be done with them in the first place. Was he to bring Fred down all slovenly and half-awakened? was he to leave them in possession of his private sanctuary? The precious morning moments were passing while he pondered, and his little groom fidgeted outside with a message for the doctor. While he stood irresolute, the indefatigable Nettie once more darted forward.

“Give me Fred’s address, please,” said this managing woman. “I’ll see him, and prepare him for meeting Susan. He can say what he pleases to me; I don’t mind it in the very least; but Susan of course must be taken care of. Now, look here, Dr. Edward; Susan is your sister-in-law, and I am her sister. We don’t want to occupy your time. I can manage everything; but it is quite necessary in the first place that you should confide in me.”

“Confide!” cried the bewildered man. “Fred is not under my authority. He is here in my house much against my will. He is in bed, and not fit to be awakened; and I am obliged to tell you simply, ladies,” said the unfortunate doctor, “that my house has no accommodation for a family. If you will go back to the hotel where you left the children”⁠—and here the speaker gave another gasp of horror⁠—“I’ll have him roused and sent to you. It is the only thing I can do.”

“Susan can go,” said the prompt Nettie; “I’ll stay here until Fred is ready, and take him to see them. It is necessary he should be prepared, you know. Don’t talk nonsense, Susan⁠—I shall stay here, and Dr. Rider, of course, will call a cab for you.”

“But Nettie, Nettie dear, it isn’t proper. I can’t leave you all by yourself in a strange house,” remonstrated her sister.

“Don’t talk such stuff; I am perfectly well able to take care of myself; I am not a London young lady,” said the courageous Nettie. “It is perfectly unnecessary to say another word to me⁠—I know my duty⁠—I shall stay here.”

With which speech she seated herself resolutely in that same easy-chair which Fred had lolled in last night, took off her bonnet, for hats were not in these days, and shed off from her face, with two tiny hands, exquisite in shape if a little brown in colour, the great braids of dark-brown silky hair which encumbered her little head. The gesture mollified Dr. Rider in the most unaccountable way in spite of himself. The intolerable idea of leaving these two in his house became less intolerable, he could not tell how. And the little groom outside fairly knocked at the door in that softening moment with a message which could be delayed no longer. The doctor put his head out to receive the call, and looked in again perplexed and uncertain. Nettie had quite established herself in the easy-chair. She sat there looking with her bright eyes into the vacant air before her, in a pretty attitude of determination and readiness, beating her little foot on the carpet. Something whimsical, odd, and embarrassing about her position made it all the more piquant to the troubled eyes which, in spite of all their worldly wisdom, were still the eyes of a young man. He could not tell in the world what to say to her. To order that creature out of his house was simply impossible; to remain there was equally so; to leave them in possession of the field⁠—what could the unfortunate young doctor do? One thing was certain, the impatient patient could no longer be neglected; and after a few minutes longer of bewildered uncertainty, Dr. Rider went off in the wildest confusion of mind, leaving his brother’s unknown family triumphant in his invaded house.

To describe the feelings with which the unfortunate doctor went fasting about his day’s work⁠—the manner in which that scene returned to him after every visit he made⁠—the continual succession in which wrath, dismay, alarm, bitter disgust with the falsehood of the brother who, no further gone than last night, had pretended to confide in him, but never breathed a syllable of this biggest unconcealable secret, swept through the mind of the victim; all culminating, however, in the softening of that moment, in the tiny figure, indomitable elf or fairy, shedding back with dainty fingers those soft abundant locks⁠—would be impossible. The young man got through his work somehow, in a maze of confusion and excitement⁠—angry excitement, indignant confusion, determination to yield nothing further, but to defend himself and his house once for all from the inroads of what he angrily pronounced in his own mind “another man’s family”⁠—yet, withal, of curiosity and interest which gave zest greater than usual to the idea of going home. When he was able at last to turn his horse’s head towards his own dwelling, it was with feelings very different from the usual unexpecting blank of sullen displeasure. What he should find there, was a curious, exciting, alarming question; perhaps an entire nursery with Nettie in charge; perhaps a recusant husband with Nettie mounting guard over him; perhaps a thrilling scene of family explanation and reconciliation. The day had been a specially long and hard one. He had been obliged to snatch a hurried lunch at one of his patients’ houses, and to postpone his hard-earned dinner to the most fashionable of hours. It was indeed quite evening, almost twilight, when he made his way home at last. As he neared the scene of action, the tired man condoled with himself over the untimely excitement that awaited him. He said to himself with pathetic self-pity that it was hard indeed for a man who had earned a little repose to go in upon all the troubles of another man’s family. He had denied himself⁠—he had not undertaken upon his own shoulders that pleasing burden; and now what was he to be saddled with?⁠—the burden without the consolation⁠—the responsibility without the companionship. All this Dr. Rider represented to himself very pathetically as

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