so, my dear,” she said, “and it’s pleasant to feel that one has somebody belonging to one; but I have not much confidence in your papa. He never understood my complaints. I used to be very sorry for your poor mamma. He never showed that sympathy⁠—but I did not mean to blame him to you, Lucilla. I am sure he is a very good father to you.”

“He has been a perfect old angel,” said Miss Marjoribanks; and then the conversation came to a pause, as it was time to dress for dinner. Mrs. John Marjoribanks had a very nice room, and everything that was adapted to make her comfortable; but she too had something to think of when the door closed upon Lucilla, and she was left with her maid and her hot water and her black velvet gown. Perhaps it was a little inconsistent to wear a black velvet gown with her widow’s cap; it was a question which she had long debated in her mind before she resigned herself to the temptation⁠—but then it always looked so well, and was so very profitable! and Mrs. John felt that it was incumbent upon her to keep up a respectable appearance for Tom’s sake. Tom was very much in her mind at that moment, as indeed he always was; for though it was a long time ago, she could not get the idea out of her head that he must have said something to Lucilla before he went off to India; and he had a way of asking about his cousin in his letters; and though she would have done anything to secure her boy’s happiness, and was on the whole rather fond of her niece, yet the idea of the objections her brother-in-law would have to such a match, excited to the uttermost the smouldering pride which existed in Aunt Jemima’s heart. He was better off, and had always been better off, than her poor John⁠—and he had robust health and an awful scorn of the coddling, to which, as he said, she had subjected his brother; and he had money enough to keep his child luxuriously, and make her the leader of Carlingford society, while her poor boy had to go to India and put himself in the way of all kinds of unknown diseases and troubles. Mrs. John was profoundly anxious to promote her son’s happiness, and would gladly have given every penny she had to get him married to Lucilla, “if that was what he wanted,” as she justly said; but to have her brother-in-law object to him, and suggest that he was not good enough, was the one thing she could not bear. She was thinking about this, and whether Tom really had not said anything, and whether Lucilla cared for him, and what amid all these perplexities she should do, while she dressed for dinner; and, at the same time, she felt her palpitation worse than usual, and knew Dr. Marjoribanks would smile his grim smile if she complained, so that her visit to Grange Lane, though Lucilla meant to take good care of her, was not altogether unmingled delight to Mrs. John.

But, nevertheless, Dr. Marjoribanks’s dinner-table was always a cheerful sight, even when it was only a dinner-party of three; for then naturally they used the round table, and were as snug as possible. Lucilla wore her knot of green and violet ribbons on her white dress, to her aunt’s great amazement, and the Doctor had all the air of a man who had been out in the world all day and returned in the evening with something to tell⁠—which is a thing which gives great animation to a family party. Mrs. John Marjoribanks had been out of all that sort of thing for a long time. She had been living quite alone in a widowed, forlorn way, and had half forgotten how pleasant it was to have somebody coming in with a breath of fresh air about him and the day’s budget of news⁠—and it had an animating effect upon her, even though she was not fond of her brother-in-law. Dr. Marjoribanks inquired about Tom in the most fatherly way, and what he was about, and how things were looking for him, and whether he intended to come home. “Much better not,” the Doctor said⁠—“I should certainly advise him not, if he asked me. He has got over all the worst of it, and now is his time to do something worth while.”

“Tom is not one to think merely of worldly advantages,” said his mother, with a fine instinct of opposition. “I don’t think he would care to waste all the best part of his life making money. I’d rather see him come home and be happy, for my part, even if he were not so rich⁠—”

“If all men were happy that came home,” said the Doctor, and then he gave a rather grim chuckle. “Somebody has come home that you did not reckon on, Lucilla. I am sorry to spoil sport; but I don’t see how you are to get out of it. There is another address on the walls today besides that one of yours⁠—”

“Oh, I hope there will be six addresses!” cried Miss Marjoribanks; “if we had it all our own way it would be no fun;⁠—a Tory, and a Whig, and a⁠—did you say Radical, Aunt Jemima? And then, what is a Conservative?” asked Lucilla, though certainly she had a very much better notion of political matters than Aunt Jemima had, to say the least.

“I wonder how you can encourage any poor man to go into Parliament,” said Mrs. John; “so trying for the health as it must be, and an end to everything like domestic life. If it was my Tom I would almost rather he stayed in India. He looks strong, but there is never any confidence to be put in young men looking strong. Oh, I know you do not agree with me, Doctor; but

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