“Hardly angry—but vexed. As you ask me so frankly and prettily, I will forgive you. There is my hand upon it. All evil thoughts against you shall go out of my head. I shall still have my wishes, but I will not be cross with you.”
“You are so good, and so clearly honest. I declare I think Janet the happiest woman that I ever heard of.”
“Come, come; I didn’t bargain for this kind of thing when I allowed myself to be brought in here.”
“But it is so. I did not stop you for that, however, but to acknowledge that I have been wrong, and to ask you to pardon me.”
“I will. I do. If there has been anything amiss, it shall not be looked on again as amiss. But there has been only one thing amiss.”
“And, Mr. Fenwick, will you do this for me? Will you tell him that I was foolish to say that he might wait? Why should he wait? Of course he should not wait. When I am gone, tell him so, and beg him to make an end of it. I had not thought of it properly, or I would not have allowed him to be tormented.”
There was a pause after this, during which they walked half the length of the path in silence. “No, Mary,” he said, after a while; “I will not tell him that.”
“Why not, Mr. Fenwick?”
“Because it will not be for his good, or for mine, or for Janet’s, or, as I believe, for yours.”
“Indeed, it will, for the good of us all.”
“I think, Mary, you do not quite understand. There is not one among us who does not wish that you should come here and be one of us; a real, right down Bullompton ’ooman, as they say in the village. I want you to be my wife’s dearest friend, and my own nearest neighbour. There is no man in the world whom I love as I do Harry Gilmore, and I want you to be his wife. I have said to myself and to Janet a score of times that you certainly would be so sooner or later. My wrath has not come from your bidding him to wait, but from your coldness in not taking him without waiting. You should remember that we grow gray very quickly, Mary.”
Here was the old story again—the old story as she had heard it from Harry Gilmore, but told as she had never expected to hear it from the lips of Frank Fenwick. It amounted to this; that even he, Frank Fenwick, bade her wait and try. But she had formed her resolution, and she was not going to be turned aside, even by Frank Fenwick; “I had thought that you would help me,” she said, very slowly.
“So I will, with all my heart, towards the keys of the store closets of the Privets, but not a step the other way. It has to be, Mary. He is too much in earnest, and too good, and too fit for the place to which he aspires, to miss his object. Come, we’ll go in. Mind, you and I are one again, let it go how it may. I will own that I have been vexed for the last two days—have been in a humour unbecoming your departure tomorrow. I throw all that behind me. You and I are dear friends—are we not?”
“I do hope so, Mr. Fenwick?”
“There shall be no feather moulted between us. But as to operating between you and Harry, with the view of keeping you apart, I decline the commission. It is my assured belief that sooner or later he will be your husband. Now we will go up to Janet, who will begin to think herself a Penelope, if we desert her much longer.”
Immediately after this Mary went up to dress for dinner. Should she make up her mind to give way, and put on the blue ribbons which he loved so well? She thought that she could tell him at once, if she made up her mind in that direction. It would not, perhaps, be very maidenly, but anything would be better than suspense—than torment to him. Then she took out her blue ribbons, and tried to go through that ceremony of telling him. It was quite impossible. Were she to do so, she would know no happiness again in this world, or probably in the other. To do the thing, it would be necessary that she should lie to him.
She came down in a simple white dress, without any ribbons, in just the dress which she would have worn had Mr. Gilmore not been coming. At dinner they were very merry. The word of command had gone forth from Frank that Mary was to be forgiven, and Janet of course obeyed. The usual courtesies of society demand that there shall be civility—almost flattering civility—from host to guest, and from guest to host; and yet how often does it occur that in the midst of these courtesies there is something that tells of hatred, of ridicule, or of scorn! How often does it happen that the guest knows that he is disliked, or the host knows that he is a bore! In the last two days Mary had felt that she was not cordially a welcome guest. She had felt also that the reason was one against which she could not contend. Now all that, at least, was over. Frank Fenwick’s manner had never been pleasanter to her than it was on this occasion, and Janet followed the suit which her lord led.
They were again on the lawn between eight and nine o’clock when Harry Gilmore came up to them. He was gracious enough in
