The Ivory and the Horn

All week long, as soon as she goes to sleep, Everett haunts her dreams.

'I know what you were really like,' she tells him. 'I know you were trying to help the kids in your own way.'

For the children.

'And I know why Macaulay killed you.'

He stands in the misting rain, the need still plain in his eyes, the curious bundle held against his chest. He doesn't try to approach her anymore. He just stands there, half swallowed in mist and shadow, watching her.

'What I don't know is what you want from me.'

The rain runs down his cheeks like tears.

'For God's sake, talk to me,'

But all he says is, 'Do it for the children. Not for me. For the children.'

'Do what?'

But then she wakes up.

***

Angel dropped by Jilly's studio on that Sunday night. Telling Jilly she just wanted some company, for a long time she simply sat on the Murphy bed and watched Jilly paint.

'It's driving me insane,' she finally said. 'And the worst thing is, I don't even believe in this crap.'

Jilly looked up from her work and pushed her hair back from her eyes, leaving a steak of Prussian blue on the errant locks.

'Even when you dream about him every night?' she asked.

Angel sighed, 'Who knows what I'm dreaming, or why.'

'Everett does,' Jilly said.

'Everett's dead.'

'True.'

'And he's not telling.'

Jilly laid down her brush and came over to the bed. Sitting down beside Angel, she put an arm around Angel's shoulders and gave her a comforting hug.

'This doesn't have to be scary,' she said.

'Easy for you to say. This is all old hat for you. You like the fact that it's real.'

'But—'

Angel turned to her. 'I don't want to be part of this other world I don't want to be standing at the checkout counter and have to seriously consider which of the headlines are real and which aren't. I can't deal with that. I can barely deal with this... this haunting.'

'You don't have to deal with anything except for Everett,' Jilly told her. 'Most people have a very effective defensive system against paranormal experiences. Their minds just automatically find some rational explanation for the unexplainable that allows them to put it aside and carry on with their lives. You'll be able to do the same thing. Trust me on this.'

'But then I'll just be denying something that's real.'

Jilly shrugged. 'So?'

'I don't get it. You've been trying to convince me for years that stuff like this is real and now you say just forget it?'

'Not everybody's equipped to deal with it,' Jilly said. 'I just always thought you would be. But I was wrong to keep pushing at you about it.'

'That makes me feel inadequate.'

Jilly shook her head. 'Just normal.'

'There's something to be said for normal,' Angel said.

'It's comforting,' Jilly agreed. 'But you do have to deal with Everett, because it doesn't look like he's going to leave you alone until you do.'

Angel nodded, slowly. 'But do what? He won't tell me what he wants.'

'It happens like that,' Jilly said. 'Most times spirits can't communicate in a straightforward manner, so they have to talk in riddles, or mime, or whatever. I think that's where all the obliqueness in fairy tales comes from: They're memories of dealing with real paranormal encounters.'

'That doesn't help.'

'I know it doesn't,' Jilly said. She smiled. 'Sometimes I think I just talk to hear my own voice.' She looked across her studio to where finished paintings lay stacked against the wall beside her easel, then added thoughtfully, 'I think I've got an idea.'

Angel gave her a hopeful look.

'When's the funeral?' Jilly asked.

'Tomorrow. I took up a collection and raised enough so that Everett won't have to be burried in a pauper's grave.'

'Well, just make sure Everett's buried with his boots on,' Jilly told her.

'That's it?'

Jilly shrugged. 'It scared Macaulay enough to take them, didn't it?'

'I suppose...'

***

For all she's learned about his hidden philanthropic nature, she still feels no warmth towards the dead man. Sympathy, yes. Even pity. But no warmth.

The need in his eyes merely replaces the anger they wore in life; it does nothing to negate it.

'You were buried today,' she says. 'With your boots on.'

The slow smile on the dead man's face doesn't fit well. It seems more a borrowed expression than one his features ever knew. For the first time in over a week, he approaches her again.

'A gift,' he says, offering up the newspaper-wrapped bundle. 'For the children.'

For the children.

He's turned into a broken record, she thinks, stuck on one phrase.

She watches him as he moves into the light. He peels away the soggy newspaper, then holds up Macaulay's severed head. He grips it by the haloing blonde hair, a monstrous, bloody artifact that he thrusts into her face.

***

Angel woke screaming. She sat bolt upright, clutching the covers to her chest. She had no idea where she was. Nothing looked right. Furniture loomed up in unfamiliar shapes, the play of shadows was all wrong. When a hand touched her shoulder, she flinched and screamed again, but it was only Jilly.

She remembered then, sleeping over, going to bed, late, late on that Sunday night, each of them taking a side of the Murphy bed.

'It's okay,' Jilly was telling her. 'Everything's okay.'

Slowly, Angel felt the tension ease, the fear subside. She turned to Jilly and then had to smile. Jilly had been a street kid once— she was one of Angel's success stories. Now it seemed it was payback time, their roles reversed.

'What happened?' Jilly asked.

Angel trembled, remembering the awful image that had sent her screaming from her dream. Jilly couldn't suppress her own shivers as Angel told her about it.

'But at least it's over,' Jilly said.

'What do you mean?'

'Everett's paid Macaulay back.'

Angel sighed, 'How can you know that?'

'I don't know it for sure. It just feels right.'

'I wish everything was that simple,' Angel said.

***

The phone rang in Angel's office at mid-morning. It was Lou on the other end of the line.

'Got some good news for you,' he said.