to the Aulunian crown.”
Lorraine turns a look so incredulous it borders on offense toward him, and Robert laughs. “Well, it’s an idea,” he protests, and Lorraine’s expression becomes that much more appalled. Robert lifts his hands in apology and bows deeply at the same time, though he’s still smiling as he rises again. “Forgive me, my queen. It was a terrible idea.”
“Your humour sometimes bewilders us, Robert.” Lorraine falls into formality, but there’s a twitch in her voice that says she might give herself over to laughter as well, were she not a queen. But she is, and Robert wonders if she can laugh at such a jape, or if it’s physically beyond her capability. He sighs, still smiling, and now turns his palms up.
“If I didn’t occasionally befuddle you, my queen, you might grow bored of me and put me aside. My life would be meaningless.” It’s meant as a quip, but his voice softens, betraying too much. Lorraine lowers her eyes as if she were still a girl and uncertain of how to respond to truth disguised as flattery. It was an embarrassment, Robert thought, to actually fall in love with his queen. At least Dmitri would never know, and Seolfor; well, Seolfor.
“Let them play their game with Lanyarch,” he says before silence grows too heavy. “Let Gallin think we tremble. We have Irina’s treaty all but in hand, and with Khazarian troops we can quell that troublesome land if necessary. You must admit,” he adds, suddenly thoughtful, “it’s not a bad plot.”
“Not if I were eighteen and uncertain of my throne,” Lorraine says tartly, but she relents with a nod. “Better, perhaps, for stirring up Lanyarch than for threatening me, but even that can be trouble enough. Are you sure it’s Javier’s plot, Robert, and not your Primrose’s? You taught her to be clever.”
“No,” he says, startling himself into another smile with the recollection of Belinda’s innocent gaze all the times she made the amused claim that he now offers for her: “Her nurse did.”
Lorraine’s eyes narrow and he shrugs it off, briefly and inordinately pleased with the child he fathered. “I believe she’ll press it forward to the point of the hard proof that you require, but not that she would instigate a plot against you, Lorraine. She’s loyal, and if she is not, there is someone there who watches her, and who will tell me if she should falter.” Robert spreads one hand, admission of his own weakness. “I trust her, but I wouldn’t be your spymaster if I didn’t distrust my own certainty. She’s watched.”
“She’s young,” Lorraine says, “and he’s a prince. Loyalty can be bought. We’ll play her game, Robert, but we wish her to be extracted from the situation. Fetch her yourself, or send your man who watches her to do so.” It’s not a mother’s concern behind the command, but a regent’s self-interest.
Robert inclines his head, a promise, then lifts his eyes again to say, mildly, “It will be done, my lady.” He cannot help himself, though: he believes in his daughter, and so adds, “If I’m wrong about her, my head for it.”
It’s careless, meant to show loyalty, but something cool comes into Lorraine’s eyes again, and Robert is once more reminded that he stands in the presence of royalty. She doesn’t need words to remind him that it could well be his head for it, nor that favouritism can fade. Well and truly scolded, Robert bows again, and in the hidden places of that obsequience rues the heart that loves a queen.
ANA DI MEO
22 November 1587 Lutetia Aulun is such a little distance away.
Ana di Meo fingers a letter sent to her only three days earlier, from Alunear across the channel, and imagines the journey it would continue on for days or even weeks yet, if it had to reach her in Aria Magli. There are mountain ranges in the way, a difficult enough journey in summer; in the winter it’s easier to take a ship beyond Essandia’s most westerly points and bring it back again into the Primorismare. There are storms to risk, of course, but there are always storms.
And one is brewing now, between Aulun and Gallin.
