One day, when he was alone in the apartment, the bell rang and he went to open the door. A lady was there whom he did not know; she held out a letter, mentioning her name as she did so; in the dim light of the vestibule, she had taken him for the servant, but at once saw her mistake, as he tried to persuade her to come in. “No,” said she, “I am only a messenger,” and she went away; but when she had gone he found a little bunch of violets that she had laid on a table near the door. The letter was as follows:
“Tu ne cede malis,
sed contra audentior ito. …“You fight for us, and our hearts are with you. Pour out your troubles to us, and I will give you my hope, my strength, and my love. I am one who can act only through you.”
The youthful ardour of these last mysterious words, touched and puzzled Clerambault. He tried to remember the lady as she stood on his threshold; she was not very young; fine features, grave dark eyes in a worn face. Where had he seen her before? The fugitive impression faded as he tried to hold it.
He saw her again two or three days later, not far from him in the Luxembourg Gardens. She walked on and as he crossed the path to meet her she stopped and waited for him. He thanked her, and asked why she had gone away so quickly the other day, without saying who she was. And as he spoke it came to him that he had known her for a long time. He used to see her formerly in the Luxembourg, or in the neighbouring streets, with a tall boy who must have been her son. Every time they passed each other their eyes used to meet with a half-smile of respectful recognition. And though he did not know their name, and they had never exchanged a word, they were to him part of those friendly shadows which throng about our daily life, not always noticed when they are there, but which leave a gap when they disappear.
At once his thought leaped from the woman before him to the young companion whom he missed from her side. In these days of mourning you could never tell who might be still in the land of the living, but he cried impulsively:
“It was your son who wrote to me?”
“Yes,” said she, “he is a great admirer of yours. We have both felt drawn to you for a long time.”
“He must come to see me.”
“He cannot do that.”
“Why not? Is he at the Front?”
“No, he is here.” After a moment’s silence, Clerambault asked:
“Has he been wounded?”
“Would you like to see him?” said the mother. Clerambault walked beside her in silence, not daring to ask any questions, but at last he said: “You are fortunate at least that you can have him near you always. …” She understood and held out her hand: “We were always very close to one another,” she said, and Clerambault repeated:
“At least he is near you.”
“I have his soul,” she answered.
They had now reached the house, an old seventeenth century dwelling in one of the narrow ancient streets between the Luxembourg and St. Sulpice, where the pride of old France still subsists in retirement. The great door was shut even at this hour. Madame Froment passed in ahead of Clerambault, went up two or three steps at the back of a paved court, and entered the apartment on the ground floor.
“Dear Edmé,” said she, as she opened the door of the room, “I have a surprise for you, guess what it is. …”
Clerambault saw a young man looking at him as he lay extended on a couch. The fair youthful face lit up by the setting sun, with its intelligent eyes, looked so healthy and calm that at first sight the thought of illness did not present itself.
“You!” he exclaimed. “You here?”
He looked younger than ever with this joyful surprise on his face, but neither the body, nor the arms which were covered, moved in the least, and Clerambault coming nearer saw that the head alone seemed to be alive.
“Mamma, you have been giving me away,” said Edmé Froment.
“Did you not want to see me?” said Clerambault, bending over him.
“That is not just what I meant, but I am not very anxious to be seen.”
“Why not? I should like to know,” said Clerambault, in a tone which he tried to make gay.
“Because a man does not ask visitors to the house when he is not there himself.”
“Where are you?” if one may ask.
“I could almost swear that I was shut up in an old Egyptian mummy”—he glanced at the bed and his immovable body:
“There is no life left in it,” he said.
“You have more life than any of us,” said a voice beside them. Clerambault looked up and saw on the other side of the couch a tall young man full of health and strength, who seemed to be about the same age as Edmé, who smiled and said to Clerambault: “My friend Chastenay has enough vitality to lend me some and to spare.”
“If that were only literally true,” said the other, and the two friends exchanged an affectionate glance. Chastenay continued:
“I should in that case only be giving back a part of what I owe you.” Then turning to Clerambault, he added: “He is the one who keeps us all up, is it not so, Madame Fanny?”
“Indeed yes, I could not do without my strong son,” said the mother tenderly.
“They take advantage of the fact that I cannot defend myself,” said Edmé to Clerambault. “You see I cannot stir an inch.”
“Was it a wound?”
“Paralysis.”—Clerambault did not dare to ask for
