Street. No dark sedan; no Ks, Ms, 2s or 3s.
Great work, Cliff, I thought. You signalled too early and looked when you shouldn’t have. It was the sort of sloppy behaviour that got you hurt in the streets these days. In Malaya, it got you killed. The guerrillas could read a lot into a dropped cigarette butt or a broken bootlace. You gave them nothing because it might cost your life. I remembered Barnes Todd saying it was the same in Korea, except that there it was marks in the snow you avoided, or signs that the oil in your Sten gun had iced up. Suddenly, I felt tired. The adrenalin that had flowed when I picked up the tail had burned out, leaving me disappointed, drained and weary. I drove to my house, which the real estate men have told me is ‘in demand despite its condition’. I felt more or less the same.
The cat upped and left some time back, due, no doubt, to the irregularity of its feeding. I missed it but hadn’t got around to getting a replacement. Nor had I resolved the question of regular feeding-why wouldn’t the next cat do the same? Of course, if I moved office and house to Bondi there wouldn’t be so much of a problem. If you lived where you worked a cat could be fed that much more often. It was something to consider, but not much. No mail through the slot. I walked from the front of the house to the back, ignoring the soft spot in the floorboards two paces from the kitchen. The answering machine light was a steady glow-no calls. The radio I’ve taken to leaving on when I’m out, more so I won’t come back to a dead quiet house than for security reasons, was playing some soft postwar jazz. I twisted the dial savagely until I found some rock. I’m not a bloody pensioner yet.
Under the shower I noticed that the mould was doing well in the bathroom and that the fibro strips holding the roof up were sagging. ‘That’d be white ants,’ the agent would say. ‘Big money to fix that, Mr Hardy.’
Big money I didn’t have, yet. And with back taxes and a Bankcard account that walked the ‘credit available’ line like a tightrope, there wouldn’t be a hell of a lot left of the ten thousand, if I could earn it. I dried off, put on my towelling dressing gown that is shading down from white to grey and tapped the flagon in the fridge. I sat with the wine and my notebook intending to review what I had on the Todd matter, but other thoughts crowded the case out.
Money and love are the great subjects for reverie; love and money. I remembered the big cheque Peter January had given me after I’d saved his neck and protected his political arse. I had had thoughts of buying land in Kempsey, near Helen Broadway’s husband’s property. After that idea went bust, I was going to open an office in Southport and live in Byron Bay with Helen and Verity, her daughter. That went bust too. The money ebbed away in airfares and payments to lawyers and champagne and nights in the Hilton.
The love seeped out through the cracks opened up by late-night phone calls, midday telegrams and subterfuges-my sly drinking sessions with Frank Parker and Harry Tickener; Helen’s secret notes to Michael, her husband, and extravagant gifts to Verity. In the end, we had nothing to say to each other that wasn’t tainted by the experience we’d been through-the lies and deceptions and broken promises. In the end we didn’t even say goodbye. She left and I tidied up in her wake. I did a good job on the surface things-the Tamarama flat, the Honda Civic, the books left behind-but I had the feeling I’d be tidying up after her for the rest of my life.
If I wanted it to be that way. I didn’t. I swigged some wine and jerked my mind back onto the tracks left by Barnes Todd. I tried to think of him as a soldier, slogging through hostile country, surrounded by enemies, with a limited supply of ammunition but with an objective in mind. I needed to know the objective to gauge the true nature of the threat…
The words ‘break-in’ were scribbled on my pad. ‘Christ,’ I said aloud. “Whoever tailed me must have picked me up in Coogee.’
I scrabbled through the notebook for Felicia Todd’s number. It was after midnight, but that hour means nothing to a true watcher. I dialled the number and the phone rang only twice before she picked it up.
‘This is Hardy,’ I said. ‘I want you to have a look out into the street. See if there’s a car parked within watching distance.’ I gave her the description of the car and the approximation of its licence plate.
She was back on the line quickly, but not too quickly. ‘No,’ she said. ‘The street’s clear. That is, I can identify the cars I can see. The flats’ve got garages. We’re… I’m an exception. You sound pretty tense, Cliff. What’s wrong?’
‘I was followed. Probably picked up at your place. A dark sedan-a Datsun or a Toyota. You’re sure there’s no sign of it?’
‘No sign. Look, Cliff, the dog next door howls like a banshee if anyone comes within reach of these houses. And the police’ve been doing a special patrol since I reported the break-in. Barnes and the local sergeant were on good terms. They went swimming together in the mornings.’
I grunted. ‘Is there anywhere else you can go?’
‘Yes. There’s our studio.’
‘Do you go there much?’
‘Only once since Barnes died. Why?’
I wanted to know the address, whether it was where she had put Barnes’ paintings, whether it had a phone and a bed, but I didn’t ask. I had given her my card. Now I told her to call me from a public phone in the morning.
‘You think I’m being bugged?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘Around ten?’
‘Yes.’
‘I will.’ There was a pause so long that I thought she might have hung up. Then she said, ‘I enjoyed it tonight. That sounds terrible, given what we had to talk about. But I did.’
‘So did I. Take another look for the car.’
She was away briefly. ‘Nothing,’ she said.
‘Good,’ I said. ‘Talk to you in the morning, Fel. ‘Night.’
I made lists of things to do as I finished the wine: talk to the Bulli cops, to the people at the party Barnes had attended, to the witnesses at the crash site. I had to get details of Barnes Todd’s business dealings from Michael Hickie and more from Felicia about his adventures in the art trade. Plenty to do to earn the money. It would take time and be hard on the nerves and tyres, but it was all comparatively straightforward compared to the tricky job of making contact with Kevin O’Fearna.
7
I hadn’t drawn the blind and sunlight, bright and glaring, woke me early. I pulled the sheets and blanket up as I got out of them, which is about all the bedmaking I do these days. I collected the paper from the doorstep and noticed a real estate agent’s leaflet I hadn’t seen last night. ‘Ready to sell?’ it asked. I looked up and could see the sky through a line of small holes in the rusty guttering above the porch. Well, are you ready? I thought.
I had some coffee and toast, read the paper and took a walk around the streets and back lanes in the hope of seeing the cat. If I found the cat, I told myself, it meant I should stay in Glebe. I’d treat it better, feed it most days. I’d let it sleep on the couch. I wouldn’t let the milk get sour. I’d make my bed. People were hosing their gardens, sitting on their balconies, hanging out their washing. Gaps were opening up along the sides of the streets as the workers took their cars away. I wandered down Wigram Road, where the cars are parked half on the footpath. Very illegal but very necessary in such a busy narrow street, and the cops seem to have accepted the practice.
I didn’t find the cat.
By the time Felicia rang I was impatient to start work, and the O’Fear problem was nagging at me. ‘Hardy.’
‘You sound snappish,’ she said.
‘Sorry. Where are you?’
‘In a phone box close to home. I must say I quite like all this intrigue. No sign of the car you described last night, by the way.’
‘Good. I suppose you’ve got a few cameras?’
‘Yes. Why?’
‘Might be an idea if you sling one around your neck when you go out. It’s a nervy feeling, following someone
