the position in which she found herself; but anyhow she took her seat humbly on another chair at a little distance, and waited, as Lucilla did, for the next golden words that it might please the Rector to say.

“My sister told me what happened yesterday,” said Mr. Bury. “She is very sorry for you, Miss Marjoribanks. It is sad for you to be left alone so young, and without a mother, and exposed to⁠—to temptations which it is difficult to withstand at your age. Indeed, at all ages, we have great occasion to pray not to be led into temptation; for the heart of man is terribly deceitful. After hearing what she had to say, I thought it best to come up at once this morning and talk to Dr. Marjoribanks. I am sure his natural good sense will teach him that you ought not to be left alone in the house.”

“I do not see how papa can help it,” said Lucilla. “I am sure it is very sad for him as well; but since dear mamma died there has been nobody but me to be a comfort to him. I think he begins to look a little cheerful now,” Miss Marjoribanks continued, with beautiful simplicity, looking her adversary in the face. “Everybody knows that to be a comfort to him is the object of my life.”

“That is a very good feeling,” said the Rector, “but it does not do to depend too much upon our feelings. You are too young to be placed in a position of so much responsibility, and open to so much temptation. I was deeply grieved for Dr. Marjoribanks when his partner in life was taken from him; but my dear Miss Lucilla, now you have come home, who stand so much in need of a mother’s care, we must try to find someone to fill her place.”

Lucilla uttered a scream of genuine alarm and dismay; and then she came to herself, and saw the force of her position. She had it in her power to turn the tables on the Rector, and she did not hesitate, as a weaker woman might have done, out of consideration for anybody’s feelings. “Do you mean you have found someone for him to marry?” she asked, with a look of artless surprise, bending her earnest gaze on Mr. Bury’s face.

As for the Rector, he looked at Lucilla aghast, like a man caught in a trap. “Of course not, of course not,” he stammered, after his first pause of consternation; and then he had to stop again to take breath. Lucilla kept up the air of amazement and consternation which had come naturally at the first, and had her eyes fixed on him, leaning forward with all the eager anxiety natural to the circumstances, and the unfortunate clergyman reddened from the edge of his white cravat to the roots of his gray hair. He was almost as sensitive to the idea of having proposed something improper as his sister could have been, though indeed, at the worst, there would have been nothing improper in it had Dr. Marjoribanks made up his mind to another wife.

“It is very dreadful for me that am so young to go against you” said Lucilla; “but if it is that, I cannot be expected to take any part in it⁠—it would not be natural. It is the great object of my life to be a comfort to papa; but if that is what you mean, I could not give in to it. I am sure Miss Bury would understand me,” said Miss Marjoribanks; and she looked so nearly on the point of tears, that the Rector’s anxious disclaimer found words for itself.

“Nothing of the kind, my dear Miss Lucilla⁠—nothing of the kind,” cried Mr. Bury; “such an idea never came into my mind. I cannot imagine how I could have said anything⁠—I can’t fancy what put such an idea⁠—Mrs. Mortimer, you are not going away?”

Lucilla had already seen with the corner of her eye that the victim had started violently, and that her heavy veil had fallen over her face⁠—but she had not taken any notice, for there are cases in which it is absolutely necessary to have a victim. By this time, however, the poor woman had risen in her nervous, undecided way.

“I had better go⁠—I am sure I had better go,” she said hurriedly, clasping together a pair of helpless hands, as if they could find a little strength in union. “Miss Marjoribanks will understand you better, and you will perhaps understand Miss Marjoribanks⁠—”

“Oh, sit down, sit down,” said Mr. Bury, who was not tolerant of feelings. “Perhaps I expressed myself badly. What I meant to say was, that Mrs. Mortimer, who has been a little unfortunate in circumstances⁠—sit down, pray⁠—had by a singular providence just applied to me when my sister returned home yesterday. These things do not happen by chance, Lucilla. We are taken care of when we are not thinking of it. Mrs. Mortimer is a Christian lady for whom I have the greatest respect. A situation to take the superintendence of the domestic affairs, and to have charge of you, would be just what would suit her. It must be a great anxiety to the Doctor to leave you alone, and without any control, at your age. You may think the liberty is pleasant at first, but if you had a Christian friend to watch over and take care of you⁠—What is the matter?” said the Rector, in great alarm. It was only that the poor widow who was to have charge of Lucilla, according to his benevolent intention, looked so like fainting, that Miss Marjoribanks jumped up from her chair and rang the bell hastily. It was not Lucilla’s way to lose time about anything; she took the poor woman by the shoulders and all but lifted her to the sofa, where she was lying down with her bonnet off when the Rector came to his senses.

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