Ana climbs to her feet, letter held in her fingertips, and collects a warm fur to wrap around her shoulders as she crosses to a window that overlooks Lutetia. It’s a grey city in the failing winter light, with the Sacrauna cutting a broad dark slash through it. She’s not as close to the water as she’d like to be: after a lifetime of Aria Magli’s canals, it surprises her how uncomfortable she is with cobbled streets and so little sound of running water. But she can see the river from her tower, and see the city besides. A cathedral rises up as the landscape’s dominant feature, overwhelming even Sandalia de Costa’s palace. God reigns here more surely than Man, and Ana supposes the church would have it so. For herself, she’d rather be back in decadant Aria Magli, where God and Man wrestle in the sheets every night and come morning bob and greet each other on the canals like distantly polite strangers. Lutetia thinks itself quite the centre of culture, but Ana finds it stifling.
Rue carves lines in her face and she taps the letter against the windowsill. If it’s stifling, it’s in part her own fault: she’s chosen life in a tower, like a princess or worse, God forbid, a nun. Lovers and servants come to her full of gossip, and she rarely leaves her protected place. Not for her own sake, but because Belinda Primrose has made herself a fixture in the palace, and Ana di Meo, much as she would prefer to stand and watch the young woman weave her way through Lutetian politicians, can’t risk Belinda seeing her. Ana knows herself to be striking; men remember her after only a glance, and she shared far more than that with Belinda.
And might have shared more yet, had the girl not drawn back, fever and distress blanching her features. Even now that expression stings Ana, though when Robert Drake had arrived to take Belinda away, much was explained. Ana had thought it revulsion; now she knows it for guilt, and that she can sympathize with. Women of their nature are rarely allowed moments of freedom, and to be caught up when they’re stolen…
Well. Ana paid the price for the path they’d looked at travelling, too, as damned by unfettered desire as Belinda had been. Robert had snatched away a chance for a few hours of joy without price, though to hold him accountable is both petty and pointless. She knows that as well as she knows her own name, and also knows her own character well enough to place blame comfortably, whether it was warranted or not. There is little in the way of bitterness in doing so, but everyone, queen or courtesan, counts coup.
Ana unfolds the letter onto the sill, reading over words she has no need to be reminded of. Robert’s strong hand is undisguised in the pages, words of loyalty and love scrawled out as though passion had captured him in a fit and forced him to the pen.
He warms her with his promises, even when she reads the requests hidden by careful phrasing. It isn’t her love he seeks, but news of Belinda’s feelings for Gallin’s crown prince. Not Ana’s loyalty he wants, nor his own pledged to her, but details of Belinda’s to her duty. It’s a pity the world is not other than it is, for Ana can imagine one in which Robert’s missives to her are nothing of coded questions, and all of the desire and fondness written on the surface.
But that is not this world, and so she calls for a servant to bring warm clothes not at all in the flowing new fashion set by the prince’s cheapside friend, and not at all in the startling strong colours Ana prefers. She has her hair disguised beneath a hat, and dismisses the servant to do her own cosmetics, aging herself, and it is a different woman entirely who leaves the courtesan’s tower. Gossip carried by lovers is all and well, but if she’s to judge Belinda’s emotions for Javier, she must see them together.
She joins a host of petitioners to see the queen, confident she won’t be called upon: there are dozens of applicants, and she only one drab old woman among them. What matters is slipping through the palace doors and coming into the royal hall. She hasn’t been this bold before; when she’s taken it upon herself to watch Belinda with her own eyes, she’s done it in church, or parks, or city streets, but that has been to watch the girl at play with the other men she’s used to reach the prince. To tell Robert what he wants to know, Ana must stand among the privileged and observe without being observed.
And what she realises in moments is that something new has come over Belinda Primrose, a confidence that rivals her lover’s. They do not stand together, prince and consort: he sits at his mother’s side, a step or two below her while Sandalia listens patiently to a merchant complaining of ruined wares. Belinda stands well away, across the hall from Javier, but their connection is such that it takes Ana’s breath. They have a sense of the forbidden about them, strange for a pair whose engagement has been announced. But Ana has no other way to describe the intensity that flows between them. If she didn’t know better, she would think them thwarted lovers, ready to die for each other if they could not live together. Nor is she the only one who sees it: murmurs and smiles surround
