a hundred doubts appalled her. Was she so entirely right as she had supposed? Was it best to relieve the helpless hands of Fred and Susan of their natural duties, and bear these burdens for them, and disable herself, when her time came, from the nobler natural yoke in which her full womanly influence might have told to an extent impossible to it now? These questions made Nettie’s head, which knew no fanciful pangs, ache with painful thought, and confused her heart and dimmed her lights when she most needed them to burn brightly. While, at the very time when these doubts assailed her, her sister’s repetitions and the rising discontent and agitations of the children, came in to overcloud the whole business in a mist of sick impatience and disgust. Return to Australia was never out of Susan’s mind, never absent from her pertinacious foolish lips. Little Freddy harped upon it all day long, and so did his brother and sister. Nettie said nothing, but retired with exasperated weariness upon her own thoughts⁠—sometimes thinking, tired of the conflict, why not give in to them? why not complete the offering, and remove once for all into the region of impossibility that contradictory longing for another life that still stirred by times in her heart? She had never given expression to this weary inclination to make an end of it, which sometimes assailed her fatigued soul; but this was the condition in which Richard Chatham’s visit found her, when that Bushman, breathing of the wilds and the winds, came down the quiet suburban road to St. Roque’s, and, filling the whole little parlour with his beard and his presence, came stumbling into the confined room, where Mrs. Fred still lay on the sofa, and Nettie pursued her endless work.

“Sorry to hear of the poor doctor’s accident,” said the Australian, to whom Fred bore that title. “But he always was a bit of a rover; though it’s sad when it comes to that. And so you are thinking of a return to the old colony? Can’t do better, I should say⁠—there ain’t room in this blessed old country for anything but tax-gatherers and gossips. I can’t find enough air to breathe, for my part⁠—and what there is, is taxed⁠—leastways the light is, which is all the same. Well, Mrs. Rider! say the word, ma’am, and I’m at your disposal. I’m not particular for a month or two, so as I get home before next summer; and if you’ll only tell me your time, I’ll make mine suit, and do the best I can for you all. Miss Nettie’s afraid of the voyage, is she? That’s a new line for her, I believe. Something taken her fancy in this horrid old box of a place, eh? Ha! ha! but I’ll be head-nurse and courier to the party, Miss Nettie, if you trust yourselves to me.”

“We don’t mean to go back, thank you,” said Nettie. “It is only a fancy of Susan’s. Nobody ever dreamt of going back. It is much too expensive and troublesome to be done so easily. Now we are here, we mean to stay.”

The Bushman looked a little startled, and his lips formed into a whistle of astonishment, which Nettie’s resolute little face kept inaudible. “Taken your fancy very much, eh, Miss Nettie?” said the jocular savage, who fancied raillery of one kind or other the proper style of conversation to address to a young lady. Nettie gave that big hero a flashing sudden glance which silenced him. Mr. Chatham once more formed an inaudible whew! with his lips, and looked at Mrs. Fred.

“But your heart inclines to the old colony, Miss Susan?⁠—I beg your pardon⁠—didn’t remember what I was saying at that moment. Somehow you look so much as you used to do, barring the cap,” said the Australian, “that one forgets all that has happened. You incline to cross the seas again, Mrs. Rider, without thinking of the expense?⁠—and very sensible too. There never was a place like this blessed old country for swallowing up a man’s money. You’ll save as much in a year in the colony as will take you across.”

“That is what I always say;⁠—but of course my wishes are little thought of,” said Mrs. Fred, with a sigh; “of course it’s Nettie we have to look to now. If she does not choose, to be sure, it does not matter what I wish. Ah! if I don’t look different, I feel different⁠—things are changed now.”

The Bushman gave a puzzled glance, first at one sister and then at the other. It occurred to him that Fred had not been so much of a strength and protection to his family as this speech implied, and that Nettie had been the person whom Mrs. Rider had to “look to” even before they left that colony for which she now sighed. But Mrs. Fred, in her sorrow and her white cap, was an interesting figure to the eyes which were not much accustomed to look upon womankind. He had no doubt hers was a hard case. Nettie sat opposite, very busy, silent, and resolute, flashing dangerous sudden glances occasionally at her languid sister and their big visitor. It was confusing to meet those brilliant impatient wrathful eyes; though they were wonderfully bright, they put out the wild man of the woods, and made him feel uncomfortable. He turned with relief to those milder orbs which Mrs. Fred buried in her handkerchief. Poor little oppressed woman, dependent upon that little arbitrary sister! The sincerest pity awoke in the Bushman’s heart.

“Well!” he said, good-humouredly, “I hope you’ll come to be of one mind when Miss Nettie thinks it over again; and you have only to drop me a line to let me know when your plans are formed; and it will go hard with me, but I’ll make mine suit them one way or another. All that I can do for you in the way of outfit or securing your passages⁠—or

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