“No!” she replied emphatically.
“You feel sure?”
For reply she very gently pressed my hand at last. So confident did I feel of her sure judgment that I considered that question settled.
“By the way,” she said in a moment, “I think perhaps it might be advisable to say nothing to Commander Wiedermann about me. It is quite unnecessary, and he—well, some men are always suspicious if they think there is a woman in the case. Of course I admit they sometimes have enough excuse, but—what do you think?”
“I agree with you entirely,” I said emphatically.
I know Wiedermann very intimately, and had been divided in mind whether I should drop a little hint that there were consolations, or whether I had better not. Now I saw quite clearly I had better not.
“What’s that?” said Eileen in a moment.
It was a tall gaunt monolith close to the roadside, and then, looking round, I saw a loch on the other side, and remembered the spot with a start. It was close by here that my cycle had broken down, and we were almost at the end of our drive. Round the corner we swung, straight for the sea, until we stopped where the road ended at the edge of the links.
I gave Eileen’s hand one last swift pressure, and jumped out.
“We shall wait for you here,” said Tiel in a low voice, “but don’t be longer than you can help. Remember my nerves!”
He spoke so cheerily and genially, that for the moment I liked him again. In fact, if it had not been for Eileen, and his love of mystery, there was much that was very attractive in Tiel. As I set out on my solitary walk down to the shore, I suddenly wondered what made him so cheerful and bright at this particular moment, for it did not strike me as an exhilarating occasion. And then I was reminded of the man I had known most like Tiel, a captain I once served under, who was silence and calmness itself at most times, but grew strangely genial on critical occasions—a heaven-sent gift. But from Tiel’s point of view, what was critical about this moment? The risk he ran at this hour in such an isolated spot was almost negligible, and as to the other circumstances, did it matter much to him whether I stayed or changed my mind and went away? I could scarcely believe it.
I kept along by the side of the sandy track, just as I had done before, only this time I did not lose it. The rolling hummocky links were a little darker, but the stars shone in myriads, bright and clear as a winter’s night, and I could see my way well enough. As I advanced, I smelt the same pungent seaweed odour, and heard the same gulls crying, disturbed (I hoped) by the same monster in the waters. Fortunately the storm had blown from the southeast, and the sea in this westward-facing bay heaved quietly, reflecting the radiance of the stars. It was another perfect night for our purpose.
I reached the shore and turned to the left along the rising circumference of the bay, looking hard into the night as I went. Something dark lay on the water, I felt certain of it, and presently something else dark and upright loomed ahead. A moment later I had grasped Wiedermann by the hand. He spoke but a word of cordial greeting, and then turned to descend to the boat.
“We’ll get aboard before we talk,” said he.
The difficult moment had come. Frankly, I had dreaded it a little, but it had to be faced and got over.
“I am not coming aboard tonight, sir,” I replied.
He turned and stared at me.
“Haven’t you settled anything?” he demanded.
“Something,” I said, “but there is more to be done.”
I told him then concisely and clearly what we had arranged, and handed him the chart and all my notes. That he was honestly delighted with my news, and satisfied with my own performance, there could be no doubt. He shook me warmly by the hand and said—
“Splendid, Belke! I knew we could count on you! It’s lucky you have a chest broad enough to hold all your decorations! For you will get them—never doubt it. But what is all this about staying on shore? What else are you needed for? And who the devil has given you such orders?”
“Herr Tiel,” I said. “I was placed under his orders, as you will remember, sir.”
“But what does he want you for? And how long does he imagine the British are going to let you stay in this house of yours unsuspected? They are not idiots! It seems to me you have been extraordinarily lucky to have escaped detection so far. Surely you are not going to risk a longer stay?”
“If it is my duty I must run the risk.”
“But is it your duty? I am just wondering, Belke, whether I can spare you, with this attack coming on, and whether I ought to override Herr Tiel’s orders and damn the consequences!”
I knew his independence and resolution, but just at that moment there passed before my mind’s eye such a distinct, sweet picture of Eileen, that I was filled with a resolution and independence even greater than his.
“If it were not my duty, sir,” I said firmly, “clearly and strongly pointed out by Herr Tiel, I should never dream of asking you to spare me for a little longer.”
“He was then very clear and strong on the question?”
“Extremely.”
“And this other scheme of his—do you feel yourself that it is feasible enough to justify you in leaving your ship and running such a terrible risk? Remember, you will be a man lost to Germany!”
I have put down exactly what he said, though it convicts me of having departed a little from the truth when I answered—
“Yes, it will justify the risk.”
After all, I had confidence enough in Tiel’s abilities to feel sure that
