Hawkwood's Voyage

once more. Hazardous things. Dangerous things.”

“You cannot do that, Murad! He is a priest.”

“He is a man, and his blood is the same colour as my own. When he chose to set his will against mine he fixed his own fate. There is nothing more to be said.”

Murad’s matter-of-fact tone chilled Hawkwood. He had seen battle, ship-to-ship actions with the corsairs where blood had washed the decks and men had been mangled by shot and blade, but this cold, calculated dismissal of another man’s life unsettled him. He wondered what he would have to do to earn the same treatment from the scheming nobleman.

He left the larboard rail and stood at the break of the quarterdeck, wishing to put distance between himself and Murad. The carrack was flying along and spray was coming aboard to cool his brow. The third of the leadsmen, the one stationed by the taffrail, was holding the dripping, knotted rope with the thick faggot of wood fastened to the end.

“Six knots, sir, and she’s still gathering way!”

Hawkwood forced himself to respond to the leadsman’s gaiety, though whatever joy he had in the ship’s progress had been dampened by Murad.

“Try her again, Borim. See if she won’t get up to eight when the bonnets are on.”

“Aye, sir!”

Murad left the quarterdeck without another word. Hawkwood watched him go, knowing that the nobleman was plotting murder on his ship.

B ARDOLIN leaned on the forecastle rail and stared down into the breaking foam of the carrack’s bow. They were clipping along at a wonderful rate and the cool moving air was like a benison after the unmoving furnace of the doldrums.

The soldiers had hauled the remaining horses up out of the waist hatches and were exercising them, leading them round and round the deck. The poor brutes were covered in sores and their ribs stood out like the hoops on a barrel. Bardolin wondered if they would ever live to set foot on the new continent that awaited them in the west.

A good man, that Pernicus. It had been Bardolin who had convinced him to use his powers and call in a wind. He was below now, concentrating. There were few suitable systems of air in the region, and he was having constantly to maintain the one that propelled the ship. Usually a weather-worker selected a suitable system nearby and manoeuvred it into a position where it could do his work for him, but here Pernicus was having to keep at it to make sure the sorcerous wind did not fade away.

A desolate ocean, this. They were too far from land to sight any birds, and the only sealife Bardolin had glimpsed were a few shoals of wingfish flitting over the surface of the waves. He had seen a deep-sea jellyfish, too, which the sailors called devil’s toadstools. This one had been twenty feet across, trailing tentacles half as long as the ship and glowing down in the dimmer water as it pulsed its obscure way through the depths.

The imp chirruped with excitement. It was peeking out of his robe, its eyes shining as it watched the water break under the keel and felt the swift breeze of the ship’s passage. It was growing steadily more restless at having to keep out of sight. The only time Bardolin set it free was in the night, when it hunted rats up and down the ship.

He had wondered about sending it into Murad’s cabin, to observe him and Griella, but the very thought had shamed him.

As though conjured up by his preoccupations, Griella appeared at his side. She leant on the rail beside him and scratched the ear of the imp, which gurgled with pleasure.

“We have our wind, then,” she said.

“So it would seem.”

“How long can Pernicus keep it going?”

“Some days. By then we should have picked up one of the prevailing winds beyond the area of the doldrums.”

“You’re beginning to sound like a sailor, Bardolin. You’ll be talking of decks and companionways and ports next . . . Why have you been avoiding me?”

“I have not,” Bardolin said, keeping his gaze anchored in the leaping waves.

“Are you jealous of the nobleman?”

The mage said nothing.

“I thought I told you: I sleep with him to protect us. His word is law, remember? I could not refuse.”

“I know that,” Bardolin said testily. “I am not your keeper in any case.”

“You are jealous.”

“I am afraid.”

“Of what? That he might make me his duchess? I think not.”

“It is common knowledge amongst the crew and the soldiers that he is . . . besotted with you. And I look at his face every day, and see the changes being wrought in it. What are you doing, Griella?”

She smiled. “I think I give him bad dreams.”

“You are playing with a hot coal. You will get burned.”

“I know what it is I do. I make him pay for his nobility.”

“Take care, child. If you are discovered for what you are, your life is forfeit—especially with that rabid priest on board. And even the Dweomer-folk have no love for shifters. You would be alone.”

“Alone, Bardolin? Would you not stand by me?”

The mage sighed heavily. “You know I would, though much good it would do us.”

“But you don’t like killing. How would you defend me?” she asked playfully.

“Enough, Griella. I am not in the mood for your games.” He paused, then, hating himself, asked: “Do you like going to his bed?”

She tossed her head. “Perhaps, sometimes. I am in a position of power, Bardolin, for the first time in my life. He loves me.” She laughed, and the imp grinned at her until the corners of its mouth reached its long ears.

“He will be viceroy of this colony we are to found in the west, and he loves me.”

“It sounds as though you do expect to be a duchess.”

“I will be something, not just a peasant girl with the black disease. I will be something more, duchess or no.”

“I spoke to the captain about you.”

“What?” She was aghast. “Why? What did you say?”

Bardolin’s voice grew savage. “At that time I thought you were not so willing to be bedded by this man. I asked the captain to intercede. He did, but he tells me that Murad would hear none of it.”

Griella giggled. “I have him in thrall, the poor man.”

“No good will come of it, girl. Leave it.”

“No. You are like a mother hen clucking over an egg, Bardolin. Leave off me.” There was a touch of violence in her voice. Bardolin turned and looked into her face.

It was almost four bells in the last dog-watch, and the sky was darkening. Already the lanterns at the stern and mastheads had been lit in the hope that the other ship would see them and the little fleet would be reunited. Griella’s face was a livid oval in the failing light and her tawny hair seemed sable-dark. But her eyes had a shine to them, a luminosity that Bardolin did not like.

“Dusk and dawn, they are the two hardest times, are they not?” he asked quietly. “Traditionally the time of the hunt. The longer we are at sea, Griella, the harder it will become to control. Do not let your tormenting of this man get out of hand, or the change will be upon you ere you know it.”

“I can control it,” she said, and her voice seemed deeper than it had been.

“Yes. But one time, in the last light of the day or in the dark hour before the dawn, it will get the better of you. The beast seeks always to be free, but you must not let it out, Griella.”

She turned her face away from him. Four bells rang out, and the watch changed, a crowd of sailors coming up yawning from below-decks, those on duty leaving their posts for the swaying hammocks below.

“I am not a child any more, Bardolin. I do not need your advice. I sought to help you.”

“Help yourself first,” he said.