but only a taste. It had been half-full when Aunt Sue brought it out this evening, but it was empty now.
For a moment I stood on the floor just holding the empty bottle. My fingers slid mindlessly up and down the long swanlike neck, onto the belied jug. It was a long-necked bottle indeed – seven or eight inches of glass crafted into a thin cool tube. Seven or eight inches. A lot of guys didn't have cocks that long. Seven or eight inches.
I unbuttoned my shirt and let it drop to the floor. The room was dark except for the TV. No one could see me. I rubbed the bottle up and down my breast, between my tits, across my nipples. It was cool at first, the glass of it, but it warmed as it touched and was touched by my skin, and when it was nicely warm, I pressed it with my lips.
You're crazy! I told myself, but I wasn't really listening to me at the moment.
I put the bottle down for a sec, and took off my panties. Now I stood naked on the floor, and if Aunt Sue happened to come in on me now, I'd have some explaining to do, straight on. But I felt giddy and sexy and all woozy inside, and if I'd been called on for excuses, I could have come up with some zingers.
There was a car chase happening on TV – cops chasing the mob, one gang pursuing another – who cared? Some nice thirties' style suspense music accompanied, full of clashing cymbals and string teasers, and I started into a brand-new boogaloo that fit the movie tune. As I danced, I swooped low, bending to the floor and picking up the bottle where I'd placed it while unpantying.
Everyone says I'm a good dancer, and they must be right. I enjoy doing it, and I was enjoying myself right now. The music stopped, but I didn't heed it as long as I could keep to the beat I'd set for myself.
I began to play with the bottle while I danced and swayed. I stroked my face with the neck and the bell, passed it round me from front to back and all the way home, slid it up and down the flatness of my tummy, the neck's end reaching low into the curly fluff of my reddish beaver.
The nozzle poked through my hairs like a big glass finger and scraped the slightly prominent lips of my cunt. It also touched the string of my tampon, which I'd almost been lucky enough to forget about. Still moving in my boogie, I drew the bottle back and forth between my thighs, letting it tickle my cunt, and then I put it down.
I removed the tampon and wrapped it in tissues, then positioned myself above the bottle and started to lower away. Its tip touched my squishy slice, tipped momentarily, then caught itself and began to push its way inside my cunt-hole. I held my breath as the bottle end slid between my twat-lips, and I sighed happily when it was wedged fast.
I stood up then, supporting the bottle with my hand and holding it in place with my cunt muscles. Being screwed when you're on the rag is a whole different trip, even if it is only a glass bottle that's doing the deed. A cunt feels alive and throbbing in every nook and cranny, and to take something solid inside it makes for an incredible, intense feeling. Especially something as hard, as solid as the thick glass neck of the wine bottle.
I pushed it up into my hole, bouncing softly in place, and my tits swung and jiggled. When the bottle's end hit the end of my snatch, I thought I'd burst apart in orgasm, and I could smell the sizzling mixture of cunt juice and menstrual blood that was making my snatch a swampy bog. Some of the scummy mess was dripping onto my fingers as I fucked the bottle and to feel it was a new turn-on. I bent my upper body forward so I could hump my glass prick just a bit more forcefully.
Slowly I dropped to my knees, but only as a preparation for moving backwards onto the floor with my shoulders down and my knees high. Careful, Pamela! Glass can break!
If Aunt Sue should come out – perish the thought – I'd be up shit creek. This was too heavy to be explained away. So if she did, I'd tell her the fucking truth and let her do as she pleased. She was sleeping like a baby, anyway. Instead of worrying, I raised my butt from the floor and tried to shove as much of that glass cock up my hole as I could manage.
My cunt seemed to stretch out a bit in this position, and I got a little more of the bottle into my twat. It was thin admittedly, not as bulky as most of the pricks I've allowed to enter my pussy, but it had a wonderful rigidity, too. It stayed there, hard, long, penetrating. It didn't go soft too soon, it didn't waver in the firmness of its presence.
I began to twist the bottle around in the wet maw of my cunt. My knees swayed and my tits heaved as I gave myself over to the fantastic stimulation, and my menstruating cunt felt bathed in a warm, red-glowing aura of excitement.
