The Color of Blood

hear what it was. I went closer, and he spoke into my ear.

“My daughter, Ed,” he said. “Naomi.”

And suddenly, it all made sense. I took the note that had been passed to Jerry Dalton in Seafield Rugby Club out of my pocket and looked at it. Jerry, please see David Brady gets this. That was why the handwriting had looked familiar. Because it was Tommy’s surprisingly elegant hand, not quite copperplate but not far off. The first time I’d had a note from him, aged about nine, it read: You are dead at breaktime. Best joined-up writing in the class. We fought in a ring of shouting boys, huddled against the granite wall at the far end of the schoolyard, and I was winning when Tommy switched positions and sidestepped, and I slapped a right hook into the rough granite and my knuckles exploded in crimson. Smarter than he looked, often smarter than me. Underestimate Tommy Owens at your peril.

Tommy subsided onto the tarp-covered hood of another German saloon at the far end of the garage, a BMW by the shape. I left Darren Reilly and walked across to Tommy.

“Tell me,” I said.

“She stayed over, that time you were on that bar fraud thing in Wicklow. We’d been getting on well, you know, even if her mother has done her best to turn her against me. Not to mention letting her run wild, the mouth on her, fucking this, fucking that, thirteen years old. And makeup, and hair bleached blond, wearing this pink velour tracksuit with ‘Juicy’on her arse, and a black thong sticking up over it, and a tattoo at the base of her spine, you know, a fucking tramp stamp, two bolts of lightning it looked like, pointing down toward her hole, I mean fuck sake, is Paula on drugs letting her get that done? But I said nothing. I mean, she’s doing well at school, she’s a good laugh, and she’s always stuck up for me with Paula. Even when there wasn’t a lot to stick up for.”

I turned to check on Darren Reilly, who looked away quickly; he had come closer to us since Tommy started talking.

“Let’s dump head-the-ball here before you tell me any more, Tommy,” I said.

Tommy tied the scarf around Darren Reilly’s eyes and I opened the door and sat into the Volvo and reversed out. The lights went off, and Tommy and Reilly emerged onto the street, and as Tommy reached up to pull the door down, I saw Reilly tugging at his blindfold, and the scarf fell down around his face, and once he clocked where he was, he pushed the blindfold back over his eyes and tightened it again. Tommy snapped the padlock shut on the aluminum door, as if he hadn’t noticed what Reilly had done. He pushed Reilly in the backseat and I drove back to the Woodpark Inn and Tommy pushed Reilly out of the car and Reilly walked away into the car park swearing several varieties of revenge on us both. Tommy got back in the car beside me, and I drove up onto the dual carriageway and joined the northbound flow of traffic for the city.

“Anyway,” Tommy said, “we’re sittin’ there watchin’ Buffy or something on the telly and there’s a knock at the door, shave-and-a-haircut, ten-bob, like that, y’know, and Naomi’s on her feet in a twinkling, ‘that’s for me, Da,’ and out the door. Some young fella she was expecting, I can hear them in the hall. I’m saying nothing, don’t want to blow it. Anyway, she’s in such a rush to see your man she’s left her phone there on the arm of the couch, one of the camera ones, you know, and there’s all giggling and hissing coming from outside the door, and I just have a quick look at the phone, see who’s ringing her, what’s what. Bit nosy, but… whatever. I’m still her da, amn’t I? Thought I’d say I was thinking of getting one myself if she came back in. And I’m scrolling through the photos. Her friends in school uniforms, spotty young fellas, Paula, my ma, even one of me in there. And then there’s one of Naomi and the Howard young one, and they’re both sucking this lad’s prick. Fuck sake, I nearly threw up, I’m not coddin’ you. And back I go, and there’s more, all riding each other, doing everything, and filming each other doing it, fucking disgusting now, and I can see your man is David Brady. In one of them, he’s winking at the camera while Naomi…ah fuck. Fuck.”

Tommy stopped talking, and I could hear his breath coming deep and slow as he tried to compose himself. The mist had blown up again; the world had shrunk to four streams of traffic, flowing relentlessly to and from the city. I lit two cigarettes and passed one to Tommy; he took it, and the car filled with smoke.

