“Frank, my boy, you’re heartily welcome home!” he said, holding out his hand to him as became a British parent—“always welcome, but particularly just now. Where did you come from? how did you come? have you eaten anything this morning? it’s close upon lunch, and we’ll go in directly; but, my dear boy, wait here a moment, if you’re not particularly hungry; I can’t tell you how glad I am you’re come. I’d rather see you than a hundred pound!”
When Frank had thanked him, and returned his greetings, and answered his questions (which the Squire had forgotten), and made his own inquiries, to which Mr. Wentworth replied only by a hasty nod, and an “Oh yes, thank you, all well—all well,” the two came to a momentary pause: they had nothing particular to add about their happiness in seeing each other; and as Frank wrote to his sisters pretty regularly, there was nothing to tell. They were quite free to plunge at once, as is to British relatives under the trying circumstances of a meeting a blessed possibility, into the first great subject which happened to be at hand.
“Have you heard anything about Gerald?” said Mr. Wentworth, abruptly; “perhaps you called there on your way from the station? Gerald has got into a nice mess. He wrote to tell me about it, and I can’t make head nor tail of it. Do you think he’s a little touched here?” and the Squire tapped his own round forehead, with a troubled look: “there’s no other explanation possible that I can see: a good living, a nice house, a wife that just suits him (and it’s not everybody that would suit Gerald), and a lot of fine children—and he talks to me of giving up everything; as if a man could give up everything! It’s all very well talking of self-renunciation, and so forth; and if it meant simply considering other people, and doing anything disagreeable for anybody’s sake, I don’t know a man more likely than my son Gerald. Your brother’s a fine fellow, Frank—a noble sort of fellow, though he has his crotchets,” said the father, with a touch of involuntary pathos; “but you don’t mean to tell me that my son, a man like Gerald Wentworth, has a mind to throw away his position, and give up all the duties of his life? He can’t do it, sir! I tell you it’s impossible, and I won’t believe it.” Mr. Wentworth drew up his shirt-collar, and kicked away a fallen branch with his foot, and looked insulted and angry. It was a dereliction of which he would not suppose the possibility of a Wentworth being guilty. It did not strike him as a conflict between belief and non-belief; but on the question of a man abandoning his post, whatever it might be, the head of the house held strong views.
“I agree it’s impossible; but it looks as if it were true,” said the Curate. “I don’t understand it any more than you do; but I am afraid we shall have to address ourselves to the reality all the same. Gerald has made up his mind that the Church of Rome is the only true Church, and therefore he is in a false position in the Church of England: he can’t remain a priest of the Anglican communion with such views, any more than a man could fight against his country, or in a wrong quarrel—”
“But, good heavens, sir!” said the Squire, interrupting him, “is it a time to inquire into the quarrel when you’re on the ground? Will you tell me, sir, that my son Charley should have gone into the question between Russia and England when he was before Sebastopol—and deserted,” said Mr. Wentworth, with a snort of infinite scorn, “if he found the Czar had right on his side? God bless my soul! that’s striking at the root of everything. As for the Church of Rome, it’s Antichrist—why, every child in the village school could tell you that; and if Gerald entertains any such absurd ideas, the thing for him to do is to read up all that’s been written on the subject, and get rid of his doubts as soon as possible. The short and the long of it is,” said the troubled Squire, who found it much the easiest way to be angry, “that you ask me to believe that your brother Gerald is a fool and a coward; and I won’t believe it, Frank, if you should preach to me for a year.”
“And for my part, I would stake my life on his wisdom and his courage,” said the Curate, with a little heat; “but that is not the question—he believes that truth and honour require him to leave his post. There is something more involved which we might yet prevent. I have been trying, but Louisa interrupted me—I don’t know if you realise fully what he intends. Gerald cannot cease to be a priest—he will become a Catholic priest when he ceases to be Rector of Wentworth—and that implies—”
“God bless my soul!” cried the bewildered Squire—he was silent for a long time after he had uttered that benediction. He took out Gerald’s letter and read it over while the two walked on in silence under the lime-trees, and the paper shook in his hands, notwithstanding all his steadiness. When he spoke again, it was only after two or three efforts to clear his voice. “I can’t make out that he says that, Frank—I don’t see that that’s what he means,” said Mr. Wentworth, in a fainter tone than usual; and then he continued, with more agitation, “Louisa is a dear good soul, you know; but she’s a bit of a fool, like most women. She always takes the worst view—if she can get a good cry out of anything, she will. It’s she
