Why should he come in the morning? She had made up her mind, at the spur of the moment, that the news which he had heard had settled that matter forever. But if so, why should he come in the morning? Then she felt, as she sat alone in her room, that she had done him a foul injustice in that spur of the moment. It must be that she had done him an injustice, or he would not have said that he would come. But if he could be generous, so could she. She had refused him when she believed herself to be the heiress of Llanfeare, and she certainly would not accept him now.
On the next morning about eleven o’clock he came. She had become aware that it was the intention of all the family that she should see him alone, and she made no struggle against that intention. As such intention existed, the interview must of course take place, and as well now as later. There was no confidence on the matter between herself and her stepmother—no special confidence between even herself and her half-sisters. But she was aware that they all supposed that Mr. Owen was to come there on that morning for the sake of renewing his offer to her. It was soon done when he had come.
“Isabel,” he said, “I have brought with me that letter which you wrote to me. Will you take it back again?” And he held it out in his hand.
“Nay; why should I take back my own letter?” she answered, smiling.
“Because I hope—I do not say I trust—but I hope that I may receive an altered answer.”
“Why should you hope so?” she asked, foolishly enough.
“Because I love you so dearly. Let me say something very plainly. If it be a long story, forgive me because of its importance to myself. I did think that you were—well, inclined to like me.”
“Like you! I always liked you. I do like you.”
“I hoped more. Perhaps I thought more. Nay, Isabel, do not interrupt me. When they told me that you were to be your uncle’s heir, I knew that you ought not to marry me.”
“Why not?”
“Well, I knew that it should not be so. I knew that your uncle would think so.”
“Yes, he thought so.”
“I knew that he would, and I accepted your answer as conveying his decision. I had not intended to ask the heiress of Llanfeare to be my wife.”
“Why not? Why not?”
“I had not intended to ask the heiress of Llanfeare to be my wife,” he said, repeating the words. “I learned last night that it was not to be so.”
“No; it is not to be so.”
“Then why should not Isabel Brodrick be the wife of William Owen, if she likes him—if only she can bring herself to like him well enough?”
She could not say that she did not like him well enough. She could not force herself to tell such a lie! And yet there was her settled purpose still strong in her mind. Having refused him when she believed herself to be rich, she could not bring herself to take him now that she was poor. She only shook her head mournfully.
“You cannot like me well enough for that?”
“It must not be so.”
“Must not? Why must not?”
“It cannot be so.”
“Then, Isabel, you must say that you do not love me.”
“I need say nothing, Mr. Owen.” Again she smiled as she spoke to him. “It is enough for me to say that it cannot be so. If I ask you not to press me further, I am sure that you will not do so.”
“I shall press you further,” he said, as he left her; “but I will leave you a week to think of it.”
She took the week to think of it, and from day to day her mind would change as she thought of it. Why should she not marry him, if thus they might both be happy? Why should she cling to a resolution made by her when she was in error as to the truth? She knew now, she was now quite certain, that when he had first come to her he had known nothing of her promised inheritance. He had come then simply because he loved her, and for that reason, and for that reason only, he had now come again. And yet—and yet, there was her resolution! And there was the ground on which she had founded it! Though he might not remember it now, would he not remember hereafter that she had refused him when she was rich and accepted him when she was poor? Where then would be her martyrdom, where her glory, where her pride? Were she to do so, she would only do as would any other girl. Though she would not have been mean, she would seem to have been mean, and would so seem to his eyes. When the week was over she had told herself that she must be true to her resolution.
There had been something said about him in the family, but very little. The stepmother was indeed afraid of Isabel, though she had endeavoured to conquer her own fear of using authority; and her half-sisters, though they loved her, held her in awe. There was so little that was weak about her, so little that was self-indulgent, so little that was like the other girls around them! It was known that Mr. Owen was to come again on a certain day at a certain hour, and it was known also for what purpose he was to come; but no one had dared to ask a direct question as to the result of his coming.
He came, and on this occasion her firmness almost deserted her. When he entered the room he seemed to her to be bigger than before, and more like her master. As the
