“The storm is here! ” the letter finished. “ It never has to die! ”
“The storm has never died,” it ended.
It was signed, “Yours always, Mags. ”
The postmark on the envelope was from Richmond, California, just across the bay from San Francisco. Only an hour and a half from Jenner.
I was sure “Mags” was Susan Pollack.
“ ‘The storm is here. It never has to die.’ Don’t you see, Sherwood? Zorn. Greenway. He’s using his people to get back at the people who brought him down.”
“And Evan?” Sherwood asked, buckling himself in.
“Evan is somehow directed at my brother.” I didn’t have the answer yet, but there was no more hiding it. “Maybe there were fingerprints on it. Maybe we can match the handwriting. We prove that letter was from Susan Pollack…”
“We prove the letter was from Susan and what?” The detective looked at me skeptically. “It’s just song lyrics. There’s nothing there. Besides, there’s not a judge in the country who would grant us a court order based on that note or what we have.
“Not to mention you’re forgetting one thing…” He kicked his briefcase under the seat. “If Greenway and Cooley were murdered, it all happened when Susan Pollack was behind bars. That surely wasn’t her.”
He was right there. I flashed to the person who had called me in the motel room. The voice was male.
“So what’s the next step?” I pushed him. The propellers started to whir. In a second we’d be heading back to Pismo. “Just let it go? The guy is orchestrating murder, Sherwood. He’s in jail, in chains, and he’s got the upper hand. You know as well as I do what’s going on here.”
“I can’t play this out forever, doc. I tried… The next step .” He sighed as the copter started to rise. “Other than getting the truth out of your brother…” He turned his head toward the window. “I don’t know.”
Chapter Forty-Nine
S usan Pollack kneeled in the coop, in her floppy hat and overalls, spreading grain into her feed bin.
“Come here, my pets… My little ones.”
They were like family to her. Her only family now. Her one attachment of love. Except you, Bo. She smiled at her collie, snoozing on the porch.
“Yes, my darlings, over here…” They knew the nurturing rise in her tone. “It’s feeding time for you, it’s time…”
One by one, the chickens started to come over.
Tomorrow she would show him. That she had been loyal and true.
True to him.
All these years.
You never let me come along, did you? She smiled, conjuring up his delicate, chiseled face. Because you knew, didn’t you, that one day you would need me, my love. You told me, one day I would have to make sacrifices.
To earn your love completely.
And when the time came, I would.
That was why.
You said I had to be ready.
The excited birds made their way into the pen. She threw a line of seed in front of Desdemona, her favorite, with her smooth white breast and feathers. The proudest and the most vain.
The bird followed her, flapping her wings and pecking at the grain.
“You are my favorite,” Susan said softly, putting the feed bag down.
She grabbed the blade.
Nothing can truly be bad if it’s done from love, isn’t that right, Russell?
She picked the bird up and ran the knife slowly across its neck, muffling the bird’s startled squawk, blood running down its soft white feathers and through her hands.
Just as she wished she could have done all those years back then.
When you left me behind.
You said I had to sacrifice. To be ready.
For you to need me.
And I am ready.
She threw the dead bird down and looked at the others.
I will show you now.
Chapter Fifty
I stopped off at Charlie’s on my way back to the motel.
Gabby opened the door. They had just finished up dinner, and she was in the midst of doing the dishes.
My brother was at the kitchen table, picking on his guitar. He barely looked up, neither surprised nor particularly happy to see me. His graying beard and ground-down, toothless smile seemed beaten down.
“Hey, Jay…” He picked at a tune. “What’s up with you, little brother?”
Gabby asked me if I wanted something to eat, and I told her no, that I’d had something on the way.
I sat down next to him. “You wanted me to help you find out what happened to Evan, Charlie…”
“I know I did, Jay,” he said. “At first.” He strummed a familiar chord progression to a song I knew. “Let It Rain” by Eric Clapton.
“And I’m trying to, Charlie. I really am. And I’m getting close. But now it’s you who has to answer some questions for me. The truth, this time.”
“Let your love rain down on me… Hey, Jay…” His eyes lit up. “You remember this one?” He played a few chords, raising his guitar high in the air like an old rocker. Neil Young’s “Heart of Gold.” “ I’ve been to Hollywood, I’ve been to Redwood… ”
He banged on the strings. “And I’m getting old! I’m feeling that way, Jay.” He put the guitar on his lap. “You remember that trip we took? To Montreal?” His eyes grew alive again. “When I came to visit you up at college?”
I remembered. He had swung by Cornell on one of his final sojourns back east. I think he had just been released from a psychiatric hospital. At that time, I had never spent a lot of time with my brother, just random visits where he seemed mostly off the wall to me. A bunch of my friends at school and I sat around one night basically spellbound by his tales.
“You were a senior…,” he said.
“A junior, I think.”
“Your friends were all so smart. They must’ve thought I was whacked out of my mind. And you know what?” He laughed. “I probably was…”
“If I recall, they actually all thought you were pretty entertaining.” I smiled.
“Yeah…” He chuckled amusedly. “I bet they did. I’m sure they’d never met anyone quite like me.” He leaned the guitar against his chair. “You remember, we were walking around up there. On Sherbrooke Street. Near the college. I had my guitar with me. I was playing to a bunch of pretty little chicks there…”
“You were trying to pick them up, Charlie. They were college kids. And you probably would have if you hadn’t had to find one for me.”
“Always watching out for my younger brother!” Charlie laughed, edging into a wide grin. “You remember how that one dude came up to you? Trying to pick a fight or something…”
