Poirot said:
‘Then you are in sympathy with her daughter’s feelings?’
‘I have every sympathy with Carla.’
‘Would you have any objection to writing out for me a detailed account of the tragedy?’
‘You mean for her to read?’
‘Yes.’
Miss Williams said slowly:
‘No, I have no objection. She is quite determined to go into the matter, is she?’
‘Yes. I dare say it would have been preferable if the truth had been kept from her-’
Miss Williams interrupted him:
‘No. It is always better to face the truth. It is no use evading unhappiness by tampering with facts. Carla has had a shock learning the truth-now she wants to know exactly how the tragedy came about. That seems to me the right attitude for a brave young woman to take. Once she knows all about it she will be able to forget it again and go on with the business of living her own life.’
‘Perhaps you are right,’ said Poirot.
‘I’m quite sure I’m right.’
‘But you see, there is more to it than that. She not only wants to know-she wants to prove her mother innocent.’
Miss Williams said: ‘Poor child.’
‘That is what you say, is it?’
Miss Williams said:
‘I see now why you said that it might be better if she had never known. All the same, I think it is best as it is. To wish to find her mother innocent is a natural hope-and hard though the actual revelation may be, I think from what you say of her that Carla is brave enough to learn the truth and not flinch from it.’
‘You are sure it is the truth?’
‘I don’t understand you?’
‘You see no loophole for believing that Mrs Crale was innocent?’
‘I don’t think that possibility has ever been seriously considered.’
‘And yet she herself clung to the theory of suicide?’
Miss Williams said drily:
‘The poor woman had to say something.’
‘Do you know that when Mrs Crale was dying she left a letter for her daughter in which she solemnly swears that she is innocent?’
Miss Williams stared.
‘That was very wrong of her,’ she said sharply.
‘You think so?’
‘Yes, I do. Oh, I dare say you are a sentimentalist like most men-’
Poirot interrupted indignantly:
‘I am not a sentimentalist.’
‘But there is such a thing as false sentiment. Why write that, a lie, at such a solemn moment? To spare your child pain? Yes, many women would do that. But I should not have thought it of Mrs Crale. She was a brave woman and a truthful woman. I should have thought it far more like her to have told her daughter not to judge.’
Poirot said with slight exasperation:
‘You will not even consider then the possibility that what Caroline Crale wrote was the truth?’
‘Certainly not!’
‘And yet you profess to have loved her?’
‘I did love her. I had a great affection and deep sympathy for her.’
‘Well, then-’
Miss Williams looked at him in a very odd way.
‘You don’t understand, M. Poirot. It doesn’t matter my saying this now-so long afterwards. You see, I happen to know that Caroline Crale was guilty!’
‘What?’
‘It’s true. Whether I did right in withholding what I knew at the time I cannot be sure-but Idid withhold it. But you must take it from me, quite definitely, that I know Caroline Crale was guilty…’
Chapter 10. This Little Pig Cried
‘Wee Wee Wee’
Angela Warren’s flat overlooked Regent’s Park. Here, on this spring day, a soft air wafted in through the open window and one might have had the illusion that one was in the country if it had not been for the steady menacing roar of the traffic passing below.
Poirot turned from the window as the door opened and Angela Warren came into the room.
It was not the first time he had seen her. He had availed himself of the opportunity to attend a lecture she had given at the Royal Geographical. It had been, he considered, an excellent lecture. Dry, perhaps, from the view of popular appeal. Miss Warren had an excellent delivery, she neither paused nor hesitated for a word. She did not repeat herself. The tones of her voice were clear and not unmelodious. She made no concessions to romantic appeal or love of adventure. There was very little human interest in the lecture. It was an admirable recital of concise facts, adequately illustrated by excellent slides, and with intelligent deductions from the facts recited. Dry, precise, clear, lucid, highly technical.
The soul of Hercule Poirot approved. Here, he considered, was an orderly mind.
Now that he saw her at close quarters he realized that Angela Warren might easily have been a very handsome woman. Her features were regular, though severe. She had finely marked dark brows, clear intelligent brown eyes, a fine pale skin. She had very square shoulders and a slightly mannish walk.
There was certainly about her no suggestion of the little pig who cries ‘Wee Wee.’ But on the right cheek, disfiguring and puckering the skin, was that healed scar. The right eye was slightly distorted, the corner pulled downwards by it but no one would have realized that the sight of that eye was destroyed. It seemed to Hercule Poirot almost certain that she had lived with her disability so long that she was now completely unconscious of it. And it occurred to him that of the five people in whom he had become interested as a result of his investigations, those who might have been said to start with the fullest advantages were not those who had actually wrested the most success and happiness from life. Elsa, who might have been said to start with all advantages-youth, beauty, riches-had done worst. She was like a flower overtaken by untimely frost-still in bud-but without life. Cecilia Williams, to outward appearances, had no assets of which to boast. Nevertheless, to Poirot’s eye, there was no despondency there and no sense of failure. Miss Williams’s life had been interesting to her-she was still interested in people and events. She had that enormous mental and moral advantage of a strict Victorian upbringing denied to us in these days-she had done her duty in that station of life to which it had pleased God to call her, and that assurance encased her in an armour impregnable to the slings and darts of envy, discontent and regret. She had her memories, her small pleasures, made possible by stringent economies, and sufficient health and vigour to enable her still to be interested in life.