became a vaguely undulating emptiness under a moonstone sky. In its own way, Elemesnedene without the activity of the
Ahead lay the only landmark Linden had seen in the whole of the
As she neared them, escorted by Daphin and Morninglight and a bright procession of
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Then her attention shifted as her companions began to ascend the eftmound from various directions around the ring. Honninscrave strode there with his head high and his face aglow as if he had revisited one of his most precious memories. And from the other side came Pitchwife. When he saw the First approaching near him, he greeted her with a shout of love that brought tears to Linden's eyes, making everything pure for an instant.
Blinking away the blur, she espied Seadreamer's tall form rising beyond the crest of the hill. Like the First, he did not appear to share Honninscrave's joy. Her countenance was dour and self-contained, as if in her examination she had won a stern victory. But his visage wore a look of active pain like a recognition of peril which his muteness would not permit him to explain.
Alarmed by the implications in his eyes, Linden quickly scanned the eftmound, hunting for a glimpse of Covenant.
For a moment, he was nowhere to be seen. But then he came around the hill toward her.
He moved as if all his muscles were taut and fraying; his emanations were shrill with tension. In some way, his examination had proved costly to him. Yet the sight of him, white-knuckled and rigid though he was, gave Linden an infusion of relief. Now she was no longer alone.
He approached her stiffly. His eyes were as sharp and affronted as shards of mica. Chant was a few paces behind him, smirking like a goad. As Covenant brought his raw emotions close to her, her relief changed to dismay and ire. She wanted to shout at Chant, What have you done to him?
Covenant stopped in front of her. His shoulders hunched. In a tight voice, he asked, “You all right?”
She shrugged away the surface of his question. What did Chant do to you? She ached to put her arms around him, but did not know how. She never knew how to help him. Grimly, she gripped herself, searched for a way to warn him of what she had learned. She could not put together any words that sounded innocent enough, so she assumed a tone of deliberate nonchalance and took the risk of saying, “I wish I could talk to you about it. Cail had a good point.”
“I got that impression.” His voice was harsh. Since their first meeting with the
Linden gaped. Her encounter with Daphin had not prepared her for the possibility that her companions might be examined more roughly.
“He had a lot to say on the subject,” Covenant went on. Behind his asperity, he was savage with distress. “These
Linden started to protest, He doesn't need it. He's Earthpower. But she was unsure of what she could afford to reveal.
“When I said no, he told me it doesn't matter.” Chant's mien wore an imperious confirmation. 'According to him, I don't count. I'm already defeated.“ Covenant bit out the words, chewing their fundamental gall. ”Anything that happens to me is all right.'
Linden winced for him. Trying to tell him that she understood, she said, “Now you know how I feel every day.”
But her attempt misfired. His brows knotted. His eyes were as poignant as splinters. “I don't need to be reminded.” The Giants had gathered at his back. They stood listening with incomprehension in their faces. But he was caught up in bitterness and seemed unaware of the hurt he flung at Linden. 'Why do you think you're here? Everybody expects me to fail.'
“I don't!” she snapped back at him, suddenly uncaring that she might hurt him in return. “That isn't what I meant.”
Her vehemence stopped him. He faced her, gaunt with memory and fear. When he spoke again, he had regained some measure of self-command. “I'm sorry. I'm not doing very well here. I don't like being this dangerous.”
She accepted his apology with a wooden nod. What else could she do? Behind it, his purpose had hardened to the texture of adamantine. But she did not know what that purpose was. How far did he intend to go?
Holding himself like stone, he turned from her to the Giants. Brusquely, he acknowledged them. The First could not conceal the worry in her eyes. Pitchwife emitted a bright empathy that told nothing of his own examination; but Honninscrave appeared perplexed, unable to reconcile Covenant's report and Linden's attitude with his own experiences. Once again, Linden wondered what kind of bargain it was he so clearly hoped to make.
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Then her attention was arrested by the approach of another
He had taken a form which looked like it had been worn and whetted by hardship. His limbs were lean, exposing the interplay of the muscles; his skin had the pale tautness of scar-tissue; his hair hung to his shoulders in a sweep of unkempt silver. His brows, his cheeks, the corners of his eyes, all were cut with the toolwork of difficulty and trepidation. Around the vague yellow of his eyes, his sockets were as dark as old rue. And he moved with the stiffness of a man who had just been cudgelled.
He did not accost the company, but rather went on his way among the
“Who was that!” she asked Daphin.
Without a glance at either the man or Linden, Daphin replied, “He is Findail the Appointed.”
“ 'Appointed?' ” Linden pursued. “What does that mean?”
Her companions listened intently. Though they lacked her sight, they had not failed to notice Findail. Among so many elegant
“Sun-Sage,” said Daphin lightly, 'he bears a grievous burden. He has been Appointed to meet the cost of our wisdom.