On Monday he came, and asked for Mrs. Lopez, slurring over the word as best he could. The butler said his mistress was at home. Since the death of the man he had so thoroughly despised, the old servant had never called her Mrs. Lopez. Arthur was shown upstairs, and found the lady he sought—but he found Mrs. Roby also. It may be remembered that Mrs. Roby, after the tragedy, had been refused admittance into Mr. Wharton’s house. Since that there had been some correspondence, and a feeling had prevailed that the woman was not to be quarrelled with forever. “I did not do it, papa, because of her,” Emily had said with some scorn, and that scorn had procured Mrs. Roby’s pardon. She was now making a morning call, and suiting her conversation to the black dress of her niece. Arthur was horrified at seeing her. Mrs. Roby had always been to him odious, not only as a personal enemy but as a vulgar woman. He, at any rate, attributed to her a great part of the evil that had been done, feeling sure that had there been no house round the corner, Emily Wharton would never have become Mrs. Lopez. As it was he was forced to shake hands with her, and forced to listen to the funereal tone in which Mrs. Roby asked him if he did not think that Mrs. Lopez looked much improved by her sojourn in Herefordshire. He shrank at the sound, and then, in order that it might not be repeated, took occasion to show that he was allowed to call his early playmate by her Christian name. Mrs. Roby, thinking that she ought to check him, remarked that Mrs. Lopez’s return was a great thing for Mr. Wharton. Thereupon Arthur Fletcher seized his hat off the ground, wished them both goodbye, and hurried out of the room. “What a very odd manner he has taken up since he became a member of Parliament,” said Mrs. Roby.
Emily was silent for a moment, and then with an effort—with intense pain—she said a word or two which she thought had better be at once spoken. “He went because he does not like to hear that name.”
“Good gracious!”
“And papa does not like it. Don’t say a word about it, aunt; pray don’t;—but call me Emily.”
“Are you going to be ashamed of your name?”
“Never mind, aunt. If you think it wrong you must stay away;—but I will not have papa wounded.”
“Oh;—if Mr. Wharton wishes it;—of course.” That evening Mrs. Roby told Dick Roby, her husband, what an old fool Mr. Wharton was.
The next day, quite early, Fletcher was again at the house and was again admitted upstairs. The butler, no doubt, knew well enough why he came, and also knew that the purport of his coming had at any rate the sanction of Mr. Wharton. The room was empty when he was shown into it, but she came to him very soon. “I went away yesterday rather abruptly,” he said. “I hope you did not think me rude.”
“Oh no.”
“Your aunt was here, and I had something I wished to say but could not say very well before her.”
“I knew that she had driven you away. You and Aunt Harriet were never great friends.”
“Never;—but I will forgive her everything. I will forgive all the injuries that have been done me if you now will do as I ask you.”
Of course she knew what it was that he was about to ask. When he had left her at Longbarns without saying a word of his love, without giving her any hint whereby she might allow herself to think that he intended to renew his suit, then she had wept because it was so. Though her resolution had been quite firm as to the duty which was incumbent on her of remaining in her desolate condition of almost nameless widowhood, yet she had been unable to refrain from bitter tears because he also had seemed to see that such was her duty. But now again, knowing that the request was coming, feeling once more confident of the constancy of his love, she was urgent with herself as to that heavy duty. She would be unwomanly, dead to all shame, almost inhuman, were she to allow herself again to indulge in love after all the havoc she had made. She had been little more than a bride when that husband, for whom she had so often been forced to blush, had been driven by the weight of his misfortunes and disgraces to destroy himself! By the marriage she had made she had overwhelmed her whole family with dishonour. She had done it with a persistency of perverse self-will which she herself could not now look back upon without wonder and horror. She, too, should have died as well as he—only that death had not been within the compass of her powers as of his. How then could she forget it all, and wipe it away from her mind, as she would figures
