made flesh, but…'
She raised her hands, palms out. Not a formal pose, but the gesture was eloquent enough.
'So what does it want?' Danat said. 'If it truly wants Vanjit killed, why didn't it help you? That would have done all it wanted to do.'
'It may want more than freedom,' Idaan said, speaking over her shoulder as she pressed a warm bowl into Maati's hand. 'There's precedent. Seedless wanted his freedom, but he also wanted his poet to suffer. Clarity-of- Sight may want something for Vanjit besides death.'
'Such as?' Large Kae asked. 'Punishment,' Eiah suggested. 'Or isolation. Or…'
'Or a sense of family,' Ashti Beg said, her voice oddly contemplative.
'If we think of the babe as having more than one agenda, this could be its way of making a world that was only mother and child. Alienating all the rest of us.'
'But it also wants its freedom,' Maati said. Small Kae shifted on her bench at the sound of his voice, making room for him. He moved forward and sat. 'Whatever else it wants, it must want that.'
A puff of smoke escaped from the fire grate. Maati sipped the drink Idaan had given him-rum with honey and apple. It warmed his throat and made his chest glow.
'Is this really what we should care about?' the Galtic girl-Anaasked. 'I don't mean that as an attack, but it seems that we've estab lished that the girl's less than sane. Is there something we gain by trying to guess at the shape of her madness?'
'We might have a better idea of where she's gone,' Small Kae offered. 'What she might do next?'
'Ana's right,' Danat said. 'We could roll dice about it, but there are some things we know for certain. She set out half a day's boat ride north of here a night ago. If she goes upriver, she'll need to hire a boat. If she goes down, she could hire one or build a raft and rely on the current. Or she can go east over land. What about the low towns? Could she have found shelter in a low town?'
The group was silent, then Danat said, 'I'll get the keeper. She may know something of the local geography.'
It was, Maati thought, a strangely familiar feeling. A handful of people sitting together, thinking aloud about an insoluble problem. The weeks at the school, sitting in the classrooms with chalk marks on the walls. All of them offering suggestion, interpretation, questions opened for anyone to answer if they could. He took an unexpected comfort from it.
The only one who didn't speak was Otah.
The conversation went on long into the night. The longer they took to find Vanjit, the greater her chance of escape. The greater her chance of dying alone in the wild. The Galtic girl and Small Kae had a long discussion of whether they were going to rescue Vanjit or if the aim was to kill her; Small Kae advocated a fast death, Ana wanted the chance to ask Vanjit to undo the damage to Galt. Danat counted the days to Utani, the days back, guessed at the size of the search party that could be raised.
'There is another option,' Eiah said, her pearl-gray eyes focused on nothing. 'I had a binding prepared. Wounded. If I can manage it, we would have another way to heal the damage done to Galt.'
Ana turned toward Eiah's voice, raw hope on her face. Maati almost felt sorry to dash it.
'No,' he said. 'It can't be done. Even if you knew it well enough to perform it blind, we hadn't looked over the most recent version. And Vanjit ruined the notes.'
'But if Galt could be given its eyes again…' Danat said.
'Vanjit could take them away again,' Maati said. 'Clarity-of-Sight and Wounded could go back and forth until eventually Eiah tried to heal someone just as Vanjit tried to blind them, and then the gods alone know what would happen. And that matters less than the fact that Eiah would die if she tried the thing.'
'You don't know that,' Idaan said.
'I'm not willing to take the risk,' Maati said.
Otah listened, his brow furrowed, his gaze shifting now and again to the fire. It wasn't until morning that Maati and the others learned what the Emperor was thinking.
The morning light transformed the wayhouse. With the shutters all opened, the benches and tables and soot-stained walls seemed less oppressive. The fire still smoked, but the breeze moving through the rooms kept the air fresh and clear, if cold. The wayhouse keeper had prepared duck eggs and peppered pork for their morning meal, and tea brewed until it was rich with taste and not yet bitter.
They were not all there. Ashti Beg and the two Kaes had stayed up after many of the others had faded into their restless sleep. Maati had slipped into dream with the sound of their voices in his ears, and none of them had yet risen. Danat and Otah were sitting at the same table, looking like a painter's metaphor of youth and age. Eiah and Idaan shared his own table, and he did not know where the Galtic girl had gone.
'She didn't blind Maati. Why?' Otah asked, gesturing at Maati as if he were an exhibit at an audience rather than a person. 'Why spare him and not the others?'
'Well, for Eiah it's clear enough,' Danat said around a mouthful of pork. 'She didn't want another poet binding the andat. As long as Vanjit's the only one, she's… well, the only one.'
'And the two Kaes,' Eiah said, 'so that they couldn't follow her.'
'Yes,' Idaan said, 'but that's not the question. 117hy notMaati?'
'Because…' Maati began, and then fell short. Because she cared for him more? Because she didn't fear him? Nothing he could think of rang true.
'I think she wants to be found,' Otah said. 'I think she wants to be found, in specific, by Maati.'
Idaan grunted appreciatively. Eiah frowned and then nodded slowly.
'Why would she want that?' Maati asked.
'Because your attention is the mark of status,' Eiah answered. 'You are the teacher. The Dai-kvo. Which of us you choose to give your time to determines who is in favor and who isn't. And she wants to show herself that she can take you from me.'
'That's idiotic,' Maati said.
'No,' Idaan said, her voice oddly soft. 'It's only childish.'
'It fits together if you've raised a daughter,' Otah agreed. 'It's just what Eiah would have done when at twelve summers. But if I'm right, it changes things. I didn't want to say it in front of Ana-cha, but if your poet's truly gone to ground, I can't believe we'd find her before spring. She can find new allies if she needs them, or use the andat to threaten people and get what she wants from them. At best, we might have her by Candles Night.'
'But if she's waiting to be found,' Danat said.
'Then it's a matter of guessing where she'd wait,' Otah said. 'Where she'd expect Maati to go looking for her.'
'I don't know the answer to that,' Maati said. 'The school, maybe. She might make her way back there.'
'Or at the camp where we lost her,' Eiah suggested.
Silence fell over the room for a moment. A decision had just been made, and Maati could tell that each of them knew it. Utani would wait. They were hunting Vanjit.
'The camp's nearest,' Danat said.
'You can send one of the armsmen north with a letter,' Eiah said. 'Even if we fail, it doesn't mean a larger search can't be organized while we try.'
'I'll round up the others,' Idaan said, rising from the table. 'No point wasting daylight. Danat-cha, if you could tell our well-armed escorts that we're leaving?'
Danat swilled down the last of his tea, took a pose that accepted his aunt's instructions, and rose. In moments, only Otah, Eiah, and Maati himself were left in the room. Otah took a bite of egg and stared out into nothing.
'Otah-kvo,' Maati said.
The Emperor looked over, his eyebrow raised in something equally query and challenge. Maati felt his chest tighten as if it were bound by wire. He sat silent for the rest of the meal.
To Maati's dismay, Ashti Beg, Large Kae, and Small Kae all preferred to stay behind. There was a logic to it, and the keeper was more than happy to take Otah's silver in return for a promise to look after them. Still, Maati found himself wishing that they had come.
The Emperor's boat was, if anything, smaller than the one Maati had hired. One of the armsmen had been sent north with letters that Otah had hastily drafted, another to the south. Half of the rest were set to finding a
