but watched in vain. Wodehouse had been going through a fever of doubt and divided impulses. The shabby fellow was open to good impressions, though he was not much in the way of practising them; and Gerald’s address, which, in the first place, filled him with awe, moved him afterwards with passing thrills of compunction, mingled with a kind of delight at the idea of getting free. When his admonitor said “Go,” Wodehouse made a step towards the door, and for an instant felt the exhilaration of enfranchisement. But the next moment his eye sought Jack Wentworth’s face, which was so superbly careless, so indifferent to him and his intentions, and the vagabond’s soul succumbed with a canine fidelity to his master. Had Jack shown any interest, any excitement in the matter, his sway might have been doubtful; but in proportion to the sense of his own insignificance and unimportance Wodehouse’s allegiance confirmed itself. He looked wistfully towards the hero of his imagination, as that skilful personage selected his cigar. He would rather have been kicked again than left alone, and left to himself. After all, it was very true what Jack Wentworth said. They might be a bad lot, but they were gentlemen (according to Wodehouse’s understanding of the word) with whom he had been associated; and beatific visions of peers and baronets and honourables, amongst whom his own shabby person had figured, without feeling much below the common level, crossed his mind with all the sweetness which belongs to a past state of affairs. Yet it was still in his power to recall these vanishing glories. Now that he was rich, and could “cut a figure” among the objects of his admiration, was that brilliant world to be closed upon him forever by his own obstinacy? As these thoughts rushed through his mind, little Rosa’s beauty and natural grace came suddenly to his recollection. Nobody need know how he had got his pretty wife, and a pretty wife she would be⁠—a creature whom nobody could help admiring. Wodehouse looked wistfully at Jack Wentworth, who took no notice of him as he chose his cigar. Jack was not only the ideal of the clumsy rogue, but he was the doorkeeper of that paradise of disreputable nobles and ruined gentlemen which was Wodehouse’s idea of good society; and from all this was he about to be banished? Jack Wentworth selected his cigar with as much care as if his happiness depended on it, and took no notice of the stealthy glances thrown at him. “I’ll get a light in the hall,” said Jack; “good evening to you,” and he was actually going away.

“Look here,” said Wodehouse, hastily, in his beard; “I aint a man to forsake old friends. If Jack Wentworth does not mean anything unreasonable, or against a fellow’s honour⁠—Hold your tongue, Waters; by Jove! I know my friends. I know you would never have been one of them but for Jack Wentworth. He’s not the common sort, I can tell you. He’s the greatest swell going, by Jove!” cried Jack’s admiring follower, “and through thick and thin he’s stood by me. I aint going to forsake him now⁠—that is, if he don’t want anything that goes against a fellow’s honour,” said the repentant prodigal, again sinking the voice which he had raised for a moment. As he spoke he looked more wistfully than ever towards his leader, who said “Pshaw!” with an impatient gesture, and put back his cigar.

“This room is too hot for anything,” said Jack; “but don’t open the window, I entreat of you. I hate to assist at the suicide of a set of insane insects. For heaven’s sake, Frank, mind what you’re doing. As for Mr. Wodehouse’s remark,” said Jack, lightly, “I trust I never could suggest anything which would wound his keen sense of honour. I advise you to marry and settle, as I am in the habit of advising young men; and if I were to add that it would be seemly to make some provision for your sisters⁠—”

“Stop there!” said the Curate, who had taken no part in the scene up to this moment. He had stood behind rather contemptuously, determined to have nothing to do with his ungrateful and ungenerous protégé. But now an unreasonable impulse forced him into the discussion. “The less that is said on that part of the subject the better,” he said, with some natural heat. “I object to the mixing up of names which⁠—which no one here has any right to bandy about⁠—”

“That is very true,” said Mr. Proctor; “but still they have their rights,” the late Rector added after a pause. “We have no right to stand in the way of their⁠—their interest, you know.” It occurred to Mr. Proctor, indeed, that the suggestion was on the whole a sensible one. “Even if they were to⁠—to marry, you know, they might still be left unprovided for,” said the late Rector. “I think it is quite just that some provision should be made for that.”

And then there was a pause. Frank Wentworth was sufficiently aware after his first start of indignation that he had no right to interfere, as Mr. Proctor said, between the Miss Wodehouses and their interest. He had no means of providing for them, of setting them above the chances of fortune. He reflected bitterly that it was not in his power to offer a home to Lucy, and through her to her sister. What he had to do was to stand by silently, to suffer other people to discuss what was to be done for the woman whom he loved, and whose name was sacred to him. This was a stretch of patience of which he was not capable. “I can only say again,” said the Curate, “that I think this discussion has gone far enough. Whatever matters of business there may be that require arrangement had better be settled between Mr. Brown and Mr. Waters. So far as private feeling

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