“Me too,” Meera adds. “Seriously.”
Timas shrugs as if it’s no big thing, then raises his rifle so we can see more. We’re in a tight, cramped cave (or spacious tunnel, depending on how you look at it). The roof is much lower than it was at the entrance and dips even more further back. The rocks are jagged and jab into me. The floor is sandy and littered with sharp stones. It’s humid and dusty from the explosion. But I’m too grateful to be alive and in a werewolf-free zone to feel anything but utter delight—love, almost—for our surroundings.
“How far back does this run?” Shark asks.
“That information wasn’t on the charts,” Timas says, then sets his rifle down. “Wait here.” He crawls away from us. We wait, breathing softly, nobody needing to be told that air might be precious. Timas is gone for what feels like two minutes… three… four.
I see him returning before I hear him. He can move in almost perfect silence when he wishes. He returns to his rifle, picks it up and sets it on his lap. “The news is both positive and negative,” he says. “The cave is approximately thirty metres long, but it doesn’t finish with a wall. There’s a small gap between roof and floor. Air is blowing through from the other side. So we needn’t fear suffocation.”
“That sounds good to me,” Shark says. “What’s the bad news?”
“The floor isn’t solid.” Timas scrapes a nail through the layers of sand, grit and small stones beneath us.
“So?” Shark growls.
“This area is riddled with small caves and tunnels. I’ve no idea how large the opening on the other side of the hole is—it wasn’t on any of the maps—but if it’s large enough to permit entry, or if it can be enlarged, and the werewolves catch our scent, they’ll be able to burrow through.”
Shark frowns. “If the hole’s small, we could block it.”
“Yes,” Timas says, “but that won’t hold them. As I said, the floor isn’t solid. With their claws, it wouldn’t take them long to dig through. We could shoot the one in front and use its body to jam the entrance. But the soil here is extremely poor. Others would be able to dig under or around it.
“But, hey,” he adds with a shrug. “It might never happen.”
“Let’s assume it will,” Shark sniffs, then peers around for me. “What about that window you promised?”
“I’ll get to work on it.” I lean against the wall and rotate the creaks out of my neck. I’d kill for paracetamol.
“Do you need us to be silent, get out of your way or anything?” Shark asks.
“No.” I close my eyes, reaching down to the magic within me. As the others start discussing the situation, I drown out their voices. There are all sorts of ways to open windows, depending on the mage or magician. Some need to sacrifice a human or even themselves. Most just use spells. A powerful mage can open a window in half a day, no matter where they are, while others need several days.
I’ve only opened windows twice before, once in the cave where Beranabus was based before he started searching for the Shadow. The other was in an area within the demon universe. Both times there was plenty of magic to tap into, and I managed to complete the window within a couple of hours. It will be hard and slow this time. I told Shark I could do it in a few hours but it might take me—
“Where were you when I needed you?” I growl silently.
“What do you mean?”
I curse, then ask the Kah-Gash if it can help us.
“Then why not tell me now?” I grumble, but it’s gone silent again.
Sighing, I open my eyes and debate whether I should try to build a window regardless. Beranabus is wary of the Kah-Gash. He’s not sure if we can use it or if it might attempt to use us instead. Maybe it’s trying to trick me. Perhaps it wants me to die here, so that Juni can harvest my soul and present it to her new master.
As I’m mulling over my decision, I listen to the conversation around me. Prae is outlining her fall from grace, how Antoine Horwitzer outfoxed her.
“I knew about some of the experiments,” she says, “but I didn’t know he’d taken things this far. I sensed something foul when I found out he was training packs to hunt. That served no curative purpose. I delved deeper, exposed more of the rot and revealed my misgivings to the board.”
“Let me guess,” Meera says dryly. “They betrayed you?”
“I don’t think they were all involved,” Prae scowls, “but most of the members were on Horwitzer’s side. Next thing I knew, I was being packaged up and posted here, where I’ve been stewing for the last month or however long it’s been.”
“Dervish thought the Lambs were rotten at the core,” Meera says bitterly. “That’s why he had so little to do with them. But he never guessed they might be in league with the Demonata.”
“I knew nothing about that,” Prae protests. “Dervish never told me anything about demons, even though I pleaded with him to share his information. If he’d been more forthcoming, perhaps—”
“Don’t you dare,” Meera growls. “This isn’t Dervish’s fault. And even if you weren’t dancing to Antoine’s tune, you certainly played along when it suited. You already confessed to knowing about some of the experiments. I bet you knew about the breeding programme, right?”
“Not that they’d been bred in vast numbers or to such an altered state,” Prae says quietly.
“But you knew the basics. You approved the general aims of the project. Yes?”
“We needed more specimens,” Prae sighs. “Where else could we get them?”
“I bet you didn’t let your daughter breed,” Meera sneers.
Prae stiffens. “What do you know about Perula?”
“Nothing,” Meera says. “But she wasn’t one of those picked to be experimented on, was she? You wouldn’t do that to your own daughter. It wasn’t a case of progress at any price. You spared your own.”
Prae looks at Meera miserably and, to my surprise, I feel sorry for the deposed Lamb. I sense guilt stirring within her. Prae believed she was following the path of righteous experimentation. Now she’s seen the flipside. Antoine Horwitzer could never have made his move if Prae hadn’t done so much of the groundwork. She’s responsible for a lot of this, and awareness of that must hurt like hell.
But that doesn’t matter. If the werewolves dig through, the innocent will perish just as gruesomely as the guilty. I have to decide whether I can trust the voice of the Kah-Gash. Since I don’t have any real alternative, I choose to heed its advice.
“I can’t build a window.”
The others look round at me, startled.
“What’s wrong?” Meera gasps. “Has Juni cast a spell against you?”
“No. There isn’t time. The werewolves will find the other entrance. They’ll be on us inside an hour.”
“That’s an interesting prediction,” Timas says. “What are you basing it on?”
“Magic.” I lock gazes with Shark. “We have an hour. I can’t open a window that quickly.”
“Try,” he snarls.
I shake my head. “I’d just waste my power. We need to find another way.”
“There isn’t any,” he says icily. “You were our only hope once we chose this cave over the other options.”
“I don’t think many werewolves are going to gather at the other side,” I tell him. “Only the smartest ones have thought of looking for another entrance. I doubt if they’ll share their find with the rest—they’ll want us for themselves. If we can get through those few…”
“What?” Shark laughs cruelly. “Fly out of here? Find another cave?”
“There isn’t one nearby,” Timas says.
“See?” Shark spits.