A Crown of Lights

‘I was expecting somebody. I thought she’d have come by now.’

‘The woman priest? The Christian priest?’

‘She’s also an exorcist.’

‘Excuse me,’ Robin said, ‘but didn’t we pass this way before?’

‘It would’ve been very wrong to let Ellis do it. You were right about that. From the start.’

‘Don’t try and get me on your side.’

‘OK.’

They looked out over the freezing puddles to the barn on the other side of which the Church of St Michael overhung the restless Hindwell Brook, probably the very same brook into which that guy’s son’s blood flowed from his hair, in the old Welsh poem Max had read out.

‘On account of you know you never need to,’ Robin said eventually. ‘You know that whatever shit comes down, I am on your side. Do what you think is best.’

He felt like crying. He wished for subsidence, an earthquake. He wished the freaking church would fall into the freaking brook.

Presently, Alexandra stood on the edge of one of the puddles, her long, grey hair loose, a thick woollen shawl wrapped around her.

The emissary. The negotiator. The one they were most likely to talk to.

‘It has to be your decision,’ Alexandra told them.

‘I don’t know what to say,’ Betty said.

‘Babes,’ Robin said gently, ‘it’s getting late. And the priest isn’t here. If she was ever gonna come at all.’

‘We don’t know what that place is really about.’ Betty looked out into the night, in the direction of the church. ‘We don’t know what rituals they were performing, what kind of magic they were trying to arouse or for what purpose. All those millennia ago.’

‘Bets,’ Robin said, pained, ‘the ancient powers locked into the land? The magic of the Old Ones? This is Blackmore shit.’

She looked at him, puzzled. She was probably thinking of him standing watching the water rushing below the church and ranting about the cool energy, him and George with their dowsing rods working out how many old, old bodies were under there, where the energy lines converged. She didn’t understand – as Robin now did – that to do his paintings, to be what he was, a true creative artist, he just had to live the legend. That was all. That was as deep as it went.

Alexandra said hesitantly, ‘May I make a suggestion?’

‘Please,’ said Robin.

‘We abandon all reconsecration plans. That’s been tainted now, anyway, because of Ned. And Ned’s gone, and we talked about that and we were all relieved, even George, because Ned’s... Ned’s a little bit dark.’

‘Fucker,’ Robin said.

‘So we forget all that. We forget the politics.’

‘Even Vivvie?’

Alexandra glanced behind her. Robin saw the whole coven in the shadows.

Vivvie came forward, looking like some rescued urchin. She stood beside Alexandra. ‘Whatever,’ she said.

‘My suggestion,’ Alexandra said, ‘is that we simply enact the Imbolc rite.’

‘Who’d be the high priest?’ Robin said.

‘It should be you.’

Robin knew this was a major concession, with George and Max out there. Although he’d been through second-degree initiation, he’d never led a coven.

‘And when we come to the Great Rite,’ Alexandra said, ‘we’ll leave so that you can complete it.’

For Robin, the cold February night began to acquire luminosity.

Alexandra smiled. ‘You’ve both had a bad time. We want this night to be yours.’

Robin tingled. He did not dare look at Betty.

55 Grey, Lightless

ONLY A DEAD body.

Whatever else remained was not here; it was probably earth-bound in that back room, where a medieval exorcism replayed itself again and again, until the spirit was flailing and crackling and beating at the glass. The grey and lightless thing that J.W. Weal brought home from Hereford County Hospital.

‘Look at her...’ said Merrily, in whom guilt constantly dwelt, like an old schoolmistress. ‘That’s what you all did. That’s what you left behind. Take a proper look at her face. Go on.’

But Judith Prosser looked only at Merrily. And there was no guilt. Practical Judith in her tight blue jeans, the sleeves of her shirt pushed up to the elbows, her black coat in a heap on the floor. Practical Judith Prosser, ready to act, thinking what to do next, how to make her move. A smart woman, a hard woman, a survivor.

But Merrily, perhaps taking on the guilt that Judith would never feel, pushed harder.

‘Maybe that’s why J.W. invited you to the interment – you and Gareth and the good Dr Coll. Did Dr Coll, by the way, prescribe Valium to keep Menna afloat, keep her quiet when she threatened to be an embarrassment? Was there medication for Marianne, too? I thought Marianne seemed awfully compliant during her cleansing.’

‘You have it all worked out, Mrs Watkins,’ Judith said.

‘Yeah,’ Merrily said. ‘I finally think I do. It stinks worse than this embalming stuff.’

‘And what will you do with it all? Will you go to the police and make accusations against Dr Collard Banks- Morgan and Mr Weal, the solicitor, and Mrs Councillor Prosser?’

‘It would help,’ Merrily conceded, ‘if Barbara Buckingham’s body was in here.’

‘So why don’t you come back here with a pickaxe? Or with your good friend Gomer Parry and one of his road-breakers?’

It wasn’t going to be there, was it? There was no one under Menna. Yet Merrily was sure now that Barbara Buckingham was dead.

‘Did Barbara find out about the exorcism?’

Judith slowly shook her head, smiling her pasted-on smile, back on top of the situation, giving nothing away.

‘Still,’ Merrily said, ‘Menna’s here. For any time you want to look at her and remember the old days before she turned into a woman and became less malleable. And J.W.’s left you with a key. So you can come in any time and watch what you once had... see what you did. Watch it slowly decaying before your—’

Merrily sank to her knees.

She’d been expecting, if anything, a shriek of outrage and clawing hands. She hadn’t seen this coming. Judith Prosser didn’t seem to be close enough. Now Merrily was on her knees, with the flash memory of a fist out of nowhere, hard as a kitchen pestle. On a cheekbone.

She had never been hit like this before. It was shattering, like a car crash. She cried out in shock and agony.

Judith Prosser bent with a hand out as if to help her, and then hit her again with the heel of it, full in the eye. Merrily even saw it, as if in slow motion, but still couldn’t move. It drove her back into the wall, her head connecting with the concrete, her left eye closing.

‘You can tell the police about that, too, Mrs Watkins.’ Judith was panting with satisfaction. ‘And see who they believe – a hysterical little pretend-priest from Off, or Mrs Councillor Prosser. Ah...’

One hand over her weeping eye, Merrily saw through the other one that the door had swung open. And the