The Perpetual Curate

she was in any trouble. The real Rector to whom she was married was so different from the ideal one who courted her; could it be possible, if they had married in their youth instead of now, that her husband would have been less open to the ill-natured suggestions of the gossips in Carlingford, and less jealous of the interferences of his young neighbour? It was hard to think that all the self-denial and patience of the past had done more harm than good; but though she was conscious of his defects, she was very loyal to him, and resolute to stand by him whatever he might do or say; though Mrs. Morgan’s “womanly instincts,” which the Rector had quoted, were all on Mr. Wentworth’s side, and convinced her of his innocence to start with. On the whole, she was annoyed and uncomfortable; what with Mr. Leeson’s intrusion (which had occurred three or four times before, and which Mrs. Morgan felt it her duty to check) and the Rector’s uncharitableness, and her own insufficient time to dress, and the disagreeable heightening of her complexion, the Rector’s wife felt in rather an unchristian frame of mind. She did not look well, and she did not feel better. She was terribly civil to the Curate when she went downstairs, and snubbed him in the most unqualified way when he too began to speak about Mr. Wentworth. “It does not seem to me to be at all a likely story,” she said, courageously, and took away Mr. Leeson’s breath.

“But I hear a very unfavourable general account,” said the Rector, who was almost equally surprised. “I hear he has been playing fast and loose with that very pretty person, Miss Wodehouse, and that her friends begin to be indignant. It is said that he has not been nearly so much there lately, but, on the contrary, always going to Elsworthy’s, and has partly educated this little thing. My dear, one false step leads to another. I am not so incredulous as you are. Perhaps I have studied human nature a little more closely, and I know that error is always fruitful;⁠—that is my experience,” said Mr. Morgan. His wife did not say anything in answer to this deliverance, but she lay in wait for the Curate, as was natural, and had her revenge upon him as soon as his ill fate prompted him to back the Rector out.

“I am afraid Mr. Wentworth had always too much confidence in himself,” said the unlucky individual who was destined to be scapegoat on this occasion; “and as you very justly observe, one wrong act leads to another. He has thrown himself among the bargemen on such an equal footing that I daresay he has got to like that kind of society. I shouldn’t be surprised to find that Rosa Elsworthy suited him better than a lady with refined tastes.”

“Mr. Wentworth is a gentleman,” said the Rector’s wife, with emphasis, coming down upon the unhappy Leeson in full battle array. “I don’t think he would go into the poorest house, if it were even a bargeman’s, without the same respect of the privacy of the family as is customary among⁠—persons of our own class, Mr. Leeson. I can’t tell how wrong or how foolish he may have been, of course⁠—but that he couldn’t behave to anybody in a disrespectful manner, or show himself intrusive, or forget the usages of good society,” said Mrs. Morgan, who was looking all the time at the unfortunate Curate, “I am perfectly convinced.”

It was this speech which made Mr. Morgan “speak seriously,” as he called it, later the same night, to his wife, about her manner to poor Leeson, who was totally extinguished, as was to be expected. Mrs. Morgan busied herself among her flowers all the evening, and could not be caught to be admonished until it was time for prayers: so that it was in the sacred retirement of her own chamber that the remonstrance was delivered at last. The Rector said he was very sorry to find that she still gave way to temper in a manner that was unbecoming in a clergyman’s wife; he was surprised, after all her experience, and the way in which they had both been schooled in patience, to find she had still to learn that lesson: upon which Mrs. Morgan, who had been thinking much on the subject, broke forth upon her husband in a manner totally unprecedented, and which took the amazed Rector altogether by surprise.

“Oh, William, if we had only forestalled the lesson, and been less prudent!” she cried in a womanish way, which struck the Rector dumb with astonishment; “if we hadn’t been afraid to marry ten years ago, but gone into life when we were young, and fought through it like so many people, don’t you think it would have been better for us? Neither you nor I would have minded what gossips said, or listened to a pack of stories when we were five-and-twenty. I think I was better then than I am now,” said the Rector’s wife. Though she filled that elevated position, she was only a woman, subject to outbreaks of sudden passion, and liable to tears like the rest. Mr. Morgan looked very blank at her as she sat there crying, sobbing with the force of a sentiment which was probably untranslatable to the surprised, middle-aged man. He thought it must be her nerves which were in fault somehow, and though much startled, did not inquire farther into it, having a secret feeling in his heart that the less that was said the better on that subject. So he did what his good angel suggested to him, kissed his wife, and said he was well aware what heavy calls he had made upon her patience, and soothed her the best way that occurred to him. “But you were very hard upon poor Leeson, my dear,” said the Rector, with his puzzled look, when she had regained