I discovered the rules of flight from trial and error; no child was ever as covered in cuts and bruises. Eilean made me look after our eight goats; I was good with a sling but I was never taught the bolas so when hunters came to poach them, I had to call her for help.
I left the goats tethered while I improved my gliding, soaring too far to hear their bleats and bells clacking. A pack of white wolves attacked the herd. The goats panicked, leapt high and strained at their ropes but the wolves devoured them in a leisurely fashion. When I landed hours later I found a pile of bones, tethers and bells. I hid from Eilean for days before she gave up trying to throttle me. She then steadily reverted to her previous life, chasing ibex and swigging whiskey to forget the strain of my existence.
I sat cross-legged in front of the hearth and stared at the flames. After a while the door was nosed open and two massive tame wolves slipped through, padding solemnly. I relinquished my space on the mat for them; they lay down and sighed simultaneously. Compacted snow sticking to their pelts became translucent as it melted and dripped. Thunder tumbled down Darkling valley; there was a great sense of waiting in the air. Eilean Dara kicked the door back on its leather hinges and strode in. She hung up her bolas, reclined on the rugs, resting an elbow on the table, and looked around vaguely for me. “Look at you, Jant; why are you still here? You should have left home by now. Have you no sense of shame whatsoever? I think you’re determined to slow me down like powder snow. First, I can’t even marry you off because how do I find someone who wants a deformed Shira as a husband? Second, you remind me of what those vile Awians did to the daughter I loved. Third, then you killed her, with your chunky body and wings trapped in her belly. We had to cut you out with an axe.”
I gathered her plate from the fireplace, pine nut crackers and meat stew cooked for so long it was a stringy paste. Eilean continued: “A full seven-month pregnancy and you were still tiny. I fed you goat milk and raised you despite the fact that of course your birth wasn’t timed and you arrived in the middle of the freeze season. So now you’re grown, the way you show gratitude is by feeding my vicuna to the wolves.”
She reached out and I flinched. “Have you caught anything?”
She carved a chunk off the stew, stuck her fingers in it and licked them. “Nothing,” she taunted. “Not faun not fowl not fuck.”
“Do I go bring them in?”
“Not green sludge in a dead deer’s gut, not frozen milk in a dead girl’s tit. There’s no game this side of Chir Serac anymore. I think we all starve.”
I peered at the whited-out valley. The temperature was plummeting and the sky was fantastically clear. There were more stars above the Darkling Mountains than anywhere else in the Fourlands, because they liked the clear air. Stars gathered there and fell as snow.
Two grouse were strung up on the shack’s wall, their feathers harassed by the wind, purple in the impure light. A llama from Mhadaidh shieling still had a bolas wound around its legs, and a light covering of snow settled on the black antlers of a buck chamois. Its slack tongue was freezing to the ground; it looked at me with yellow teeth.
Eilean’s fingers chased the last shreds of meat around her bowl. “Oh, you are always under my feet. I need some space. Get out! Out!” She shoved a couple of thin skewers into the embers, knocking out sparks onto steamy wolf fur.
There was nowhere to go but the empty goat shed high on the rocks, built around the twisted trunk of a rowan tree that spidered up the cliff as if trying to creep away from me. I had believed Eilean’s gibes that if I ran down to Scree the other Rhydanne would pull my wings off.
I wrapped a blanket around my shoulders and nestled in the bothy among the heather hay. Thick cornices hung over the vast black splintered cliffs, looming dark against the snow clouds. Eilean shouted, “And don’t come back in tonight!” She slammed the door, cutting off the firelight abruptly.
I listened, motionless, as from far up on Mhor Darkling, the highest spire of the range, an ominous creaking echoed down the valley. Tabular layers of snow began to slide.
My head was full of its white roar as I flared my wings and landed on the deck of the Stormy Petrel. I shook my head to silence the resounding smashes and splitting, buckling rock. For two centuries the avalanche has echoed in my ears.
I ducked into Mist’s cabin and she immediately leapt up, dashed across and flattened a piece of paper against my chest. She yelled, “What is the meaning of this? What’s going on?”
“Huh?” I tried to pick at the note but her palm pressed it tightly to my shirt.
“What have you done, Jant?” she demanded, clapping the paper to emphasize every word. I recognized it as the Emperor’s letter that I had sent to Awndyn with a loyal rider four days ago. My handwriting covered the back of the envelope.
“Hey, hey…Don’t blame the Messenger. San sealed this, not me. I haven’t read it.”
Mist threw up her hands in complete exasperation, “Then read it!”
DELIVER TO THE HAND OF MIST ONLY
Gio Ami shows interest in Tris. Be informed that his spies will try to discover the coordinates and the means to reach the island. You will make it easy for them to learn this information. With discretion, leave your charts or records where they may be readily accessed. Comet will tell you my further orders.
SAN, EMPEROR OF THE FOURLANDS, JULY 13, 2020
I threw a cushion to the floor and sat down. Through the stern windows the panorama changed as Stormy Petrel turned on her anchor. The lamps of homes and pubs on the seafront, the lighthouse on the harbor wall, the notched tops of yew trees in Awndyn cemetery protruded above the land’s dark profile. The ship swung back: yew trees, lighthouse, seafront.
“I don’t know what this means,” I said weakly.
Serein Wrenn had his feet crossed on the table, honing his rapier’s edge with a tiny silver whetstone and watching the barometer drop. He said, “We hoped you would explain.”
I told him San’s edict on rapier fighting and Mist listened intently as I described Gio’s rally. I folded the letter and held it in a candle flame until it burned completely back to my fingernails. I finished by saying, “So, Wrenn, you have to relearn broadsword techniques quickly; and Mist, you gave Gio’s spies that chamber pot and notebook.”
Mist tutted. “Never! As ordered, I neglected to lock them in the safe, and they were stolen by a midshipman with confused allegiance. He thought he had performed a cunning heist…But it makes me scream with frustration; after all last year’s secrecy.”
“Gio has a very strong force around the Pavonine,” Wrenn added. “And he’s got three other carracks. It’s not going to be easy to stop him leaving.”
“Damn. That explains the lights I saw on the quay.” Wrenn threw me a packet of ginger biscuits and I started munching them. I said to Mist, “San said you have to take care of the rebels offshore. Can we follow him?”
Mist gave me an incredulous look. “You have no idea, Rhydanne. Ninety percent of Awndyn supports him. He recruited most of my old crews and he’s cleaning out the harbor stores. Gio’s more ravening than Insects! May dogs shit on his grave. I need to send to Grass Isle to hire sailors loyal to me-mobilize some Awndyn Fyrd-call in old favors. He’ll be long gone before we can raise the troops. So I must find food and…blood and foam! That’s without counting recaulking, fumigation, repairs! It’ll take at least a fortnight! San
“Tell him I’ll certainly follow Gio-Petrel is faster than those Plainslands crates. We have stun sails, bilge keel; we’re stable while they corkscrew, pitch and roll. I have tricks up my sleeve. If I catch them I’ll sink them all right, but I might not gain more than a couple of days on their tail.”
She ruffled her hair vigorously. “This is not like the Emperor. San knows very well it takes me two weeks to get this ship prepared. He doesn’t make mistakes. Gio’s Awndyn carracks are tough second-class merchantmen designed to round the cape. Ships Taken Up From Trade. In the right hands they could reach Tris. So now we’re all STUFT.”
“I heard that Tornado already had the dissidents under control,” Wrenn said. “San’s given Gio a means of escape. Why in the Empire does he want to do that?”
Mist said, “He usually asks a lot of me, but this…”