“I heard the front door slam, and she comes back in, all smiles, beautiful, you know, still my little girl. And I thought, just leave it, talk to Paula, don’t…don’t fuck things up here. I mean, I thought that, but how could I not say anything? Thirteen years old, and that fucker smirking like a cunt…anyway, I just blurt it all out, and she goes mental of course, calls me a snooper and a pervert and a scumbag and all this, so she’s storming out, and I say, does Paula know about it? That stopped her in her tracks. ’Cause okay, the tattoo and the clothes and all, but Paula isn’t gonna be impressed by those pictures, not one little bit.”

Tommy’s ex-wife had dyed red hair and coarse good looks and her voracious appetite for men was matched by her utter disdain for them; Paula slept with men before the first date, thus ruling out the likelihood of there ever being one, and endlessly reconfirming her low opinion of the sex. She had made several contemptuous passes at me recently, after hours in a bar full of people with no homes they wanted to go home to; I had evaded her, but with a woman like Paula, in a bar like that, you felt it was only a matter of time. But when she caught a bloke who had moved in with her for a few months putting the moves on Naomi, she stabbed him in the hand with a screwdriver. “I was aiming for his balls,” she told Tommy. The guy went to stay with his brother in Copenhagen, which is probably far enough away, although I would have gone farther.

“So what happened, Tommy?”

“She told me she was on E, up at Seafield Rugby Club, and she got off with Brady, and then he talked her into the whole idea of a threesome. Seems to be a thing now, girls snogging each other and all, even when they’re not lezzers. Fucking disgusting so it is. She was trying to keep a brave face on it, what a great time she had, how I’m out of touch, but I went through the photographs with her, and by the end she was in bits, she was. I felt bad, like I was bullying her, but it was for her own good. It was like, someone else seeing them-me seeing them-the whole thing of it came through to her at last…the shame of it, know I mean?”

We were stopped at a red light in Donnybrook; across the street, loud music and flashing lights came from a rugby club Halloween party; drunken teenage girls dressed in short skirts and skimpy tops tottered along on high heels, arm in arm, primped and groomed and sheened like footballers’ wives, or drag queens, or third-world hookers; two girls sat on the curb, one getting sick, the other holding her friend’s hair out of the vomit’s path. Sugar and spice.

“So I had to think about what to do. I didn’t want to tell Paula, for the same reason I didn’t want to go to the Guards: because that would only land Naomi in the shit. I mean, she probably looked eighteen, she was on E, she was in a club with a full bar…it wasn’t as if Brady had snatched her in an alley. On the other hand, couldn’t let the smirking cunt get away with it. In the shots, he was holding a camcorder, filming it all himself, he was. That’s where I got the idea.”

“Give him a taste of his own medicine.”

“Something like that.”

“With a view to…what, exactly, Tommy? I mean, given that you find it all so disgusting, why would you want more porn to be made?”

“As an insurance policy. Against Brady. He could sell it to anyone, put it out on the Internet, my daughter. Fuck knows what Brady does with the films he makes.”

“Did with them. He’s not going to be making any more.”

“I didn’t have anything to do with that, Ed.”

“I believe you.”

“It was in my head…I probably wasn’t thinking straight, I was in a fucking rage. In my head to make a show of Brady, to humiliate him-”

“Why didn’t you make him perform then?”

“What?”

There it was, the stalling for time “what?,” the catch me out I’m lying “what?”

“The only proof Brady was involved in making the porn films is the shot of his bracelet in the mirror, which must have been accidental. So what insurance was involved in having him behind the camera? No, Tommy, you were in on it, weren’t you?”

“In on what, Ed?”

“Don’t do this, Tommy, don’t be lying to me now. In on the blackmail attempt on Shane Howard. Just tell me, was it your idea or Brady’s?”

Tommy rolled down his window and threw his cigarette butt out onto a Leeson Street thick with refugees from a fancy dress ball: skeletons and witches and vampires weaving in a band along the pavement, dodging the less