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A teardrop dripped off Albrec’s nose to land on the precious page below, and he blotted it at once, angry with himself.
He could see the sunshine of that long-ago morning, when the Blessed Saint had stood in the twilight of his life on a hillside in Ostiber—or Ostrabar as it was now—and had talked with the closest of his followers, themselves grown old in their travels with him. St. Bonneval was there, who was to become the first Pontiff of the holy Church, and St. Ubaldius of Neyr, who would be the first Vicar-General of the Inceptine Order. The men who watched that sunrise break over the eastern mountains would become the founding fathers of the Ramusian faith, canonized and revered by later generations, prayed to by the common people, immortalized in a thousand statues and tapestries across the world.
But that morning, in the early light of a day gone by these five centuries and more, they were merely a group of men afraid and grieved by the thought of losing he who had been their mentor, their leader, the mainstay of their lives.
And who was the mysterious narrator? Who was the writer of this precious document? Had he really been there, one of the chosen few who had accompanied the Blessed Saint through the provinces of the empire, spreading the faith?
Albrec turned through the crumbling pages, mourning the lost leaves, the illegible paragraphs.
That morning in Ostrabar was a day sacred to the Church and all Ramusians. It was the last day of the Saint’s life on earth. He had been assumed into heaven from the hillside, his followers watching as God took to his bosom this the most faithful of his servants. Until Ostiber had fallen to the Merduks and become Ostrabar, the hilltop had been a holy place of pilgrimage for the Ramusians of the continent, and a church had been built there within a few years of the miraculous event.
At least, that was what Albrec and every other member of the Ramusian faith had been taught. But the document told an entirely different story.
It was this and the succeeding pages which had kept Albrec up all night, reading and praying until his eyes smarted and his knees were cold and sore from the flags of the floor. Nothing here of an assumption into heaven, a glorious vision of the Saint entering God’s kingdom. Ramusio had last been seen as a tiny figure on a mule headed into the heights of the most terrible mountains in the world. The implications of that made Albrec tremble.
But the story did not end there. There was more.
There was a thumping at Albrec’s door and he jumped like a startled hare. He had time to cover the ancient document with his catechism before the door opened and Brother Commodius walked in, his big bare feet slapping on the stone floor.
“Albrec! You were missed at Matins. Is everything all right?”
The Senior Librarian looked his normal ugly self; the face regarding Albrec with concern and curiosity was the same one the monk had worked with for nearly thirteen years. The same huge beak of a nose, out-thrust ears and unruly fringe of hair about the bald tonsure. But Albrec would never again see it as just another face, not after the night in the lowest levels of the library.
“I—I’m fine,” he stammered. “I didn’t feel well, Brother. I have a bit of a flux so I thought it better to stay away. I’m going to the privy every few minutes.” Lies, lies and sins. But that could not be helped. It was in a greater cause.
“You should see the Brother Infirmiar then, Albrec. It’s no good sitting here and reading your catechism, waiting for it to go away. Come, I’ll take you.”
“No, brother—it’s all right. You go and open the library, I’ve made you late enough as it is.”
“Nonsense!”
“No, truly, Brother Commodius, I can’t keep you from your duties. I’ll visit him myself. Perhaps I’ll see you after Compline. I’m sure an infusion of arrowroot will set me up.”
The Senior Librarian shrugged his immense, bony shoulders. “Very well, Albrec, have it your own way.” He turned to go, then hesitated on the threshold. “Brother Columbar tells me that you and he were down in the catacombs beneath the library.”
Albrec opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
“Seeking blotting for the scriptorium, it seems. And I dare say you were doing a little ferreting around on your own account, eh, Albrec?” Commodius’ eyes twinkled. “You want to be careful down there. A man might have an accident among all that accumulated rubbish. There’s a warren of tunnels and chambers that have not been disturbed since the days of the empire. They’re best left that way, eh?”
Albrec nodded, still speechless.
“I know you, Albrec. You would mine knowledge as though it were gold. But the possession of knowledge is not always good; some things are better left undiscovered . . . Did you find Gambio’s blotting paper?”
“Some, Brother. We found some.”
“Good. Then you will not need to go down there again, will you? Well, I must go. As you say, I am late. There will be a huddle of scholar-monks congregated round the door of St. Garaso thinking uncharitable thoughts about me. I hope your bowels clear up soon, Brother. There is work to be done.” And Commodius left, closing the door of Albrec’s cell behind him.
Albrec was shaking, and sweat had chilled his brow. So Columbar could not keep his mouth shut. Commodius must have questioned him; he had seen Albrec and Avila that night, perhaps.
Albrec had joined the Antillian Order for many reasons: hatred of the open sea which had