A sob ended the speech, and Jean’s head went down upon her hands again. Sir John looked at her a moment, and his fine old face was full of genuine emotion, as he said slowly, “Jean, will you stay and be a daughter to the solitary old man?”
“No, sir,” was the unexpected answer.
“And why not?” asked Sir John, looking surprised, but rather pleased than angry.
“Because I could not be a daughter to you; and even if I could, it would not be wise, for the gossips would say you were not old enough to be the adopted father of a girl like me. Sir John, young as I am, I know much of the world, and am sure that this kind plan is impractical; but I thank you from the bottom of my heart.”
“Where will you go, Jean?” asked Sir John, after a pause.
“To London, and try to find another situation where I can do no harm.”
“Will it be difficult to find another home?”
“Yes. I cannot ask Mrs. Coventry to recommend me, when I have innocently brought so much trouble into her family; and Lady Sydney is gone, so I have no friend.”
“Except John Coventry. I will arrange all that. When will you go, Jean?”
“Tomorrow.”
“So soon!” And the old man’s voice betrayed the trouble he was trying to conceal.
Jean had grown very calm, but it was the calmness of desperation. She had hoped that the first tears would produce the avowal for which she waited. It had not, and she began to fear that her last chance was slipping from her. Did the old man love her? If so, why did he not speak? Eager to profit by each moment, she was on the alert for any hopeful hint, any propitious word, look, or act, and every nerve was strung to the utmost.
“Jean, may I ask one question?” said Sir John.
“Anything of me, sir.”
“This man whom you love—can he not help you?”
“He could if he knew, but he must not.”
“If he knew what? Your present trouble?”
“No. My love.”
“He does not know this, then?”
“No, thank heaven! And he never will.”
“Why not?”
“Because I am too proud to own it.”
“He loves you, my child?”
“I do not know—I dare not hope it,” murmured Jean.
“Can I not help you here? Believe me, I desire to see you safe and happy. Is there nothing I can do?”
“Nothing, nothing.”
“May I know the name?”
“No! No! Let me go; I cannot bear this questioning!” And Jean’s distressful face warned him to ask no more.
“Forgive me, and let me do what I may. Rest here quietly. I’ll write a letter to a good friend of mine, who will find you a home, if you leave us.”
As Sir John passed into his inner study, Jean watched him with despairing eyes and wrung her hands, saying to herself, Has all my skill deserted me when I need it most? How can I make him understand, yet not overstep the bounds of maiden modesty? He is so blind, so timid, or so dull he will not see, and time is going fast. What shall I do to open his eyes?
Her own eyes roved about the room, seeking for some aid from inanimate things, and soon she found it. Close behind the couch where she sat hung a fine miniature of Sir John. At first her eye rested on it as she contrasted its placid comeliness with the unusual pallor and disquiet of the living face seen through the open door, as the old man sat at his desk trying to write and casting covert glances at the girlish figure he had left behind him. Affecting unconsciousness of this, Jean gazed on as if forgetful of everything but the picture, and suddenly, as if obeying an irresistible impulse, she took it down, looked long and fondly at it, then, shaking her curls about her face, as if to hide the act, pressed it to her lips and seemed to weep over it in an uncontrollable paroxysm of tender grief. A sound startled her, and like a guilty thing, she turned to replace the picture; but it dropped from her hand as she uttered a faint cry and hid her face, for Sir John stood before her, with an expression which she could not mistake.
“Jean, why did you do that?” he asked, in an eager, agitated voice.
No answer, as the girl sank lower, like one overwhelmed with shame. Laying his hand on the bent head, and bending his own, he whispered, “Tell me, is the name John Coventry?”
Still no answer, but a stifled sound betrayed that his words had gone home.
“Jean, shall I go back and write the letter, or may I stay and tell you that the old man loves you better than a daughter?”
She did not speak, but a little hand stole out from under the falling hair, as if to keep him. With a broken exclamation he seized it, drew her up into his arms, and laid his gray head on her fair one, too happy for words. For a moment Jean Muir enjoyed her success; then, fearing lest some sudden mishap should destroy it, she hastened to make all secure. Looking up with well-feigned timidity and half-confessed affection, she said softly, “Forgive me that I could not hide this better. I meant to go away and never tell it, but you were so kind it made the parting doubly hard. Why did you ask such dangerous questions? Why did you look, when you should have been writing my dismissal?”
“How could I dream that you loved me, Jean, when you refused the only offer I dared make? Could I be presumptuous enough to fancy you would reject young lovers for an old man like me?” asked Sir John, caressing her.
“You are not old, to me, but everything I love and honor!” interrupted Jean, with a touch of genuine remorse, as
