III
Obdurate Love
Matthiette sat brooding in her room, as the night wore on. She was pitifully frightened, numb. There was in the room, she dimly noted, a heavy silence that sobs had no power to shatter. Dimly, too, she seemed aware of a multitude of wide, incurious eyes which watched her from every corner, where panels snapped at times with sharp echoes. The night was well-nigh done when she arose.
“After all,” she said, wearily, “it is my manifest duty.” Matthiette crept to the mirror and studied it.
“Madame de Puysange,” said she, without any intonation; then threw her arms above her head, with a hard gesture of despair. “I love him!” she cried, in a frightened voice.
Matthiette went to a great chest and fumbled among its contents. She drew out a dagger in a leather case, and unsheathed it. The light shone evilly scintillant upon the blade. She laughed, and hid it in the bosom of her gown, and fastened a cloak about her with impatient fingers. Then Matthiette crept down the winding stair that led to the gardens, and unlocked the door at the foot of it.
A sudden rush of night swept toward her, big with the secrecy of dawn. The sky, washed clean of stars, sprawled above—a leaden, monotonous blank. Many trees whispered thickly over the chaos of earth; to the left, in an increasing dove-colored luminousness, a field of growing maize bristled like the chin of an unshaven Titan.
Matthiette entered an expectant world. Once in the tree-chequered gardens, it was as though she crept through the aisles of an unlit cathedral already garnished for its sacred pageant. Matthiette heard the querulous birds call sleepily above; the margin of night was thick with their petulant complaints; behind her was the monstrous shadow of the Château d’Arnaye, and past that was a sullen red, the red of contused flesh, to herald dawn. Infinity waited a-tiptoe, tense for the coming miracle, and against this vast repression, her grief dwindled into irrelevancy: the leaves whispered comfort; each tree-bole hid chuckling fauns. Matthiette laughed. Content had flooded the universe all through and through now that yonder, unseen as yet, the scarlet-faced sun was toiling up the rim of the world, and matters, it somehow seemed, could not turn out so very ill, in the end.
Matthiette came to a hut, from whose open window a faded golden glow spread out into obscurity like a tawdry fan. From without she peered into the hut and saw Raoul. A lamp flickered upon the table. His shadow twitched and wavered about the plastered walls—a portentous mass of head upon a hemisphere of shoulders—as Raoul bent over a chest, sorting the contents, singing softly to himself, while Matthiette leaned upon the sill without, and the gardens of Arnaye took form and stirred in the heart of a chill, steady, sapphire-like radiance.
Sang Raoul:
“Lord, I have worshipped thee ever—
Through all these years
I have served thee, forsaking never
Light Love that veers
As a child between laughter and tears.
Hast thou no more to afford—
Naught save laughter and tears—
Love, my lord?“I have borne thy heaviest burden,
Nor served thee amiss:
Now thou hast given a guerdon;
Lo, it was this—
A sigh, a shudder, a kiss.
Hast thou no more to accord!
I would have more than this,
Love, my lord.“I am wearied of love that is pastime
And gifts that it brings;
I entreat of thee, lord, at this last time“Inèffable things.
Nay, have proud long-dead kings
Stricken no subtler chord,
Whereof the memory clings,
Love, my lord?“But for a little we live;
Show me thine innermost hoard!
Hast thou no more to give,
Love, my lord?”
IV
Raymond Psychopompos
Matthiette went to the hut’s door: her hands fell irresolutely upon the rough surface of it and lay still for a moment. Then with the noise of a hoarse groan the door swung inward, and the light guttered in a swirl of keen morning air, casting convulsive shadows upon her lifted countenance, and was extinguished. She held out her arms in a gesture that was half maternal. “Raoul!” she murmured.
He turned. A sudden bird plunged through the twilight without, with a glad cry that pierced like a knife through the stillness which had fallen in the little room. Raoul de Frison faced her, with clenched hands, silent. For that instant she saw him transfigured.
But his silence frightened her. There came a piteous catch in her voice. “Fair friend, have you not bidden me—be happy?”
He sighed. “Mademoiselle,” he said, dully, “I may not avail myself of your tenderness of heart; that you have come to comfort me in my sorrow is a deed at which, I think, God’s holy Angels must rejoice: but I cannot avail myself of it.”
“Raoul, Raoul,” she said, “do you think that I have come in—pity!”
“Matthiette,” he returned, “your uncle spoke the truth. I have dreamed dreams concerning you—dreams of a foolish, golden-hearted girl, who would yield—yield gladly—all that the world may give, to be one flesh and soul with me. But I have wakened, dear, to the braver reality—that valorous woman, strong enough to conquer even her own heart that her people may be freed from their peril.”
“Blind! blind!” she cried.
Raoul smiled down upon her. “Mademoiselle,” said he, “I do not doubt that you love me.”
She went wearily toward the window. “I am not very wise,” Matthiette said, looking out upon the gardens, “and it appears that God has given me an exceedingly tangled matter to unravel. Yet if I decide it wrongly I think the Eternal Father will understand it is because I am not very wise.”
Matthiette for a moment was silent. Then with averted face she spoke again. “My uncle commands me, with many astute saws and pithy sayings, to wed Monsieur de Puysange. I have not skill to combat him. Many times he has proven it my duty, but he is quick in argument and proves what he
