I didn’t like him, I didn’t trust him and I didn’t take any chances with him. I made him get out of the car, open his jacket and turn around to be sure he wasn’t carrying a gun. If any Australian policeman, private eye or crim has ever carried a pistol in an ankle holster, I’ve never seen it. With my gun in the pocket of my tracksuit pants I propelled him ahead of me, across the street, through the gate and up to the door. I had to reach for my keys and if he had any intention of attacking me this was his moment. He stayed as passive as a lamb and he hadn’t said a word on the way.
We went inside and I kicked the door shut. He turned around slowly.
‘You don’t need the gun,’ he said. Now that I was face to face with him the change since I’d last seen him, only a matter of hours back, was remarkable. The flesh on his face seemed to have sagged, fallen in, giving him a haggard look. His suit could have done with a brush and his top shirt button was undone and the tie knot was sloppy.
He reached into the side pocket of his jacket and took out a half-full flask of Johnnie Walker. The Gregory I’d first met would never have ruined the sit of his suit with something like that.
‘Wouldn’t mind a drop of water,’ he said.
I pointed down the passage towards the kitchen and followed him through. His previous arrogant strut had been replaced by a shamble. He slumped into a chair. I ran water into a glass and handed it to him. He topped it up with the whisky, drank half, held on to the flask.
‘You could arrest me for possession of an unlicensed pistol,’ I said, ‘and for threatening a police officer. Deprivation of liberty, maybe. Why don’t you?’
He sniffed as though he had a cold. ‘I’m not arresting anybody. Not anymore. What I’m concerned about is not getting arrested myself.’
He poured some more whisky, put the flask in his pocket and made a half-successful attempt to pull himself together by straightening up in his chair and patting down the hair that had stuck in patches over his skull. He nursed the drink.
‘You know what’s been going on in the unit, don’t you, Hardy?’
‘I’ve got a fair idea. The top cops are in with the money men and a couple of pollies doing all sorts of fiddles. Bribery and corruption. One murder has been covered up; another is in the process of being covered up. Then there’s the murder of Lily Truscott-that’s not going to be covered up as long as I have breath in my body. The thing is, Gregory, how do you know that I know this stuff?’
His eyes were red and he had difficulty focusing. ‘I know you talked to Pam Williams. Perkins didn’t know who you were when you butted in at the pub-thought you were the bouncer, like you said-but I did from his description of you.’
I shook my head. ‘I talked to her, but all she had were suspicions. You’re spooked and I’m glad to see it. You’re right. I know things, but the question remains-how do you know I know?’
‘You’ve been talking to someone in the unit.’
‘Maybe.’
‘Kristos.’
I did my best not to show surprise. ‘Maybe.’
‘Has to be. Didn’t fool me when you provoked him for the cameras where Williams got killed. Same when he fronted up to you at the Lord of the Isles. That was a blind. He’s in it with you and I can guess where he’s going to lay the blame.’
The man was delusional and paranoid, carrying a burden of guilt and fear of retribution. I had to guide him carefully in the right direction.
‘Do you know who killed Rex Robinson?’
‘I know Kristos was there.’
‘So do I.’
‘He told you? I bet I know who he said did the killing. Me.’
I shrugged.
‘I didn’t. I wasn’t there. He’s cutting a deal, isn’t he? He gets out from under while Perkins and the rest of us go down.’
‘It could work out like that.’
‘No, it won’t. Kristos had Robinson and Williams and your girlfriend killed.’
‘Had them killed,’ I said. ‘Who by?’
He shook his head. ‘Not here, not now, not just to you. I want your mate Townsend to be in on this, and I want it real quick. I’ll make a statement he can film, do all his bullshit with, and I’ll produce evidence. Then you and Parker can strike a deal for me. I’ll be long gone and the understanding I want is just that I won’t be pursued. Ever.’
I had trouble keeping a straight face. ‘Parker.’
He drained the glass and when he saw it was empty his hands began to shake. He said, ‘Fuck it,’ and reached into his jacket pocket. He took out a metal cylinder about the size of a lipstick and a masked razor blade. He got up, grabbed a recipe book Lily had bought from above the fridge and spilled white powder from the cylinder onto its laminated surface. He constructed two lines, took a short plastic straw from his shirt pocket and snorted the lines-left nostril, right nostril. He licked his index finger, dabbed up the residue, rubbed it on his gums and tidied the fixings away.
‘That’d look great on the video,’ I said.
He sat and drew in several deep breaths. He blinked his eyes, moved his head from side to side and rotated his shoulders as if he was trying to speed up the effect of the drug through the upper half of his body. It seemed to work after a fashion, but only briefly.
‘Don’t worry,’ he said. ‘I’ll be straight when the camera rolls.’
A smile now, almost foolish. He wagged a finger at me. ‘Know how I twigged that you and Kristos were acting?’
‘No idea.’
‘I went to NIDA for a year. Didn’t make the cut. They said I wasn’t any good. Maybe I wasn’t. I thought I was. Anyway, I can tell bad acting when I see it.’
‘You should’ve stuck with it. I believe Mel Gibson didn’t graduate either.’
But he wasn’t listening to me, only to himself. ‘I know how they work, those Internal Affairs cunts. They target you and play their fuckin’ funny games long range. Frank Parker, Frankie the Clean, and Cliff Hardy, the disgraceful private eye. Both out of the action. Bullshit.
‘Soon as your sheila got hit they saw their chance and moved in on us. Got to Kristos. Save the wog and fuck the rest of us. Fuck, I should’ve seen it coming. It was all too good to last. Mind you, I was only in on the drugs and that, not the big bucks, not the killings or the cover-ups. You have to believe me, Hardy.’
‘It doesn’t matter whether I believe you or not. Your proposition’s interesting. I’ll put it to Townsend and… other parties. It’d take a while to set up…’
He shook his head and sniffed hard. His eyes were bright from the coke and his hands had steadied. ‘Has to be tomorrow night. Sunday. Things are quiet. That’s all the time I can allow. Soon as it’s done, I’m out of here.’
‘How do I contact you?’
He laughed. ‘You’re fuckin’ joking. I’ll contact you at intervals. That phone of yours better be to hand. I’m lying low, very low.’
‘What if it can’t be worked out? What d’you do then if this plan of yours falls through? Where d’you go?’
‘Think I’d tell you? You’d be after me with the bolt cutters.’
‘What’s to stop me using them on you now to get this name?’
‘I thought about that. You wouldn’t kill me because that’d close the book. You might try to beat it out of me. Might succeed, but how would you know I wasn’t lying?’
‘How would we know that anyway, if we play along with you?’
‘You’d know.’
I nodded. He was far gone in what I guessed was a mixture of fantasy and reality and there was no point in heavying him. As doped up as he was, he’d be close to oblivious to pain. Playing along was the only way ahead,
