
in falling from contemplation
of a more simulacrum
has soused himself (in blood
since Time began)
Jehovah
—exemplar par excellence
of megalomania—
the Whole Old Testament
of butcherly chastisement
to coerce humanity
to an “assumed acceptance”
of an abstract idea
And that Christ
came with his light
of toilless lilies
to say “Fear
not it is I”
And bowed the ocean tossed
—with a poet’s feet
which being dead
are suspended over—head
neat—
ly crossed
in anguish
and wounded with red
varnish
From these
slow—drying bloods of mysticism
mysteriously
the something—soul emerges
miserably
an instinct (of economy)
in every race
for reconstructing debris
has planted a face
in outer darkness
The lonely peering eye
of humanity
looked into the Néant
— —and turned away
X
Ova’s consciousness
impulsive to commit itself to justice
—to arise and walk
its innate straight way
out of the
accidence of circumstance
collects the levitate chattels
of its will
and makes for the
magnetic horizon of liberty
with the soul’s foreverlasting
opposition
to disintegration
So this child of Exodus
with her heritage of emigration
often
“sets out to seek her fortune”
in her turn
trusting to terms of literature
dodging the breeders’ determination
not to return “entities sent on consignment”
by their maker Nature
except in a condition
of moral
effacement
Lest Paul and Peter
never
notice the creatures
ever had had Fathers
and Mothers
They were disgraced in their duty
should such spirits
take an express passage
through the family bodies
to arrive at Eternity
as lovely as they originally
promised
So on whatever day
she chooses “to run away”
the very
street corners of Kilburn
close in upon Ova
to deliver her
into the hands of her procreators
Oracle of civilization
“Thou shalt not live by dreams alone
but by every discomfort
that proceedeth out of
legislation—
Curie
of the laboratory
of vocabulary
she crushed
the tonnage
of consciousness
congealed to phrases
to extract
a radium of the word
Marriage portions. ↩