equipment. “It’s Timmy,” I said. “Wants to see you.”
“Okey doke,” Lawrence said, closing the case.
“Aren’t you going to get your gun? You’re gonna bring a gun, right?”
Lawrence brushed past me on the way out, walked over to Dad’s cabin, and stepped inside. Timmy nodded at him when he came in, although he didn’t offer a hand to shake.
“I believe,” said Timmy, “that my boys may have caused a bit of a kerfuffle here a few minutes ago.”
Dad and Lana looked questioningly at all of us. Had they missed something?
Lawrence and I said nothing. Timmy continued. “Anyway, I’d just like to offer my apologies on their behalf.”
Now Lawrence and I really had nothing to say. “Sometimes,” Timmy said, “they get a little carried away, and I suspect that’s what happened.” He looked right at Lawrence. “That was very thoughtful of you, getting those toys for my grandson.”
Lawrence nodded.
“Anyway, I’m sorry if I interrupted anything here.” And he did a little bow, and let himself out.
Lawrence and I looked at each other. “What do you make of that?” I asked.
“I don’t know,” he said. “I think it’s bad news.”
“Hold on,” Dad said. “The man apologizes and you think it’s bad news? What the hell happened, anyway?”
“Why bad?” I asked.
“He doesn’t want to rock the boat,” Lawrence said. “Because he’s already up to something, and he doesn’t want to screw it up. He wanted to smooth this over so it wouldn’t mess up his other plans.”
“Is anyone going to tell us what the hell you’re talking about?” Dad asked.
Before either of us could reply, there was another knock at the door.
Orville Thorne had arrived.
The four of us were seated at the table. Lawrence had excused himself. Orville was annoyed before a single word had been said. It might have been for the reason he gave, that he was very busy hunting down Tiff Riley’s killer. But I suspected it had more to do with the fact that he was having to sit at the same table with me.
And I was thinking,
But then again, how much did I know, really? Dad and Lana had turned my assumptions upside down when they claimed not to be Orville’s parents. But Dad had still said we were “sort of related.” How could that be?
“Aunt Lana,” he said, “whatever this is about, could we make it quick?”
She pulled out a pack of cigarettes. Up to now, I hadn’t even known she smoked. She lit one, took a long drag on it, and blew the smoke out. “We might as well start there, Orville,” she said. “There’s a lot of things that you don’t know, that I haven’t explained to you. And the first thing is, I’m not, I’m not technically your aunt.”
Orville shook his head. “What do you mean, you’re not my aunt? What’s that supposed to mean? Is this a joke?”
My thoughts exactly.
“Your uncle Walter, my dear husband, he, he wasn’t your uncle, either.”
“What in the hell are you talking about? Why are we talking about this? And whatever it is, why are you talking about it in front of these two?”
“Because it involves them,” Lana said gently.
“So you’re saying what? That you and Uncle-that you and Walter, that you’re not even related to me? That I’m not your nephew?”
“Not exactly. I love you very much, Orville. You’ve actually been more to me than a nephew. You’ve been like a son to me. But we’re not really related.” She took another drag on the cigarette. “But you and Walter, that’s different.”
Wait a minute, I thought.
“Well, but, if,” Orville stammered. “If Walter wasn’t my uncle, but he was related to me, then what was he?”
I had it half right, I thought. But I had it backward.
“He was your father,” Lana Gantry said.
Orville looked stunned. If I’d had a mirror, I could have checked to see whether I did, too. The room was quiet for a moment.
“But,” said Orville, “you’d always said my father was Bert Thorne, that my mother was Katrina Thorne. That they were killed in a car accident right after I was born. If Walter was my father, what about Katrina? Was she my mother?”
No, I almost said.
“No,” Lana Gantry said. “She wasn’t. I’m sorry, Orville, we had to tell you things that were not…It was a different time…People were much more secretive about indiscretions… I’m so very sorry.”
Orville’s eyes were turning red. “Then who is my mother?” he asked.
Lana turned and looked at Arlen Walker, my father. He said, very quietly, “Your mother was Evelyn Walker.” He swallowed. “My wife.” He paused again. “Zachary’s mother.”
Orville looked across the table at me, stared, the realization sinking in. And it was sinking in for me, as well.
“They had an…affair,” Dad said to Orville, but he was saying this for my benefit, too. “Lana’s husband and my wife. She became pregnant. And there were people who knew it couldn’t be my child. After Zack was born, I’d had, you know, the snip. It was…it would have been a scandal, I guess. In our neighborhood, we’d been friends, the four of us…”
The cabin seemed to be spinning.
“William,” Lana said, “wanted you. He wanted a son. We had no children.”
“And Evelyn, she…did not want another child,” Dad said. “She went away, for six months, she lived with her sister in Toronto, she had you. We got a lawyer, he did the paperwork, and Lana, and Walter, they took the baby, and they moved away, to another part of the city where no one knew them, knew their history, and they raised you.”
“But there were still people we saw,” Lana said. “Coworkers of your father’s, we didn’t know how to explain your sudden appearance, so we came up with a story. That you were our nephew, that Walter had had a sister, and a brother-in-law, who’d been killed in an accident. And that we had agreed to raise you.”
Orville said, “I don’t believe any of this.”
I said, “Look at us.”
“What?”
“Look at us. Look at me. Look at my face. When I first got up here, I felt I knew you from someplace. There was something familiar about you. And then I sent your picture to my wife, Sarah.”
“My picture? Where did you get my picture?”
“I took it. When I was taking pictures of the fish. And I sent it to my wife. And she spotted the resemblance immediately. I couldn’t believe it at first, but I started putting things together, how my parents and the Gantrys had been friends, how my mother had left home, although I had the reason for it all wrong.”
Orville said, “My whole life is a lie. The person I am, that’s a lie.”
No one said anything. He was right.
I said, to my father, “I don’t understand. How did this happen? Why, how did you and Mom stay together?”
Dad looked down at the table. “I was a bastard,” he said.
“What do you mean?” The use of the term, in these circumstances, threw me.
“I was a prick. A miserable son of a bitch. Always finding fault, always picking on her. I drove her away. I drove her into the arms of another man. It was as much my fault as hers. I realized one day, I saw myself for what I was. Thank God I had the sense to see what kind of person I’d been, and to try to do something about it.”
“You actually forgave her?”
