Of His own uncreated glory—His
Before all worlds, all ages, and reserved
Till after all for those He loves and saves.
As when the eye first views some Andean chain
Of shadowy rolling mountains, based on air,
Height upon height, aspiring to the last,
Even to Heaven, in sunny snow sheen, up
Stretching the angel’s pinions, nor can tell
Which be the loftiest nor the loveliest;
As when an army, wakening with the sun,
Starts to its feet all hope, spear after spear
And line on line reundulating light,
While night’s dull watchfires reek themselves away,
So feels the spirit when it first receives
The bright and mountainous mysteries of God,
Containing Heaven, moving themselves towards us,
In their free greatness, as by ships at sea
Come icebergs, pure and pointed as a star
Afar off glittering, of invisible
Depth, and dissolving in the light above.
My prayer shall be that thy prayer be fulfilled.
I must to earth again. Farewell, sweet soul!
Farewell! I love thee, and will oft be with thee.
I like earth more than this: I rather love
A splendid failing than a petty good;
Even as the thunderbolt, whose course is downwards,
Is nobler far than any fire which soars.
I am determined to be good again—
Again? When was I otherwise than ill?
Does not sin pour from my soul like dew from earth,
And, vapouring up before the face of God,
Congregate there in clouds between Heaven and me?
What wonder that I lack delight of life?
For it is thus—when amid the world’s delights,
How warm so’er we feel a moment among them—
We find ourselves, when the hot blast hath blown,
Prostrate, and weak, and wretched, even as I am.
I wish that I could leap from off this star,
And dash my soul to atoms like a glass.
I have done nothing for thee yet. Thou shalt
See Heaven, and Hell, and all the sights of space,
When’er thou choosest.
Not then now.
Up! rise!
No; I’ll be good: and will see none of them.
Earth draws us like a loadstone. We are coming.
XV
Scene—A large party and entertainment.
Festus, Ladies, and others. | |
Festus |
My Helen! let us rest awhile, |
Helen |
With thee I either go or stay, |
Festus |
Then sit we, love, and sip with me |
Helen |
I sometimes dream that thou wilt leave me |
Festus |
I love thee, and will leave thee never, |
Helen |
It is a lovely scene, |
Will |
Ladies—your leave—we’ll choose a Queen |
Charles |
And it were best to choose by lot, |
Festus |
I knew, my love, how this would be; |
All |
Lady fair! we throne thee Queen! |
Festus |
Here—wear this wreath! No ruder crown |
Helen |
Here in this court of pleasure, blest to reign, |