Lilly, I thought. Lilly would love this bottle the way my mother loves my father. It would be the perfect answer for my girl friend. She'd never need a man if she had a long-necked bottle she could thrust up her pussy whenever she felt the need for something beyond the excitations I could give her.
What about me? I was getting off on it, too. In fact, this Goddamned bottle had more style, more personality, than half – no, three quarters – of my most recent male lovers. But if I closed my eyes, I could taste Lilly's sweet breath on mine, feel her lips chewing my lips, her fingers twinging through the coppery hair that fringed my slit. I could sense the invisible presence of her body close to mine, smell the wonderful fragrance of her cunt as we moved even closer. I wondered if she were thinking about me right now. From Ohio to Maryland. If I tried, if I really tried, could I reach across that distance and catch hold of her soft hand?
'Lilly,' I whispered into the darkness, 'Lilly!'
I don't know if I heard her ghostly answer. Part of me throbbed in delight at the very syllables of her name seeping from my lips, and I could almost swear, for only a thrilling moment, that I heard her husky voice reply, 'Pam.'
She meant so much to me, more than any of the guys ever had or ever would. Why should I keep on, spreading my thighs for almost any guy who asked, when I could have Lilly? She didn't take me for granted. She loved me. Even when I was at my bitchiest and most disagreeable. Still Lilly would take me in her arms and hug me and kiss me and feel my tits, and the bitchy impulses would fade like a morning mist and in a trice I'd be doing the same lovely things to her and both of us would be purring like cats in heat.
Maybe I was really a lesbian at heart. Lilly says all women are, that they love to touch other female flesh, to kiss it, to suck it, and that society's wrong for putting so many obstacles in their way. God knows she loved to touch and kiss and suck my flesh, and when she did that, I couldn't keep my hands and mouth off hers. Maybe it was fated to be this way.
Oh, I tried to reason with myself, who knows what she really needs or wants at this age? Chronologically I was still a kid. Wasn't it too early to be settling into the pattern that would determine the rest of my life? I was too young to be married on impulse; it should be too young to decide my sexual orientation, too.
I shoved the bottle-prick into my cunt with a frisky twitch, thinking of Aunt Sue's friend Lee Kinloch. Yesterday I'd been bound and determined to try him on for size. This evening I was ready to commit myself to life as a lesbian. I didn't know what I wanted, and I felt as if events were conspiring to corral me.
Pim-pam-pom! I battered the end of my cunt with the open end of the bottle, fast, hard, twisting stabs, and I felt my cunt quivering and gulping, as if it wished to swallow the bottle with a free good will. See, Pam, I reasoned. Even your body doesn't know what it wants yet. Let your head have a rest. Try to take it easy. Easy. Lee Kinloch could give it to me hard, I was positive. He looked like such a good lay, how could he help being one? Women must be after him like flies. With his looks he'd be cutting myself in the nuts if his bed technique were sloppy.
Oh, he was a definite! Maybe he could cure my growing disenchantment with guys. Bet anything his cock was long and hard and full of life, so much warmer than the cold glass I was using on my twat now. Maybe Kinloch would be the trick to turn the trick. I'd have to keep it covert, out of Aunt Susan's ken, but I had no doubt I could get his pants down and his pecker up. He was a man, all man I hoped with all my heart, and I was definitely all girl. Nature would do the rest.
My hands gripped the bottle savagely and I fucked my cunt with it feverishly. The insides of my pussy were red and raw again. I must be bloody as a freshly busted virgin inside, and I felt just about as sore. God, I'd be aching in the morning!
But right now I was aching, aching for my release, and the now is always more important than the later. If I paid for it tomorrow, I'd pay for it with a smile. Furiously I fucked myself, wanting only to relieve the gnawing hunger that lurked in my snatch.
Here – there – in – out – go, bottle, go! 'Ah, you son of a bitch!' I told my glass lover in a thin squeaky voice.
My pussy muscles milked up and down the smooth, cunt-warmed, cunt-wettened shaft of the bottleneck. If it had been a cock, it would be squirting me like crazy right now, filling my cunt with hot jizz, but it was only a
