required men in great numbers, men whose only qualification was that they would kill and delight in killing. When such vicious animals were used to spread “civilization,” how long would it be before that madness sped backward to its roots and reached the throne itself?
And they were around him now, facing him as he stood bound to the tree.
“So this is the greatness of mighty Rome,” he sneered at them.
They laughed, although he could see in their faces that they were taken aback by such coolness in the face of torture and death.
They drew their swords and leered at him. One gestured at the carnage. “Those were your people?”
He looked the man squarely in the eyes. “I never saw them before in my life,” he told them in flawless Latin.
“Then why did you fight for them?” another asked, confused and a bit unnerved by their captive’s total disregard for personal well-being.
“The children of the Lord God of Israel should not be abused by animals spawned in Hell.”
“Enough of this! You are a brave man but a foolish one,” the centurion told him. “We will kill you and be done with it.”
“I really wish you could.”
The Roman drew his sword and hesitated a second, looking into his eyes before striking the fatal blow.
Four sharp sounds echoed, followed by a
Four men emerged from the bushes nearby. All Hebrews, he saw at once, all holding bows. One was an older man; by their looks the others were his sons. Two of the sons checked the bodies of the slain Hebrews while the third son, with a sword, made certain that the Romans would stay forever on the ground. The old man approached him, drew a small curved knife from his belt, and cut the binding straps. He almost collapsed as the flow of blood, which had been restricted by his bonds, returned fully to his limbs. The old man was strong and caught him, lowering him gently to the ground.
“You’ve had a terrible ordeal,” the older man said kindly in Hebrew.
He nodded. “There were just too many,” he responded in the same language.
The old man nodded. “We were just a bit too far off.” He sighed. “We heard the screams but arrived too late and approached, perhaps, too cautiously.” He looked at the dead Romans. “It is just revenge,” he murmured, almost to himself, “but somehow it does not seem adequate.” Then back to the freed man: “You have relatives to whom you can be taken?”
He shook his head. “All I had lies there,” he muttered. “I am alone in the world once again.”
“You are young, and brave, and skilled,” the old man told him. “You deserve a new chance. Come! I am of substance. I am Mattathias the son of John, a priest of the sons of Joarib, now of Modin. These are my sons— Joannan Caddis, Simon Thassi, Eleazar Avaran, and Jonathan Apphus on the Roman rolls.”
“My name and family are dead with them,” he said sorrowfully. “I died with them.”
“Then you shall be my son,” Mattathias told him. “You shall become the son who was their eldest brother but died so long ago in the wilderness.” He turned to his sons, now standing there. “What say you?”
“He is a brave man who has lost much,” one said. “And his spirit and his faith are sorely needed in these trying times.” The others nodded assent.
“Any warrior as small as you who could penetrate Roman armor has a passion inside and the Lord’s annointment,” another said.
“It is settled, then,” Mattathias said, satisfied. “You are as another son to me and welcome to my tribe and house. And henceforth you shall be known as Judas Maccabeas, my lost son who returns to me in these days of trial.”
And they knelt and prayed together that the Lord God of Israel accepted this and it was in fact His will. And when they were finished he looked up at them all and said, “Perhaps with your faith and your patriotism we may bring mighty Antiochus himself to heel!”
Nathan Brazil awoke.
His head felt as if it was bursting; he could only groan, and the medics came with painkillers to aid him. He got his eyes to focus, finally, and tried to sit up. With a low moan, he quickly collapsed back into the bed.
“Well, I see the gang’s all here,” he muttered.
“How do you feel?” Mavra asked. Her concern was evident.
He managed a low chuckle. “Oh, about like anybody would a day or so after being at the center of an explosion.”
“What happened to you in… there?” Marquoz asked. “Do you remember any of it?”
Brazil winced, not from pain but from memory. “I wish to God I didn’t! You know, Obie wasn’t kidding—the human mind is a fantasy land operating to delude itself by assuming whatever point of view is easiest to live with. Can you imagine coming face to face with yourself—your
“But weren’t you there?” Mavra asked. She was bewildered by all Brazil’s monologue. “You’re a Markovian —aren’t you?”
He gave a dry chuckle, then groaned a little as it hurt. “No, not a Markovian. Something… else. Don’t worry. I can fix their pretty machine.” Then, suddenly, he was off on his own again. “My god! No wonder the Well isn’t self-aware. They couldn’t have
“Obie—is Obie dead?” Mavra pressed fearfully.
“I—I don’t know. I don’t think so. No, I’m sure he’s not. But he’s—well, he’s of no help to us now, maybe not in the foreseeable future. You see, to Obie the whole Universe and everything in it is strictly logical and mathematical. That’s what we are to him, strings of numbers, relationships that balance.
“And what about you?” Marquoz broke in. “He thought you might drive him crazy, yet he threatened to drive you sane. Did he?”
Brazil chuckled again. “The mind is a resilient thing, Marquoz. I’m probably saner than any living being has ever been, possibly saner than the Markovians were after their mind-links to their computers, yet I’m still quite mad and slipping more into madness the more I think. When you face the unthinkable you retreat, you shove it away, back into corners of your mind that you can’t reach.”
“Unfortunately, I think I understand you,” the Chugach responded. “Still, except to you, that bit of metaphysics is of little consequence. The question on the table is, simply, have you changed your attitude on fixing the Well of Souls?”
Nathan Brazil sighed. “A byproduct of the mind-link is that you remember things you never wanted to remember. The worst part is, the more of those memories you dredge up the more you realize how futile it all is. Rome rose to great heights, yet its own methods caused it to decay from within. I wonder if that isn’t true of the Markovian experience as well. Will we just do it all over again, even reach this point once again? Is the whole business of life doomed to repeated failure because there is something wrong with the experimenters? I wonder…”
“But will you fix the Well?” the little dragon persisted.
Brazil nodded unhappily. “I’ll go to the Well, if possible. I’ll enter and stand there and analyze the problem.