Her face was so upset, so full of pain, that he rose without saying a word, and then, after a little hesitation, asked: “Shall I come back presently?”
She gave a nod, which meant, “Yes, presently,” and he walked away towards the choir. Then she strove to pray. She made a superhuman effort to invoke the Deity, and with quivering frame and bewildering soul appealed for mercy to heaven. She closed her eyes with rage, in order no longer to see him who just left her. She sought to drive him from her mind, she struggled against him, but instead of the celestial apparition awaited in the distress of her heart, she still perceived the young fellow’s curly moustache. For a year past she had been struggling thus every day, every night, against the growing possession, against this image which haunted her dreams, haunted her flesh, and disturbed her nights. She felt caught like a beast in a net, bound, thrown into the arms of this man, who had vanquished, conquered her, simply by the hair on his lip and the color of his eyes. And now in this church, close to God, she felt still weaker, more abandoned, and more lost than at home. She could no longer pray, she could only think of him. She suffered already that he had quitted her. She struggled, however, despairingly, resisted, implored help with all the strength of her soul. She would liked to have died rather than fall thus, she who had never faltered in her duty. She murmured wild words of supplication, but she was listening to George’s footsteps dying away in the distance.
She understood that it was all over, that the struggle was a useless one. She would not yield, however; and she was seized by one of those nervous crises that hurl women quivering, yelling, and writhing on the ground. She trembled in every limb, feeling that she was going to fall and roll among the chairs, uttering shrill cries. Someone approached with rapid steps. It was a priest. She rose and rushed towards him, holding out her clasped hands, and stammering: “Oh! save me, save me!”
He halted in surprise, saying: “What is it you wish, madame?”
“I want you to save me. Have pity on me. If you do not come to my assistance, I am lost.”
He looked at her, asking himself whether she was not mad, and then said: “What can I do for you?”
He was a tall, and somewhat stout young man, with full, pendulous cheeks, dark, with a carefully shaven face, a good-looking city curate belonging to a wealthy district, and accustomed to rich penitents.
“Hear my confession, and advise me, sustain me, tell me what I am to do.”
He replied: “I hear confessions every Saturday, from three to six o’clock.”
Having seized his arm, she gripped it tightly as she repeated: “No, no, no; at once, at once! You must. He is here, in the church. He is waiting for me.”
“Who is waiting for you?” asked the priest.
“A man who will ruin me, who will carry me off, if you do not save me. I cannot flee from him. I am too weak—too weak! Oh, so weak, so weak!” She fell at his feet sobbing: “Oh, have pity on me, father! Save me, in God’s name, save me!”
She held him by his black gown lest he should escape, and he with uneasiness glanced around, lest some malevolent or devout eye should see this woman fallen at his feet. Understanding at length that he could not escape, he said: “Get up; I have the key of the confessional with me.”
And fumbling in his pocket he drew out a ring full of keys, selected one, and walked rapidly towards the little wooden cabin, dust holes of the soul into which believers cast their sins. He entered the center door, which he closed behind him, and Madame Walter, throwing herself into the narrow recess at the side, stammered fervently, with a passionate burst of hope: “Bless me father, for I have sinned.”
Du Roy, having taken a turn round the choir, was passing down the left aisle. He had got halfway when he met the stout, bald gentleman still walking quietly along, and said to himself: “What the deuce is that customer doing here?”
The promenader had also slackened his pace, and was looking at George with an evident wish to speak to him. When he came quite close he bowed, and said in a polite fashion: “I beg your pardon, sir, for troubling you, but can you tell me when this church was built?”
Du Roy replied: “Really, I am not quite certain. I think within the last twenty or five-and-twenty years. It is, besides, the first time I ever was inside it.”
“It is the same with me. I have never seen it.”
The journalist, whose interest was awakened, remarked: “It seems to me that you are going over it very carefully. You are studying it in detail.”
The other replied, with resignation: “I am not examining it; I am waiting for my wife, who made an appointment with me here, and who is very much behind time.” Then, after a few moments’ silence, he added: “It is fearfully hot outside.”
Du Roy looked at him, and all at once fancied that he resembled Forestier.
“You are from the country?” said he, inquiringly.
“Yes, from Rennes. And you, sir, is it out of curiosity that you entered this church?”
“No, I am expecting a lady,” and bowing, the journalist walked away, with a smile on his lips.
Approaching the main entrance, he saw the poor woman still on her knees, and
