‘This is your fate. No more the torn and murdered, no more the tears of separation and death,’ said the girl. ‘Die for her peace; die so we might be released from this torment forever.’
The gods had killed the Vikings and the giants and came screaming up the hill. The wolf was held by only a few threads, though the sword still blocked its mouth.
‘I cannot get to the threads. The wolf will knock me aside.’
The girl spoke: ‘Then tear out the sword.’
The gods were running now, the red-haired man with the hammer. The one-eyed man with the noose about his neck galloped up on his eight-legged horse, the projection of his mind that had lurked at the cave’s entrance now gone.
Loys looked at the sword and knew he would die if he ripped it free.
The animal strained forward, its hot jaws an arm’s length from Loys. He only had to reach forward and take it.
‘She will be born again?’
‘Again and again.’
‘Loys, save yourself. It’s not too late. The waters tell me so. You can live.’
Beatrice went to the girl and pulled the streams from her hands, struggling for control of them, the woven blood, the blood light, the life light, streaming over Loys at one instant, past him the next.
Loys spoke to the girl. ‘I am human,’ he said, ‘not eternal. You are the fates, so you say. So you take care of the destiny of these demons. You ask me to end the rule of devils by freeing Satan. I will not do it. I would like to see my wife again.’
‘Take the wolf!’
The girl gave a great scream as Beatrice tore at the threads in her hands. Then she fell down and was gone.
The gods ran past Loys, leaping onto the wolf, holding it down, grabbing threads to tie it again. The animal strained forward towards Loys, the great head slamming into the ground an arm’s length from him. He could still remove the sword if he chose.
The bonds that still bound the wolf were long ones — long enough for the head of the animal to emerge from the mouth of the cave, to the limit of where the strange drowned god had worked his magic. And then Loys’ eyes met the green eyes of the wolf and he was transfixed. The ground seemed to swirl beneath his feet, he saw the stars spin in a great vortex above him. The wolf’s agonies were his agonies, the wolf’s struggle his struggles, and a seething animosity bubbled within him, hate raw and angry. It had put its mind into his mind, casting itself into his skin.
He was the wolf. There was no difference between them. He saw the gods for what they were — his bitter enemies. He would tear off his bonds, rip them apart and suck on their blood.
Ragnarok — the word burned into his mind like the sound of a branding iron into water. The twilight of the gods. That was his purpose, what he was for.
But then the god with the hammer beat at the wolf’s skull, the one-eyed man tying its paws with threads, the strange spirits — half-raven, half-women, things only glimpsed in flashes and flutters — were all around, dragging the wolf back into the cave.
Loys wanted to follow it, to do what he had failed to do, pull out the sword and free the animal, free himself.
‘Loys.’ Beatrice was beside him. She took his hand and kissed him.
‘We will meet again,’ she said, ‘in eternal time. Look for me. Find me.’
‘I will never abandon you.’
‘You once held me to life,’ she said; ‘now I release you to it.’
She let go of his hand, and he flew up through the strands of light, through the rainbow glimmer; he saw the ship of dead men’s nails beneath him, felt the rush of the wind through the branches of the tree of light. Then he was back in the cave of the well.
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Elifr saw Snake in the Eye pull Beatrice into the pool and push her under, but held fast to his task and what the well had told him to do. He could not go to her. The wolfman had to see the ritual through, had to give the scholar time to do what he needed to do. He couldn’t even shout to Snake in the Eye to stop, but kept up his mumbled chant, leaving part of his mind on that shore where he waited for Loys, part in the chamber.
Loys had struggled at first but then he had become calm and was easy to hold. Elifr held him still, looking up at the wolf. A great gash ran along its torso all the way up to its chest. Its head lolled and it panted heavily.
‘Come on, come on!’ Elifr spoke to Loys. ‘Do what is necessary. Do what you have to.’
The wolf was now on its side in the water, its head below the surface. It was still. As he peered through the dead light of the glowing rocks he saw something like a coil of pale rope spill from the animal’s belly. The white- haired warrior had done for it. Had it died before the god? Snake in the Eye was still alive. Elifr felt weak with elation. It was done, the act was done, the wolf was dead and the god still lived in Middle Earth.
The scholar was coming, flowing back like light trapped in light, like a shining fish lifted in a net of light. Elifr took his hand, brought his consciousness fully back to the chamber, and the scholar came spluttering to the surface of the pool. Elifr pulled him towards the nearest place he could leave him with his head above the water. He dragged him across the haunches of the great wolf, lifted him up onto the body and then turned to Snake in the Eye. The boy let go of Beatrice and faced Elifr.
‘All my friends come back to me!’ he said. ‘All the pretty runes dancing for my pleasure!’
Elifr leaped on the boy, knocking him back, his hands around his head, one thumb in an eye. Snake in the Eye fell back into the water as the wolfman tore at him, but then Elifr went limp and his grip loosened. The boy stood up, one eye a bloody mess, but his face wild with elation.
‘They’re here! The runes that kill and slaughter. I am lord of death! Lord of slaughter! I am Odin made flesh on earth and the wolf my enemy lies dead!’
‘You have killed her,’ said Loys.
Snake in the Eye watched as Loys licked the blood from his fingers.
‘I have. And I will kill you. But there is no candle on the wall for you, sir. Pray, tell me who you are. Hurry now, I have a world to slaughter.’
Loys bent down into the water and picked up something bright and curved and wicked. Bollason’s sword. He waded towards the boy.
‘Why do my runes back away from you? Why do they not chime? Who are you, sir? I ask you again.’
‘I am a wolf,’ said Loys, and he cut off the boy’s head. Snake in the Eye collapsed at the knees, his unburdened neck a blood fountain, his head toppling into the water behind him. Then the light, the bright and burning light, bleached all vision away.
Loys had the impression of symbols flashing past him, signs that were more than signs, things that seemed to express the fundamental nature of humanity, of gods, of animals, of weather and of things stranger and more incomprehensible than any of them.
The runes flew through the tunnels, some falling back into the water, some alighting on the shelf where Styliane lay, others shrieking down into the lightless caves.
Loys blinked his eyes back to usefulness and waded on, throwing the sword up into the passageway and pulling Beatrice up from the water. He felt strong as he lifted her.
He got her to dry ground and held her. She was not breathing. He felt for her heart. There was a faint beat, but then it stopped.
‘Don’t go,’ he said. ‘Remember, I hold you to life. I hold you to life.’
But she was gone and he could do nothing but hug her to him. The lamp finally guttered and died and with it the glow of the rocks. He sat in the dark, listening to his own breathing, cold and waiting to die. The darkness was
