“I don’t know as I understand you,” faltered Mrs. Lapham.
Sewell repeated his words, and added, “I mean, what do you think someone else ought to do in your place?”
“Was there ever any poor creatures in such a strait before?” she asked, with pathetic incredulity.
“There’s no new trouble under the sun,” said the minister.
“Oh, if it was anyone else, I should say—I should say—Why, of course! I should say that their duty was to let—” She paused.
“One suffer instead of three, if none is to blame?” suggested Sewell. “That’s sense, and that’s justice. It’s the economy of pain which naturally suggests itself, and which would insist upon itself, if we were not all perverted by traditions which are the figment of the shallowest sentimentality. Tell me, Mrs. Lapham, didn’t this come into your mind when you first learned how matters stood?”
“Why, yes, it flashed across me. But I didn’t think it could be right.”
“And how was it with you, Mr. Lapham?”
“Why, that’s what I thought, of course. But I didn’t see my way—”
“No,” cried the minister, “we are all blinded, we are all weakened by a false ideal of self-sacrifice. It wraps us round with its meshes, and we can’t fight our way out of it. Mrs. Lapham, what made you feel that it might be better for three to suffer than one?”
“Why, she did herself. I know she would die sooner than take him away from her.”
“I supposed so!” cried the minister bitterly. “And yet she is a sensible girl, your daughter?”
“She has more common sense—”
“Of course! But in such a case we somehow think it must be wrong to use our common sense. I don’t know where this false ideal comes from, unless it comes from the novels that befool and debauch almost every intelligence in some degree. It certainly doesn’t come from Christianity, which instantly repudiates it when confronted with it. Your daughter believes, in spite of her common sense, that she ought to make herself and the man who loves her unhappy, in order to assure the lifelong wretchedness of her sister, whom he doesn’t love, simply because her sister saw him and fancied him first! And I’m sorry to say that ninety-nine young people out of a hundred—oh, nine hundred and ninety-nine out of a thousand!—would consider that noble and beautiful and heroic; whereas you know at the bottom of your hearts that it would be foolish and cruel and revolting. You know what marriage is! And what it must be without love on both sides.”
The minister had grown quite heated and red in the face.
“I lose all patience!” he went on vehemently. “This poor child of yours has somehow been brought to believe that it will kill her sister if her sister does not have what does not belong to her, and what it is not in the power of all the world, or any soul in the world, to give her. Her sister will suffer—yes, keenly!—in heart and in pride; but she will not die. You will suffer too, in your tenderness for her; but you must do your duty. You must help her to give up. You would be guilty if you did less. Keep clearly in mind that you are doing right, and the only possible good. And God be with you!”
XIX
“He talked sense, Persis,” said Lapham gently, as he mounted to his wife’s side in the buggy and drove slowly homeward through the dusk.
“Yes, he talked sense,” she admitted. But she added bitterly, “I guess, if he had it to do! Oh, he’s right, and it’s got to be done. There ain’t any other way for it. It’s sense; and, yes, it’s justice.” They walked to their door after they left the horse at the livery stable around the corner, where Lapham kept it. “I want you should send Irene up to our room as soon as we get in, Silas.”
“Why, ain’t you going to have any supper first?” faltered Lapham with his latchkey in the lock.
“No. I can’t lose a minute. If I do, I shan’t do it at all.”
“Look here, Persis,” said her husband tenderly, “let me do this thing.”
“Oh, you!” said his wife, with a woman’s compassionate scorn for a man’s helplessness in such a case. “Send her right up. And I shall feel—” She stopped to spare him.
Then she opened the door, and ran up to her room without waiting to speak to Irene, who had come into the hall at the sound of her father’s key in the door.
“I guess your mother wants to see you upstairs,” said Lapham, looking away.
Her mother turned round and faced the girl’s wondering look as Irene entered the chamber, so close upon her that she had not yet had time to lay off her bonnet; she stood with her wraps still on her arm.
“Irene!” she said harshly, “there is something you have got to bear. It’s a mistake we’ve all made. He don’t care anything for you. He never did. He told Pen so last night. He cares for her.”
The sentences had fallen like blows. But the girl had taken them without flinching. She stood up immovable, but the delicate rose-light of her complexion went out and left her colourless. She did not offer to speak.
“Why don’t you say something?” cried her mother. “Do you want to kill me, Irene?”
“Why should I want to hurt you, mamma?” the girl replied steadily, but in an alien voice. “There’s nothing to say. I want to see Pen a minute.”
She turned and left the room. As she mounted the stairs that led to her own and her sister’s
