The Four Feathers

threshold of the window on to the terrace. In front of her the lawn stretched to a hedge; on the far side of that hedge a couple of grass fields lifted and fell in gentle undulations; and beyond the fields she could see amongst a cluster of trees the smoke from the chimneys of Colonel Durrance’s house. She stood for a little while hesitating upon the terrace. On the left the lawn ran down to a line of tall beeches and oaks which fringed the creek. But a broad space had been cleared to make a gap upon the bank, so that Ethne could see the sunlight on the water and the wooded slope on the further side, and a sailing-boat some way down the creek tacking slowly against the light wind. Ethne looked about her, as though she was summoning her resources, and even composing her sentences ready for delivery to the man who was walking steadily towards her across the lawn. If there was hesitation upon her part, there was none at all, she noticed, on the part of the blind man. It seemed that Durrance’s eyes took in the path which his feet trod, and with the stick which he carried in his hand he switched at the blades of grass like one that carries it from habit rather than for any use. Ethne descended the steps and advanced to meet him. She walked slowly, as if to a difficult encounter.

But there was another who only waited an opportunity to engage in it with eagerness. For as Ethne descended the steps Mrs. Adair suddenly dropped the book which she had pretended to resume and ran towards the window. Hidden by the drapery of the curtain, she looked out and watched. The smile was still upon her lips, but a fierce light had brightened in her eyes, and her face had the drawn look of hunger.

“Something which at all costs she must conceal,” she said to herself, and she said it in a voice of exultation. There was contempt too in her tone, contempt for Ethne Eustace, the woman of the open air who was afraid, who shrank from marriage with a blind man, and dreaded the restraint upon her freedom. It was that shrinking which Ethne had to conceal⁠—Mrs. Adair had no doubt of it. “For my part, I am glad,” she said, and she was⁠—fiercely glad that blindness had disabled Durrance. For if her opportunity ever came, as it seemed to her now more and more likely to come, blindness reserved him to her, as no man was ever reserved to any woman. So jealous was she of his every word and look that his dependence upon her would be the extreme of pleasure. She watched Ethne and Durrance meet on the lawn at the foot of the terrace steps. She saw them turn and walk side by side across the grass towards the creek. She noticed that Ethne seemed to plead, and in her heart she longed to overhear.

And Ethne was pleading.

“You saw your oculist yesterday?” she asked quickly, as soon as they met. “Well, what did he say?”

Durrance shrugged his shoulders.

“That one must wait. Only time can show whether a cure is possible or not,” he answered, and Ethne bent forward a little and scrutinised his face as though she doubted that he spoke the truth.

“But must you and I wait?” she asked.

“Surely,” he returned. “It would be wiser on all counts.” And thereupon he asked her suddenly a question of which she did not see the drift. “It was Mrs. Adair, I imagine, who proposed this plan that I should come home to Guessens and that you should stay with her here across the fields?”

Ethne was puzzled by the question, but she answered it directly and truthfully. “I was in great distress when I heard of your accident. I was so distressed that at the first I could not think what to do. I came to London and told Laura, since she is my friend, and this was her plan. Of course I welcomed it with all my heart;” and the note of pleading rang in her voice. She was asking Durrance to confirm her words, and he understood that. He turned towards her with a smile.

“I know that very well, Ethne,” he said gently.

Ethne drew a breath of relief, and the anxiety passed for a little while from her face.

“It was kind of Mrs. Adair,” he resumed, “but it is rather hard on you, who would like to be back in your own country. I remember very well a sentence which Harry Feversham⁠—” He spoke the name quite carelessly, but paused just for a moment after he had spoken it. No expression upon his face showed that he had any intention in so pausing, but Ethne suspected one. He was listening, she suspected, for some movement of uneasiness, perhaps of pain, into which she might possibly be betrayed. But she made no movement. “A sentence which Harry Feversham spoke a long while since,” he continued, “in London just before I left London for Egypt. He was speaking of you, and he said: ‘She is of her country and more of her county. I do not think she could be happy in any place which was not within reach of Donegal.’ And when I remember that, it seems rather selfish that I should claim to keep you here at so much cost to you.”

“I was not thinking of that,” Ethne exclaimed, “when I asked why we must wait. That makes me out most selfish. I was merely wondering why you preferred to wait, why you insist upon it. For, of course, although one hopes and prays with all one’s soul that you will get your sight back, the fact of a cure can make no difference.”

She spoke slowly, and her voice again had a ring of pleading. This time Durrance did not confirm her words, and she repeated them with a greater emphasis,