The sentence disintegrated into a wail and she turned her head from side to side as if searching for Jasmine in the flat, her hands twisting in her lap. Kincaid and Felicity looked at one another over Margaret's head.
Felicity knelt and took Margaret's hands in hers. 'Margaret, look at me. Jasmine's dead. She died in her sleep last night. I'm sorry.'
'No.' Margaret looked at Felicity in appeal. 'She can't be. She promised.'
The words struck an odd note and Kincaid felt a prickle of alarm. He dropped down on one knee beside Felicity. 'Promised? What did Jasmine promise, Margaret?'
Margaret focused on Kincaid for the first time. 'She changed her mind. I was so relieved. I didn't think I could go through-' A hiccupping sob interrupted her and she shivered. 'Jasmine wouldn't go back on a promise. She always kept her word.'
Felicity had let go of Margaret's hands and they moved restlessly again in her lap. Kincaid captured one and held it between his own. 'Margaret. What exactly did Jasmine want you to do?'
She went still and blinked at him, puzzled. 'She wanted me to help her kill herself, of course.' She blinked again and the tears spilled over, and the words came so softly Kincaid had to strain to hear them. 'Whatever will I do now?'
Felicity rose, fetched a mug of luke-warm tea from the kitchen, stirred in some sugar, and carefully wrapped both Margaret's hands around the cup. 'Drink up, love. You'll feel more yourself.' Margaret drank greedily until the cup was empty, unmindful of the tears slipping down her face.
Kincaid pulled up a dining chair and sat facing her, waiting as she fished a wad of tissue from her skirt pocket and mopped at her eyes. Her pale eyelashes gave her a defenseless look, like a rabbit caught in a lamp. 'Tell me exactly what happened, please, Margaret. I'd like to know.'
'I know who you are,' she said, sniffing, studying him. 'Duncan. You're much better-' Then red blotches stained her fair skin and she looked down at her hands. 'I mean…'
'Did Jasmine tell you about me, then?' Jasmine had been very good at keeping her life compartmentalized, thought Kincaid. She had never mentioned Margaret to him.
'Just that you lived upstairs, and came to visit her sometimes. I used to say she'd made you up, like a child's imaginary friend, because I'd never-' the word ended on a sob and the tissues came up again, 'seen you.'
'Margaret' Kincaid leaned forward and touched her arm, bringing her attention back to his face. 'Are you sure that Jasmine meant to kill herself? She might have just been whistling in the wind, talking about it to make herself feel she had an option.'
'Oh, no.' Margaret shook her head and hiccupped. 'As soon as the reports came back mat her therapy wasn't successful, she wrote to Exit. She said she couldn't face the feeding tube-all pipes and plugs, she called it-said she wouldn't feel human any-' Margaret screwed up her face and pressed her fingers to her lips with the effort of holding back tears.
Kincaid leaned forward encouragingly. 'It's okay. Go on.'
'They sent all the information and we planned it out- how much she should take, exactly what she should do. Last night. It was to be last night.'
'But she changed her mind?' Kincaid prompted when she didn't continue.
'I came as soon as I could get off work. I'd screwed myself up to tell her I couldn't go through with it, but she didn't even let me finish, it's all right, Meg,' she said. 'Don't worry. I've changed my mind, too.' She looked… different somehow… happy. Margaret looked at him with entreaty. 'I believed her. I'd never have left her if I hadn't.'
Kincaid turned to Felicity. 'Is it possible? Would she have been able to manage it herself?'
'Of course, with these self-medicating patients it's always a possibility,' she answered matter-of-factly. 'That's one of the risks you take with home care.'
No one spoke for a moment. Margaret sat with her shoulders slumped, red-eyed and spent. Kincaid sighed and rubbed his face, debating. If he alone had heard Margaret's disclosure, he might have ignored it, let Jasmine go unquestioned and undisturbed. But Felicity Howarth's presence complicated matters. She would be as aware of correct procedure as he, and to ignore indications of suspicious death smacked of collusion. And although his own grief and exhaustion kept him from isolating it, a sense of unease still hovered at the edge of his consciousness.
He looked up and found Felicity watching him. 'I suppose,' he said reluctantly, 'I had better order a post mortem.'
'You?' Felicity said, her brows drawing together, and Kincaid realized what he hadn't told her.
'Sorry. I'm a policeman. Detective Superintendent, Scotland Yard.' Watching Felicity, Kincaid had the same fleeting impression he'd had when they found Jasmine's body. Her face went smooth and blank, as if she'd scrubbed it free of emotion.
'Unless you'd rather do the honors?' he asked, thinking he might have offended her by usurping her authority.
Felicity's attention came back to him, and she shook her head. 'No. I think it's best if you take care of it.' She nodded toward Margaret, who still sat unresponsive. 'I've other matters to see to.' She went to Margaret and touched her shoulder. 'I'll see you home, love. My car's just outside.'
Margaret followed her without protest, taking the shopping bag Felicity gathered up for her and cradling it against her chest. At the door, she turned back to Kincaid. 'She shouldn't have been alone,' she whispered, and the words seemed almost an accusation, as if he, too, were somehow responsible.
The door closed behind them. Kincaid stood in the silent flat, suddenly remembering that he hadn't slept for almost forty-eight hours. A thread of a cry broke the stillness and he spun around, heart jumping.
The cat, of course. He had forgotten all about the cat. He dropped to his knees beside the bed and peered underneath. Green eyes shone back at him.
'Here kitty, kitty,' he called coaxingly. The cat blinked, and he saw a movement which might have been a twitch of its tail. 'Here kitty. Good kitty.' No response. Kincaid felt like an idiot. He brushed himself off and rooted around in the kitchen until he found a tin of catfood and a tin opener. He spooned the revolting stuff into a bowl and set it on the floor. 'Okay, cat. You'll have to shift for yourself. I'm going home.'
Exhaustion swept over him again, but he had a few more things to do. He checked the fridge, finding two nearly-full vials of morphine. Then he pulled the rubbish bin from under the sink and sifted through it. No empties.
He found Jasmine's address book easily enough, however, neatly stowed in a slot in the secretary. Her brother was listed with a phone number and address in Surrey. He had pocketed the book and put a hand on the doorknob when a thought brought him up short.
Jasmine had been a very methodical person. Whenever he'd visited her he always heard her draw the bolt and put up the chain behind him. Would she have lain quietly down to die without securing her door? Consideration for those entering the next day, perhaps? He shook his head. Access would have been easy enough through the garden door. And yet, if she'd died naturally in her sleep she would have locked up as usual the evening before.
The doubt irritated him, and he stepped into the hall and closed the door more smartly than it warranted. It was then he realized he'd forgotten to look for a key.
Chapter Three
The midday sun poured through the uncurtained southern windows of Kincaid's flat, creating a stifling greenhouse effect. He pushed open the casements and the balcony door, shedding his jacket and tossing it over the back of the armchair in the process. Sweat broke out under his arms and beaded his upper lip, and the telephone receiver felt slippery in his fingers as he dialed the coroner's office.
Kincaid identified himself and explained the situation. Yes, the body had been sent to hospital as there was no doctor in attendance to certify death. No, he'd not questioned the cause of death at the time, but had since learned something that made it suspicious. Would the coroner ask the hospital histopathologist to do a post mortem? Yes, he supposed it was an official request. Would they please let him know the results as soon as possible?
