XXXII
A Speculator
Roland’s Christmas visit to his friends was not the holiday it appeared. His engagements with them had been many during this interval, and attended both by loss and gain; but the gain had outbalanced the loss, and though there had been many vicissitudes and a great many small crises, the Christmas balance had shown tolerably well, and everyone was pleased. Edward’s private ventures, which he had not consulted anyone about, but in which the money of the bank had been more or less involved, had followed the same course. He had a larger sum standing to his individual credit than ever before, and, so far as anyone knew, had risked nothing but what he had a right to risk, though, in reality, his transactions had gone much further than anyone was aware of, even Ashton; for he had felt the restraints of Roland’s caution, and had already established, though to a limited extent, dealings with other agents of bolder disposition. And, indeed, his mind had gone further than his practice, and had reached a point of excitement at which the boundaries of right and wrong become so indistinct as to exert little, if any, control over either the conscience or the imagination. Through his other channels of information he had heard of a speculation greater than he had yet ventured upon, in which the possible gain would be immense, but the risk proportionate—almost proportionate—though the probabilities were so entirely in favour of success that a sanguine eye could fix itself upon them with more justification than is usual. It was so vast that even to Edward, who had been playing with fire for months back, the suggestion took away his breath, and he took what was in reality the wise step of consulting Ashton. It was wise had he intended seriously to be guided by Ashton, but it was foolish as it happened, seeing that a day or two’s contemplation of the matter wrought in him a determination to risk it, whether Ashton approved or not. And Roland did not approve. He came down at the utmost speed of the express to stop any further mischief if he could. He had himself always kept carefully within the bounds of legitimate business; sometimes, indeed, just skirting the edge, but never committing himself or risking his credit deeply, and he had never forgot the solemn adjuration addressed to him by both the old people at the Vernonry. If Catherine Vernon or her representatives came to harm it should not be, he had determined, by his means. So he had answered Edward’s appeal in person; and, instead of communicating with him only, had spoken of the matter to Harry, supposing him to be in all Edward’s secrets, a thing which disturbed Edward’s composure greatly. It was his own fault he felt for so distrusting his own judgment; but he durst not betray his displeasure: and so the proposal which he had meant to keep to himself had to be discussed openly between the partners. Harry, as may be supposed, being passive and unambitious, opposed it with all his might. Roland had been shut up with them in Edward’s room at the bank for hours in the morning, and the discussion had run high. He had been a kind of moderator between them, finding Harry’s resistance to some extent unnecessary, but, on the whole, feeling more sympathy with him than with the other. “It isn’t ourselves only we have to consider,” Harry said; and he repeated this, perhaps too often, often enough to give his opponent a sort of right to say that this was a truism, and that they had heard it before.
“A thing does not become more true for being repeated,” Edward said.
“But it does not become less true,” said Roland; “and I think so far that Harry is right. With all your responsibilities you ought to go more softly than men who risk nothing that is not their own. You are in something of the same position as trustees, and you know how they are tied up.”
“This is a statement which hardly comes well from you,” said Edward, “who have been our adviser all along, and sailed very near the wind on some occasions.”
“I have never advised you to anything I did not think safe,” said Roland.
Edward was so eager and so confident of his superiority over his cousin, that it was difficult to keep the suspicion of a sneer out of his voice in this discussion, though for Roland Ashton, whatever his other sentiments might be, he at least had no feeling of contempt.
“And there’s Aunt Catherine,” said Harry. “Of course a great part of the money’s hers. Her hair would stand on end if she knew we were even discussing such a question.”
“Aunt Catherine is—all very well; but she’s an old woman. She may have understood business in her day. I suppose she did, or things would not have come to us in the state they are. But we cannot permit
