Where Memories Lie

Gardens, straight for her.

Gemma leaped for the pavement, shouting, as the world erupted into a barrage of sound and motion. Erika seemed to bounce back from the Land Rover's front fender, disappearing between the parked vehicles, just as two cars came screeching round from either side of Kensington Park Road, blocking both lanes of traffic.

The Land Rover braked hard, skidding. As the driver threw the car into reverse and looked back, Gemma saw her face clearly. Ellen. They had been right.

But two more cars roared round from Ladbroke Grove and pulled up behind the Land Rover. Ellen Miller-Scott was boxed in.

As Gemma ran down the steps towards Erika, the front doors on the parallel lead cars flew open and four uniformed and armored officers jumped out, shouting, 'Armed police!' guns drawn as they crouched behind the shields of their doors.

Reaching Erika, Gemma knelt, mouth dry with fear for her friend, but Erika was already pulling herself up.

'Are you-'

'I'm all right. Just bruised. I-'

The far-side doors of the rear car sprang open. Cullen emerged from the front, then Melody from the back. They were wearing body armor over their street clothes, and they advanced on the passenger door of the Land Rover, guns drawn.

Then, just as Kincaid jumped from the rear car's driver's seat, Gemma saw Ellen's blond head disappear from view.

'Gun!' Cullen shouted. 'She's got a gun!'

Kincaid and Melody froze. Cullen, his eyes not wavering from Ellen Miller-Scott, yelled, 'Put your hands up! Let me see your hands!'

Time seemed to stop between one breath and the next, and Gemma heard the blood pounding in her ears. Then she jerked into action, throwing her arms round Erika, pulling her down and shielding her with her own body, her heart contracting with terror.

Then Ellen Miller-Scott's blond head reappeared above the seat, slowly, and Doug was shouting, 'Open your door! Let me see your hands! Do it now!'

The driver's door of the Land Rover swung open and Cullen screamed, 'Take her! Take her!' to Kincaid.

Kincaid sprinted to the car, and then Ellen Miller-Scott was tumbling out, her wrists pinned in Kincaid's hand. He spun her round against the car, hard, and patted her down.

Diving into the passenger side, Cullen emerged holding a small, neat gun. 'Bloody bitch!' he said, raising it in the air, and Gemma knew he was feeling the adrenaline dump. 'She had a fucking gun! She was fucking going to shoot me!'

Ellen Miller-Scott turned her head to look back at Kincaid. 'You've nothing against me.' Even restrained against the Land Rover, her voice was a level drawing-room drawl. 'I was defending myself against harassment. My lawyer will be in touch with your commissioner before you can draw breath.'

Struggling out of Gemma's loosened grasp, Erika stood and limped towards Ellen Miller-Scott. Her hair had come free from its twist, falling in a mass of white about her shoulders, and when she raised a pointing finger, she looked like a Fury unleashed.

'That was your father's gun,' she said coldly, clearly. 'And you are your father's daughter. I will see you rot in hell.'

CHAPTER 23

And I'm not saying love will make you happy-above all, I'm not saying that. If anything I tend to believe that it will make you unhappy; either immediately unhappy, as you are impaled by incompatibility; or unhappy later, when the woodworm has quietly been gnawing away for years and the bishop's throne collapses. But you can believe this and still insist that love is our only hope.

Julian Barnes, A History of the World in 10? Chapters

On Friday morning, Gemma arrived at the hospital as soon as visitors were allowed on the ward. For the first time, she managed to catch the consultant as he made his rounds.

'I want you to tell me the truth,' she'd said, taking him aside. 'How bad is it?'

The doctor considered her, as if checking for signs of hysteria, then shrugged. He looked tired, and his skin had the slight gray tinge of someone who slept little and worked too many hours.

'Leukemia is very serious, of course,' he told her. 'But your mother seems to be responding to treatment. It's early days yet, and there are other options if the chemotherapy isn't successful.'

With that Gemma had to be content for the moment. She waited for her mother to come back from her treatment, then sat with her while she dozed. When Vi woke, Gemma told her a bit about Erika and what had happened the night before, leaving out any mention of how close they had come to disaster. She wasn't ready to think about that quite yet.

'Will you get a conviction?' asked Vi.

'It's early days yet,' Gemma told her, echoing the doctor. 'We've a lot of evidence to sift through.'

'And you want to be there, in the middle of it. Go,' Vi scolded. 'I don't need you to sit here reading silly magazines to me.' She flapped a copy of Hello! at Gemma as if she were shooing a fly.

'But I want to be with-'

'Gemma, you're no better at twiddling your thumbs than I am. And I'm not going anywhere. I've stuffing in me yet.'

Gemma laughed. 'So you do. Okay, you've convinced me.' She stood. 'The nurse says I can bring Kit for a visit tomorrow. And Toby's making you a card at school today.'

Patting her hair, Vi said, 'I'd better have Cyn make me presentable, if I'm going to have handsome young men visiting.'

But as Gemma bent to kiss her mother's cheek, Vi clasped her hand and held it. 'Gemma, it's your dad I worry about. Promise me you'll look after him.'

'Mum.' Gemma shook her head. 'Don't say things like that. You're going to get-'

'I know I am,' her mum assured her. 'It's just-he's got the bakery to run on his own, and with the worry on top of that-And he misses you, Gem, but he won't tell you. I shouldn't say this,' she added, lowering her voice, 'but you always were his favorite, and that just makes it all the harder for him.'

'I'll go see him,' Gemma said. 'Tomorrow. I promise.'

***

Ellen Miller-Scott had done exactly what they expected, but not even the most high-powered of solicitors had been able to engineer an immediate release for a woman who had attempted a hit-and-run in front of police officers.

When Gemma arrived at the Yard, Ellen was still 'helping the police with their inquiries,' which meant that she was sitting in an interview room with Kincaid and Cullen, backed by her solicitor, coolly refusing to answer any questions.

Rather than join this frustrating and unproductive party, Gemma had Melody escort Erika into the Yard, where Gemma took her detailed statement herself.

'Was I right about the gun?' Erika asked. 'I had seen it in my dreams for more than fifty years.'

'It is a Walther PPK,' Gemma told her. 'And it dates from the early thirties, when they were very popular in Germany with both police and civilian shooters. And it certainly is not legally registered to Ellen Miller-Scott, nor to her father, so I would say it's a pretty good bet he brought it back from Germany.'

'But you can't prove it.'

'No,' Gemma said, gently. 'I wish we could. But we have a warrant to search the Cheyne Walk house this afternoon. We may find other things.'

'Do you think he kept it-David's book-all these years?'