“There is one question you have not answered,” said Hester. “Do you love her?—that is the chief thing I want to know.”
“Love her? Come, you must not go into metaphysics. I like her very much. Aunts are excellent things. I have a great respect for her. Won’t that do?”
“I looked at her last night,” said Hester. “I got her by heart. I shall either love her or hate her. I have not made up my mind which.”
“There is something between these violent sentiments,” said Edward; “at least I hope so. You must not hate me.”
“Oh, you!” said Hester, with friendly contempt, “that is a different thing altogether. You are not of any consequence. I think I like you, but you may be sure I shall never hate you; why should I? You can’t do anything to me. But when there is one that is—that is—well, almost like God, you know—” said the girl, dropping her voice reverentially. “It is astonishing, is it not, that one should be so much more powerful than others? They say in France that men are all equal; but how can that be when Cousin Catherine—What gives her so much power?”
“That is all a fallacy about men being equal. You will see through it when you get older,” said Edward, with gentle superiority. He had laughed at her cavalier mention of himself, but he was very willing to instruct this self-opinioned young person. “You are mixing up circumstances and principles,” he added. “It is circumstances which make Aunt Catherine powerful; chiefly because she is rich—rich and kind; very kind in her way; always ready to do a charitable action.”
The colour wavered in Hester’s cheek. “We don’t want charity,” she said; and after this walked on very stately, holding her head high. The Vernonry towards which they were going had begun to wake up. Smoke was rising up into the clear air from one or two of the chimneys; a few blinds had been drawn up; a gardener, with his wheelbarrow and his scythe stood in the gate, throwing his shadow across the garden. Edward Vernon thought there was in the air a vague perfume from the cups of tea that were being carried about in all directions to the bedsides of the inhabitants. The people in the Vernonry were all elderly; they were all fond of their little comforts. They liked to open their eyes upon the world through the refreshing vapour of those early cups. All elderly—all except this impersonation of freshness and youth. What was she to do in such a place, amid the retired and declining, with energy enough for every active employment, and a restless, high, youthful spirit? Poor girl! she would have some bitter lessons to learn. Edward, though he had won the heart of his powerful relation by his domestic character and evident preference for her society, had not been able to divest himself of a certain grudge against the author of his good fortune. The feeling which Hester expressed so innocently was in his mind in a more serious form.
When they reached the gate, Hester stopped short.
“You must not come in now,” she said in her peremptory tones, “for mother is not up yet. I must go and make her coffee before she gets up. I will make you some, after dinner if you like. You cannot make coffee in England, can you?”
“No more than we can make the sun shine,” said Edward with a smile. “I shall certainly come for my coffee in the evening. I may be of some use to you as your difficulties increase; but I should like to know your name, and what I am to call you?”
“Are you sure that our difficulties will increase?” said Hester, aghast, opening her mouth as well as her large eyes.
“Unless you know how to deal with them. I shall set up a series of lectures on fine manners and deportment.”
Hester’s countenance flamed upon him with mingled resentment and shame.
“Do you think me a savage?” she said. “I—do you know I have been brought up in France? It is in England that there are no manners, no politeness.”
“And no sunshine,” said Edward with a laugh. Thus saying he took off his hat with a little exaggeration of respect, and waving his hand to her, turned away. If Hester had been older, she would have known that to stand and look after him was not according to any code. But at fourteen the soul is bold and scorns conventional rule. She stood, shading her eyes with her hand, watching him as he walked along; still the only figure that broke the blaze and the silence of the morning. It was true, as she had said, that he was not of any consequence. Perhaps that was why she felt quite at her ease in respect to him, and on the whole approved of him as a pleasant feature in the new life.
VI
Neighbours and Relations
In the morning, the inhabitants of the Vernonry were to be seen a little before or after noon, according to the season, appearing and disappearing in the immediate neighbourhood of their house. It was a little community perfectly at leisure, called out by no work in the morning, returning with no more punctuality than pleased them. As a matter of fact they were exceedingly punctual, coming and going as by clockwork, supporting their otherwise limp existence by a
