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I went halfway up the steps before I called. “Tati?” I glanced back over my shoulder. Beyond the half-open door, the music played on—nobody had followed me. I went higher.

“Tati, where are you?”

At one end of the parapet, a long black coat lay neatly folded on the wall. At the other end stood my sister and her lover. Tati’s arms were wound around Sorrow’s neck, her body pressed close to his, as if she would melt into him. His hands were enlaced in my sister’s long hair as he strained her slight form against him, white on black. Their eyes were closed; their lips clung; they were lost in each other. It was beautiful and powerful. It was impossible. I cleared my throat, and they opened their eyes and turned to look at me.

“If Cezar sees you, he’ll kill you,” I said bluntly, picking up the black coat. “You must leave now, right away. How could you risk yourself like this? Tati, come inside.”

Sorrow took the coat. He did not put it on.

“Jena, just a moment longer,” pleaded Tati.

“Now!” I hissed. “Do you want to see him run through with a pitchfork? Sorrow, go, please! Just go!” As I spoke, I heard someone coming through the door at the foot of the steps, and a voice.

“Jena?” It was Cezar.

Sorrow slung the coat over his shoulder. He reached out, and Tati threw her arms around him, burying her face against his chest. He stroked her hair, murmuring something.

“Jena, are you up there?” Cezar sounded anxious rather than suspicious.

“I’m just coming down!” I called in what I hoped was a 241

casual tone. I jerked my head violently toward the other end of the terrace as Sorrow disengaged himself from my sister once more. Anastasia had used some kind of portal to reach the Other Kingdom from here—I hoped he could do the same.

“Go!” I mouthed. “Now!”

“It’s freezing cold out here, Jena, and you don’t even have a shawl. You’ll catch your death!” I could hear my cousin’s heavy tread as he climbed the steps.

Tati was standing frozen, her eyes on her lover as he swung up onto the parapet. “Goodbye,” she whispered.

“Goodbye,” Sorrow said, and, slipping his arms into the black coat, he stepped off the wall and into space. I sucked in my breath, then let it out as Cezar appeared at the top of the steps.

“Come inside, girls,” he said. “Get warm by the fire. Jena?

Are you all right?”

Tati walked past him, unseeing, and vanished down the stairs. I wanted to go to the parapet: to look over, to see whether Sorrow lay among the trees far below like a broken doll.

“I’m sorry to have worried you, Cezar,” I said shakily. “I needed some fresh air.”

“Maybe we can find a quiet corner, just the two of us, eh?”

He put his arm around me. Under the circumstances, I let him.

Anything to distract him from the oddity of the situation.

“Come, my dear, let’s go in.”

As we made our way down, it came to me that a sudden descent from a castle wall might present no difficulties at all for Sorrow. He had been in the Other Kingdom a long time. Perhaps he had indeed changed: become less like a human and more 242

like one of them. Maybe he’d gone through a portal; when Anastasia had taken us across, it had felt like falling. But maybe he could spread out his black coat and fly like a bat. I shivered.

That had been too close, by far.

“It’s all right, Jena,” said Cezar. “I’m here.”

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Chapter Ten

My heart, still thumping from Sorrow’s narrow escape, slowed with relief when Cezar left me to go off and find the quiet corner he had mentioned. I kept myself very busy: first chatting to Aunt Bogdana, then dancing with R?azvan and Daniel and some other young men, whose names I instantly forgot. Gogu’s comments were predictable:

Too tall, you’d get a sore neck just talking to him.

This one smells.

Lavender silk. What more need I say?

I imagined a different face on my partner: a tangle of dark hair, a sweet mouth, wary green eyes. Beside the man in Dr?a-gu?ta’s mirror, tonight’s collection of suitors seemed entirely without character. Then, in my imagination, I heard my sisters’

screams as the green-eyed man turned to something monstrous, and I knew how foolish it was to let myself think of him. Dark of the Moon had opened up a realm of peril—dream about it too 244

much and I might be drawn into forgetting my sense of right and wrong. This world, I told myself sternly. These suitors, this life.

If you want your family to be safe, if you want to protect Piscul Dracului, this is the way.

I kept watch over my sisters, something that was second nature from our visits to Dancing Glade. I spotted Tati and Stela retreating upstairs together—Stela stifling a yawn, Tati drifting along at her side. Iulia was talking to R?azvan. Whatever he was saying to her, it had coaxed a smile to her face.