frown of concern. Ord wore concern proudly.
“Sir, the general knows I have the highest regard for him as a soldier and as a human being.”
Oboy. A senior NCO addressing an officer in the third person signaled an impending lecture, like a mother calling her kid by first, middle, and last names.
Ord cleared his throat. “But your life view has worried me since Congresswoman Metzger’s death, sir.”
Even after three years, to hear it said aloud that Munchkin was dead struck me like a slap. Munchkin and I, both orphaned by the Slug Blitz in 2036, had soldiered together as gunner and loader. We had both found and lost the great loves of our lives during the battle that followed, and I had delivered her son, my godson, in a cold cave on a moon of Jupiter. The army is a big family, but Munchkin had grown closer to me than a sister, and her son had grown up like my own.
I blinked, then cleared my throat. “My life view is fine, Sergeant Major.”
Ord’s gray eyes softened. “Have you heard from Captain Metzger, sir?”
I shrugged. “Since the embargo, nothing but propaganda gets out of Tressel. I read one that says he’s the air vice marshall.” Meaning no, my godson hadn’t contacted me since his mother’s death. Not so much as a happy- birthday holo chip.
“He must be quite busy, sir. The aircraft test ranges are remote. Perhaps he’s been out of touch.”
I snorted. “He must be out of touch if he’s still working for those Nazis.”
Tressel’s civilization had evolved from slaves kidnapped from Earth by the Slugs to mine Cavorite thirty thousand years ago. Tressel resembled Earth, but stunted back in the mid-Paleozoic, and Tressel’s humans lagged Earth technologically by a hundred fifty years. Socially, they could have passed for Germany in the last-century thirties.
The Slugs’ Tressel mines had played out thirty thousand years ago, and Tressel didn’t have anything else we wanted. Therefore, Earth’s politicians could afford to be shocked-shocked!-at Tressen human-rights abuses, so they embargoed trade with Tressel.
Tressel remained a member of the union, and so an ally, “in the event of a clear and present threat from a common enemy,” meaning if the Slugs came back.
Ord said, “Sir, I think Jude’s loyalty is to General Planck, not to the party. Neither of them are Nazis. And I don’t think Jude…”
I cocked my head. “Blames me for his mother’s death?”
“Sir, he knows you literally gave your right arm attempting to save her.”
I flexed my organic prosthetic. Guaranteed by the surgeon general to be better than original equipment or Uncle Sam gets his money back, and I get my stump back. “Then why are we having this discussion?”
“Sir, I think
“I spent six months in the special-needs ward at New Bethesda listening to shrinks tell me not to blame myself, Sergeant Major. I’m past it.”
Ord opened his mouth, then closed it, then said, “As you say, General.”
I walked beneath the Scorpion’s open stinger and squinted up into its shadowed interior. “You think we can anchor fast ropes to those weapons racks?”
“A mountaineering team’s already working up a fast-rope descent technique in Bay Nine, sir.” He paused. “Sir, how is Admiral Ozawa? If I may ask.”
I sighed. Ord wasn’t going to let go of my personal problems. Mimi Ozawa and I had met early in the war, and it had taken us only about twenty years to figure out that we had the hots for each other as badly as a het couple our age can. Fortunes of war being what they were, by the time we figured it out, we were constantly light-years apart.
I awaited eagerly the hard-copy letters Mimi wrote daily, which arrived in bunches aboard each jumped cruiser. I awaited even more eagerly the holos she sent. I will note that because these passed from a space force admiral to a general, they were uncensored. Beyond that, use your imagination.
“You may ask, Sergeant Major. She’s chafing at a dirtside assignment.” Mimi was a fighter jock kicked upstairs to command cruisers, and she was generally regarded as the best-excepting only my godson-driver in the Human Union of any flying object in the human inventory. She was also too smart, too uniquely knowledgeable, and had hogged too many years of the shipboard command time that flag officers coveted. So Space Force had rotated her to Earth ten months before to serve as the first commandant of the Human Union Military Academy. I hadn’t seen Mimi live for three years, and Ord’s question made me ache.
“If I may say so, Admiral Ozawa is a fine officer and an even better woman, sir.”
“No argument.” We walked from the launch bay, our steps echoing in the vastness. “If I did have a problem, which I don’t, Mimi would be part of the solution, wouldn’t she?”
“Yes, sir. But an unmatured relationship may be a source of anxiety, rather than a source of strength.”
I stopped, then turned to face Ord. If Ord weren’t as much surrogate father to me as my command sergeant major, I would have told him he was getting into areas that were none of a subordinate’s business. The potential trouble with my relationship with Mimi was the trouble with most service personnel’s relationships. Contact was so infrequent that the person you left behind had grown into someone else by the time you returned to them. And so had you.
At best, the anxieties caused a tense blind date after every separation. At worst, one or the other of you couldn’t stand the new person, or the stress of reacquaintance, or both, and the relationship crumbled.
“Sergeant Major, Admiral Ozawa and I aren’t close enough for me to be anxious.” Actually, I pined for Mimi every moment that I wasn’t preoccupied by my job. But those idle moments were few, and Ord, by his nod, knew it.
We stepped out into the companionway, headed for a preliminary briefing. A couple of swabbies painting bulkheads straightened as we passed, and the extra sets of ears ended the discussion, for the time being.
One day later the
In Launch Bay Fourteen, I stood alongside Ord, both of us armored up in the uniform of the day. We watched as Howard Hibble, nine of his Spooks, and a loadmaster who would handle their disembarkation on Weichsel stood in line on a makeshift steel-lattice access ramp that led into the poised Scorpion’s wide-open stinger pod.
The Spooks, who were flabby or pencil-skinny in street clothes, lurched up the ramp looking like albino gorillas in Eternad winter-camo armor. Unlike the armored grunts now loading in the other bays, each Spook carried a fraction of an infantry soldier’s basic load, just a sidearm and a mission-specific gear pack no bigger than a turn- of-the-century laptop bag.
Ord frowned. “I wish we weren’t going in meteorologically blind, sir.”
Ord always found something to frown about. It’s in a sergeant major’s genes. But I agreed with him. Weichsel was at the moment light-years away, across an impenetrable black hole. Even after we popped out, we would be committed to landing with little idea of current and impending weather conditions at our landing zone.
Weather is a greater peril for an attacker than a defender even in the best of circumstances. Weichsel was not the best of circumstances. It looked like Earth in winter, but the planet was prone to hurricane-force blizzards. Worse, the storms arose suddenly from nothing. Or at least nothing the weather weenies could identify in advance.
I shrugged. “Calculated risk.” Well, actually, my exometeorology officer had thrown up his hands and said the risk was incalculable. He did note that the first two Earth survey parties to land on Weichsel had perished in flash blizzards.
Ord’s finger bobbed as he counted Spooks. Then he flipped down his visor, checked his display, and frowned. “Odd. The intel landing party’s one body short.”
I said, “So it is.”
Ord swiveled his head toward me, jaw slack.
TEN
ORD STARED AT ME as hydraulics hissed the upper ladder scaffold away from the Scorpion. “Sir, you aren’t
