The Cure of Souls

Behind her, Sally was saying, ‘We’d always suspected he must have spread her ashes on the hop-yard, then had them dug in.’

‘Mum…’

‘Jane?’

‘Mum, I swear to God we thought we were doing it for the best but it, like… it’s all gone wrong.’

‘Where are you?’

‘We’re in the car. We’re on our way to Canon Pyon.’

Merrily said tightly, ‘I didn’t know there was a Canon Pyon in Pembrokeshire.’

‘Oh, Jesus Christ, Mum, we went to tell Amy Shelbone to stay the hell away from Layla Riddock, but she’s piss—she’s run away…’

Behind her, Lol was saying, ‘What do you mean, “in the real sense”?’

‘Jane,’ Merrily said, ‘what have you done?’

‘So we were in this like really difficult situation, and we ended up telling Mr and Mrs Shelbone about Layla Riddock, but it was only when—’

‘You did what?’

‘It was only when I said, just, like, in passing, that Layla’s stepfather was – was Allan Henry…’

‘Dear God,’ Merrily said drably.

When she came back to the table, Al Boswell was saying intensely to Lol, ‘… drains him, you know? Exhausts him sexually, but it’s like a drug, until he doesn’t know what day it is. You know what I’m telling you, boy?’

38 Physical Dependency

IF THE SHELBONES knew they were being followed, it didn’t seem to bother them. Their Renault was puttering steadily along like this was some little jaunt to the all-night supermarket. Even in his seriously unstable condition, Mr Shelbone was driving with impeccable care, slowing for every bend.

‘And she said what, exactly?’ Eirion was keeping a steady distance between them, all the same.

‘She said kind of, you know, be careful,’ Jane said.

‘These were her actual words?’

‘Close.’

‘She said “Go home”, didn’t she?’ Eirion didn’t take his eyes from the tail lights ahead.

‘Well, yes, she did. She said that, too.’

‘But the phone signal wasn’t great at that point, I would guess.’

‘Maybe the full moon affects them.’

The road at this stage was absolutely dead straight, probably an old Roman road, and there was no other traffic, so Eirion let the Shelbones increase the space between the two cars. ‘What did we have to lose, after all?’ he said morosely. ‘There was only one parent left to alienate.’

‘The point is, Irene, she doesn’t know what we know, and she wouldn’t let me explain.’

‘Jane, you really think we know everything? You see the looks those Shelbones were exchanging as soon as they heard Layla Riddock’s name? What was that about?’

‘It was the Christmas Fair thing, of course. And anyway that was your fault for telling them. The Shelbones are immensely strange people. All those awful, sombre pictures? You can tell why Amy’s turned out the way she is. If they’ve got a shotgun in the car with them, Allan Henry’s blood will be on your hands.’

‘But she is coming out here?’

‘What?’

‘Your mum.’

‘Oh, yeah. And Lol, I expect. And OK, she did say to keep out of it, but what she really meant—’

‘What she really meant was, keep right on top of it so you don’t miss any of the action.’

‘I would not forgive myself if something happened I could’ve prevented. Riddock’s psychotic, and Allan Henry’s some kind of semi-criminal with pockets full of councillors and police – bit like your dad.’

Eirion let this go; there were some issues beyond argument. They drove through Canon Pyon, which was strung out like a Welsh village.

‘What is it with you, Jane?’

‘Maladjusted?’

‘Angry,’ Eirion said.

They drove in silence, eventually leaving the village lights behind. Then Jane said, ‘Actually, that day in the shed, when Riddock – when she kind of dominated me – it was like she was a woman and I was just a little girl. I was feeling screwed up and insecure. Whereas now…’

Eirion braked slowly as the Renault in front indicated right. The moon shone down on woodland.

‘Don’t say it,’ Eirion said. ‘Do not even—’

‘Whereas now…’ Jane smiled grimly. ‘Now, I reckon I should be able to take the slag, no problem.’

Lol drove. His old Astra wasn’t as fast the Volvo, but when you lived in the country you knew that speed didn’t help, because cars didn’t own country roads. He headed straight for Hereford, the most direct route to Canon Pyon; at least there’d be no hold-ups, past midnight. He concentrated on his driving; there were issues he didn’t want to think about until there was something meaningful he could do – if there ever could be.

At the Burley Gate crossroads, Merrily said, ‘Lol…’ He heard her groping in her bag for cigarettes. ‘Lol, I have to—’ All kinds of stuff rattling in the bag, getting thrown about. ‘Look, what happened back there… in the hop-yard —’

Oh God.

‘Nothing happened,’ Lol said.

Nothing at all.

‘That’s not entirely true, is it?’ Flick of the lighter. ‘What I remember feeling was… what you might describe as a – at that moment, an unseemly need. I mean, don’t get me wrong, there’ve been times, and – and quite recently, when it would not have struck me as unseemly. Not at all.’ He heard her sink back against the vinyl. ‘God, the older you get, the harder it is to talk about these things. Or is that just me?’

‘Could I have a cigarette?’

‘You don’t smoke.’

‘Yes, I do.’

‘Since when?’

‘Since after you hand me one. No, all right, forget it.’ He sighed. ‘If you’re asking, was it normal, healthy, adult passion, well, I would love to have thought it was. But in the end…’

‘Thanks,’ Merrily said.

There was a long silence.

‘Where does that leave things?’ Lol said.

‘I don’t know.’

Lol swallowed.

After a while, Merrily said, ‘What did Al say to you when I was on the phone?’

‘You know – gypsy stuff.’

He heard her blowing out a lot of smoke. ‘Al is saying that the presence in the kiln is this Rebekah Smith, isn’t he?’

‘That’s what he seems to be saying.’

‘And even though he knew Rebekah – had known her since she was a child – he’s very much afraid of her now, isn’t he?’

‘He…’ Lol could see clusters of lights in the distance, maybe the city itself. ‘The difference apparently is that gaujos – we’re ambivalent about our ghosts. We have bad ghosts, we also have vaguely