Delafield left the little inn for Montreux, Lausanne, and London that afternoon. He bent to kiss his wife at the moment of his departure, in the bare sitting-room that had been improvised for them on the ground floor of the hotel, and as she let her face linger ever so little against his she felt strong arms flung round her, and was crushed against his breast in a hungry embrace. When he released her with a flush and a murmured word of apology she shook her head, smiling sadly but saying nothing. The door closed on him, and at the sound she made a hasty step forward.
“Jacob! Take me with you!”
But her voice died in the rattle and bustle of the diligence outside, and she was left trembling from head to foot, under a conflict of emotions that seemed now to exalt, now to degrade her.
Half an hour after Delafield’s departure there appeared on the terrace of the hotel a tottering, emaciated form—Aileen Moffatt, in a black dress and hat, clinging to her mother’s arm. But she refused the deck-chair, which they had spread with cushions and shawls.
“No; let me sit up.” And she took an ordinary chair, looking round upon the lake and the little flowery terrace with a slow, absorbed look, like one trying to remember. Suddenly she bowed her head on her hands.
“Aileen!” cried Lady Blanche, in an agony.
But the girl motioned her away. “Don’t, mummy. I’m all right.”
And restraining any further emotion, she laid her arms on the balustrade and gazed long and calmly into the purple depths and gleaming snows of the Rhône valley. Her hat oppressed her and she took it off, revealing the abundance of her delicately golden hair, which, in its lack of lustre and spring, seemed to share in the physical distress and loss of the whole personality.
The face was that of a doomed creature, incapable now of making any successful struggle for the right to live. What had been sensibility had become melancholy; the slight, chronic frown was deeper, the pale lips more pinched. Yet intermittently there was still great sweetness, the last effort of a “beautiful soul” meant for happiness, and withered before its time.
As Julie stood beside her, while Lady Blanche had gone to fetch a book from the salon, the poor child put out her hand and grasped that of Julie.
“It is quite possible I may get the letter tonight,” she said, in a hurried whisper. “My maid went down to Montreux—there is a clever man at the post-office who tried to make it out for us. He thinks it’ll be tonight.”
“Don’t be too disappointed if nothing comes,” said Julie, caressing the hand. Its thinness, its icy and lifeless touch, dismayed her. Ah, how easily might this physical wreck have been her doing!
The bells of Montreux struck half-past six. A restless and agonized expectation began to show itself in all the movements of the invalid. She left her chair and began to pace the little terrace on Julie’s arm. Her dragging step, the mournful black of her dress, the struggle between youth and death in her sharpened face, made her a tragic presence. Julie could hardly bear it, while all the time she, too, was secretly and breathlessly waiting for Warkworth’s last words.
Lady Blanche returned, and Julie hurried away.
She passed through the hotel and walked down the Montreux road. The post had already reached the first houses of the village, and the postman, who knew her, willingly gave her the letters.
Yes, a packet for Aileen, addressed in an unknown hand to a London address, and forwarded thence. It bore the Denga postmark.
And another for herself, readdressed from London by Madame Bornier. She tore off the outer envelope; beneath was a letter of which the address was feebly written in Warkworth’s hand: “Mademoiselle Le Breton, 3 Heribert Street, London.”
She had the strength to carry her own letter to her room, to call Aileen’s maid and send her with the other packet to Lady Blanche. Then she locked herself in. …
Oh, the poor, crumpled page, and the labored handwriting!
“Julie, I am dying. They are such good fellows, but they can’t save me. It’s horrible.”
“I saw the news of your engagement in a paper the day before I left Denga. You’re right. He’ll make you happy. Tell him I said so. Oh, my God, I shall never trouble you again! I bless you for the letter you wrote me. Here it is. … No, I can’t—can’t read it. Drowsy. No pain—”
And here the pen had dropped from his hand. Searching for something more, she drew from the envelope the wild and passionate letter she had written him at Heribert Street, in the early morning after her return from Paris, while she was waiting for Delafield to bring her the news of Lord Lackington’s state.
The small table d’hôte of the Hotel Michel was still further diminished that night. Lady Blanche was with her daughter, and Mrs. Delafield did not appear.
But the moon was hanging in glory over the lake when Julie, unable to bear her room and
