Midnight at the Well of Souls

that I had an original Markovian brain-wave pattern. It then assumed that I was here to give it further instructions or to do work. When it concluded this, The Diviner, extremely sensitive to such things, picked up the message, however garbled.” He paused, and that central mass tilted toward them a little.

“And now,” he said, sadness in his voice, “here we are, in the control center, and you’ve all got fear on your faces and your guns trained on me.” Even you, Wu Julee, he thought, immeasurable sadness coursing through him. Even you.

“I tried to give mankind rules for living which would avert a second disaster like the first, would keep it from self-destruction. Nobody listened. Nobody changed. Type Forty-one was badly flawed—and it beat the odds anyway, this time. It made its way to the stars, and that was an outlet for its aggression, although, even there, even now, its component parts are looking at ways to dominate one another, kill one another, rule one another. And the drive for domination is there even in the nonhumans, you, Northerner, and you, Slelcronian. Look at you all now. Look at yourselves! Look at each other! Do you see it? Can you feel it? Fear, greed, horror, ambition burning within you, consuming you! The only reason you haven’t killed one another by now is your common fear of me. How dare you condemn a Hain, a Skander—a society? How dare you?

“How many of you are thinking of the people these controls represent? Do you fear for them? Do you care about them? You don’t want to save them, better their lives. That fear is inside you, fear for your own selves! The basic flaw in the set-up equation, that burning, basic selfishness. None of you cares for any but yourself! Look at you! Look at what monsters you’ve all become!”

Their hearts pounded, nerve ends frayed. The Diviner and The Rel were the first to respond.

“What about yourself, Nathan Brazil?” The Rel chimed. “Isn’t the flaw in us simply a reflection of the flaws in yourself, in your own people, the Markovians, who could not give us what we lack because they did not themselves possess it?”

Brazil’s reply was calm, in contrast to his previous outburst.

“The Markovians wanted to live in this universe, not run it. They had already done that. Destiny was a random factor they believed necessary to the survival of us all. That’s why they closed down the Well. None of us would be here except for a freak set of circumstances.”

“Where are the controls, Nate?” Ortega asked.

“We’ll find them ourselves,” Hain snapped. “Varnett cracked the big code, he should be able to crack this one, too.”

Brazil’s voice held deep sorrow. “Pride is a weakness of all things Markovian, and you’re a reflection of it. Now, if you’ll ease up and allow me one touch on the panel in back, I’ll show you the controls. I’ll tell you how to operate them. Let’s see what happens then.”

Ortega nodded, pistols at the ready. Brazil reached out with a tentacle and touched a small panel behind him.

The large black screen went on—but it wasn’t exactly a screen. It was a great tunnel, an oval stretching back as far as the eye could see. And it was covered with countless tiny black spots, trillions of them at the best guess. And between all the various black spots shot frantic electrical bolts in a frenzy of activity, trillions of blinking hairline arcs jumping from one little black area to another.

“There’s your controls,” Brazil said disgustedly. “To change the ratios, all you have to do is alter the current flow between any two or more control spots.”

He looked at them, and there was the deepest fear and horror on their faces. They’re afraid of me, he thought. All of them are in mortal fear of me! Oh, my God! Wuju who loved me, Varnett who risked his life for me, Vardia who trusted me—all afraid. I haven’t harmed them. I haven’t even threatened them. I couldn’t if I wanted to. How can they ever understand our common source, our common bond? he thought in anguish. We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry, live—that I am no different from themselves, only older.

But they did not understand, he realized. I am God to the primitives, the civilized man of great power at a point where knowledge is power, surrounded by the savages.

That’s why I’m alone, he understood. That’s why I’m always alone. They fear what they can’t understand or control.

“One control panel,” he said softly. “One only. What are a few trillion lives? There is their past, their present, their potential future. All yours. Maybe their equation is the basis for one or more of you in this room. Maybe not. It’s somebody’s. Maybe it’s yours. Okay, anybody, who wants to touch the first and second control spots, change the flow? Step right up! Now’s your chance to play God!”

Varnett walked carefully over to the opening, breathing hard, sweat pouring from his body.

“Go on,” Brazil urged. “Do your stuff! You might cancel out somebody, maybe a few trillion somebodies. You’ll certainly alter someone’s equation in some way, make two and two equal three in somebody’s corner. Maybe none of us will be here. Maybe none of us will ever have been here. Go on! Who cares about all those people, anyway?”

Varnett stood there, mouth open, looking like a very frightened fifteen-year-old boy, nothing more. “I—I can’t,” he almost sobbed.

“How about you, Skander? This is where you wanted to be. And you, Hain?” His voice rose to a high, excited pitch. “Diviner? Can you divine this one? Vardia? Serge? Wuju? Slelcronian? Any of you? ”

“In the name of God, Brazil!” Skander screamed. “Stop it! You know we don’t dare do anything as long as we don’t understand the panel’s operation!”

“He’s bluffing!” Hain snarled. “I’ll take the chance.”

“No!” Wuju screamed, and swung her gun around on the great bug. “You can’t!”

“I’ll even show you how,” Brazil said calmly, and took a step.

“Nate! Stay away from there!” Ortega warned. “You can be killed, you know!”

Brazil stopped, and the pulsating mass bent toward Ortega slightly. “No, Serge, I can’t. That’s the problem, you see. I told you I wasn’t a Markovian, but none of you listened. I came here because you might damage the panel, do harm to some race of people I might not even know. I knew you couldn’t use this place, but all of you are quite mad now, and one or more of you might destroy, might take the chance, as Hain just showed. But none of you, in your madness, has thought to ask the real question, the one unanswered question in the puzzle. Who stabilized the Markovian equation, the basic one for the universe?”

There was a pumping sound, like that of a great heart, its thump, thump, thump permeating them. Their own hearts seemed to have stopped, all frozen in an eerie tableau. Only the thumping seemed real.

“I was formed out of the random primal energy of the cosmos,” Brazil’s voice came to them. “After countless billions of years I achieved self-awareness. I was the universe, and everything in it. In the aeons I started experimenting, playing with the random forces around me. I formed matter and other types of energy. I created time, and space. But soon I tired of even those toys. I formed the galaxies, the stars, and planets. An idea, and they were, as congealed primal energy exploded and flung transmuted material outward from its center.

“I watched things grow, and form, according to the rules I set up. And yet, I tired of these, also. So I created the Markovians and watched them develop according to my plan. Yet, even then, the solution was not satisfactory, for they knew and feared me, and their equation was too perfect. I knew their total developmental line. So I changed it. I placed a random factor in the Markovian equation and then withdrew from direct contact.

“They grew, they developed, they evolved, they changed. They forgot me and spread outward on their own. But since they were spiritually reflections of myself, they contained my loneliness. I couldn’t join with them as I was, for they would hold me in awe and fear. They, on the other hand, had forgotten me, and as they rose materially they died spiritually. They failed to grow to my equal, to end my loneliness. Their pride would not admit such a being as myself to fellowship, nor could their own fear and selfishness allow fellowship even with each other.

“So I decided to become one of them. I fashioned a Markovian shell, and entered it. I knew the flesh, its joys and its pains. I tried to teach them what was wrong, to tell them to face their inner fears, to rid themselves of the disease, to look not to a material heaven but within themselves for the answers. They ignored me.

“And yet the potential was there. It is still there. Wuju’s response to kindness and caring. Varnett’s self-