'I am no bondsman,' Jemidon said. 'I am free to study what I choose. And my knowledge of the lore of Arcadia, the sagas of Procolon across the sea, and the chants of the savage northmen can be of great value to you. Let me speak more of my merit and you will be convinced.'
'I am indeed the master you seek,' Farnel said. 'But I see not merit but folly in one who wanders here alone. It is true that all the masters of Morgana strive to dispel the reputation of fear that sorcery enjoys elsewhere. Indeed, the livelihood of our small island depends upon it. The lords of the mainland would not come and pay good gold for our entertainments if there was a hint of greater risk involved. But our craft must be experimentally manipulated as well. Only near the harbor have we forsworn all glamours; only in the presentation hall do we enchant with consent. Here in our private retreats, one can rely only on the good judgment of whomever he encounters. The tyros cannot be kept under constant watch to ensure that they stay within the bounds of prudence.
'And your luck today was not the best.' Farnel turned and cast a frown back at his peer. 'You may be noted for your prizes, Gerilac, but your students in particular set no standards by their conduct.'
'An easy thought for one who has no tyros of his own.' Gerilac flicked some dust from his rich velvet. 'Although with no accolades in a decade, not even a minor mark of merit, one can understand why there would be none.'
Farnel ignored Gerilac's reply and turned back to Jemidon. 'Come, I will escort you to the harbor. It would not do you well to be found by one of Canthor's patrols.'
'I have a proposition for you,' Jemidon insisted.
'Not now.' Farnel waved down the path. 'Let us get to the harbor without delay. Gerilac has babbled at me all afternoon, and I do not care to hear more of his plans to bedazzle the high prince.'
'Discussion of the relative value of your skills and mine does bring discomfort,' Gerilac said. 'Go ahead, take advantage of your excuse while you have it. Further conversation will not change your worth in the eyes of the other masters.'
Farnel's face clouded. He whipped back to stare at Gerilac without saying a word. Gerilac flung his arm across his face; then, after a moment, he slowly lowered it to return the stare. Warily, the two sorcerers closed upon each other, the first words of enchantment rumbling from their lips.
As the masters engaged, Jemidon saw Erid and the other tyros exchanging hurried glances. With a sudden movement, Erid spun his way, but Jemidon guessed the intent. Quickly he stepped aside to avoid the push that would send him sprawling.
Erid staggered to a stop and waved the others to his side. 'This one talks of dealing only with a master, but now we will see how well he likes the skill of a tyro.'
Jemidon looked at Farnel and Gerilac circling one another, arms across their eyes and loudly shouting to drown out each other's charm. He would have to cope with the tyros himself. He took a half step backward; then, without warning, he reversed direction and drove his head into Erid's midsection. They crashed to the ground and began to roll down the trail in a tumble. He heard Erid gasp for breath as he locked arms around the tyro's back and began to squeeze. The sky and the ground rotated by in alternating streaks, but Jemidon kept his hold. Gritting his teeth, he ignored the sharp jabs from the small rocks that lay in their path.
One stone scraped against Jemidon's cheek; another scratched a ragged line along his bare arm. Then, with a jarring thud, his head cracked against the large boulder that blocked the path. Jemidon's eyes blurred. Involuntarily he loosened his grip.
Erid tore himself free. He grabbed for the branches of a scraggly bush and pulled himself to his feet. Jemidon groggily flung his arms out, trying to reestablish his hold, but Erid avoided the snares and pushed Jemidon to the ground. 'And now the enchantment,' he slowly panted. 'Perhaps one that will engender a little more respect.'
The other tyros ran down the slope and seized Jemidon by the arms as he struggled to stand. He shook his head, but they grabbed his ears and forced him to look in End's direction.
'As to the fee-' Erid pointed at Jemidon's chest. 'The bauble of gold will do.'
Jemidon struggled to free himself, but the tyros held him fast. His senses reeled. Erid's image danced in duplicate. 'Seize the coin at your peril,' he managed to gasp. 'For fifteen years have I carried it, and even though I would have to track you to the northern wastes, I will have it back.'
Erid looked into Jemidon's eyes and hesitated. The fire that smoldered there was not to be dismissed lightly. 'Perhaps not worth the trouble of taking,' he mumbled. 'But if truly it carries with it the memories of when you were a boy, it will make the enchantment all the easier. Yes, that is it. Think of the coin, hapless one, while you look into my face.'
Jemidon immediately slammed shut his eyes, but the tyros held him steady and forced his lids back open. Unable to avoid Erid's stare, he heard the beginnings of the sonorous chant that dulled his consciousness.
Jemidon tried to defocus Erid's face into the blur of sky behind, but his thoughts became sluggish and lumbered away on their own. Erid's eyes loomed larger and larger until they blotted out everything behind, finally engulfing Jemidon's will and swallowing it whole. He fell the events of the morning wash into indistinct nothingness and then the day and the week before. With accelerating quickness, all his travels folded and were tucked into small compartments of his mind that he could no longer reach. He was a youth of twenty, fifteen, and finally ten.
Jemidon felt the constraints which held him fall away and he took a step forward. The hillside shimmered and was gone…
He found himself in a dimly lighted hovel, still hot from the blazing sun and choking in slowly settling dust. He heard the weak cough from the cot and saw the strained look on his mother's face as she gently placed her palm on his sister's forehead.
Hesitantly he offered the coin in his hand back to his father. 'But this brandel will pay for the alchemist's potion,' Jemidon heard himself say. 'It will make her well. I can take the examination next month or even next year, if need be.'
'The next month or the next year we will still be here, Jemidon.' His father waved an arm around the small room. 'And no more sure of a coin of gold then than now. Take the payment for the testing. Even master Milton says you have a head for it; he remembers no one else in the village with your quickness.' The old man's eyes widened and he looked off in the distance. 'An apprentice thaumaturge. It is the first step to becoming a master. And then, after Milton passes on, you will be the one who nurtures the crops for lord Kenton and ensures his harvest. You will sit in honor at his table.
'And when you wear that robe, this will be but a memory for us all. There will be pursefuls of coins-why, even tokens from the islands! Go, Jemidon; your sister wishes it as fervently as I.'
Jemidon looked to the cot and grimaced. His sister did not care about apprenticeships and fees of the master. She was too young to know. All she wanted was to get well, to play tag again, or to ride on his back and laugh. He was taking away the one sure chance she had for a cure, leaving her and gambling that the fever might break on its own accord.
But more important, when he finally succeeded, could he ever truly pay her back? Even as a master, could he compensate enough for the weeks of chills yet to come-or worse, the atrophied limbs that might result when it was all over? Was a robe of black worth so much that the choice was as easy as his father made it?
'Go, Jemidon. Milton gathers the applicants in the square before the sun passes its zenith. Being late is not an auspicious beginning.'
Jemidon felt the upwelling doubt; but looking in his father's eyes, he could not find the courage to speak again. He clutched the coin, nodded silently, and turned for the door.
Then the imagery of the glamour blurred. Days passed in a heartbeat. No sooner had he left the hut than he seemed to have returned.
He was back outside his doorway, staring at the rough cloth which covered the entrance. How long he stood there he could not recall; the sun had set, and even the lights in the other shacks were long since extinguished.
'Jemidon, is that you?' His father's hand pushed aside the drapery and motioned him inside. 'The four days of testing are done. You were to have returned by noon. Your mother could stand it no longer, and I was just going to look.'
Reluctantly Jemidon entered the hut. A single candle cast slowly dancing shadows on the rough walls. He saw the rumpled covers and the empty cot, but felt no surprise. He had heard at noon, after Milton had discharged him
