What then is your intention?
If he had asked her that question now, she might have wept.
Some time later, the sound of voices outside the shelter roused her: soft voices, thick with controlled anger and threats.
Raising her head, Linden discovered that she must have fallen asleep on her knees beside Stave’s grassy bed. Her arms still rested near him. Dried bits of bracken clung to her cheek, and her folded legs had gone numb under her.
Someone-Bhapa? – was saying stubbornly, “We care not. It is her word that she must not be disturbed.”
“You are not blind,” countered a man who may have been Esmer. “It is plain that she has spared the
“I must speak with her while I am able.”
“As you spoke with the sleepless one?” a girl responded: a younger voice, possibly Pahni’s. “Already you have betrayed our promise of safety. Even now the Manethralls debate whether you will be permitted to remain among us.”
The man who sounded like Esmer snorted ambiguously. Contempt? Distress? Linden could not tell. “While I am accepted by the Ranyhyn,” he retorted in scorn or alarm, “the Ramen may not deny me, lest they break faith with the meaning of their lives.
“Stand aside, Cords. I must speak with the Wildwielder.”
Groaning, Linden brushed the bracken from her cheek; rubbed her face to restore at least a semblance of consciousness. Esmer wanted to talk to her? Fine. She had a few things to say herself.
Stave could never have stood against him: Esmer had too much power. For a moment, she relived the lurch and spout of force which had kept the Ramen from Stave’s side; the numbing nausea which had eroded her defences. Esmer’s unprovoked violence would delight the Despiser, if Lord Foul knew of it.
If Foul had not caused it in some way-
Just tell me what you’ve done.
Done? I? Naught. I have merely whispered a word of counsel here and there, and awaited events.
Angry herself now, Linden tried to rise; but her legs would not move. How long had she slept? Long enough, obviously, to deaden her nerves. With her arms, she tried to shift her weight-and gasped softly at the quick fire of returning sensation.
You need the Staff of Law.
She had not forgotten; but the advice of her dreams had taken on the weight of despair.
Abruptly, hands came to her aid. With their support, she stood at last. When she could see past the pain in her legs, she found herself gazing into Char’s earnest young face.
Sahah’s brother, repaying a debt. As Pahni and Bhapa did by withstanding Esmer. They had watched over while she laboured for Stave’s life; and while she slept.
They were still trying to obey her.
The cook-fire had died down to small flames, ruddy embers. Its dim light made Char’s face look flushed. Limned in the glow of other fires around the encampment, the forms of Esmer, Bhapa, and Pahni had an infernal cast, ominous and undefined.
“You do not comprehend the difficulty,” Esmer insisted to Sahah’s cousin and half-brother. “You see what I am in part, but you do not know the cost of my nature.” His tone suggested elaborate patience, uncomfortable restraint. “The way is open for me
“You know that I esteem the Ramen for their service to the Ranyhyn. Do not misjudge me now. It is misguided devotion”- his tone said
Bhapa and Pahni did not stand aside. They did not so much as turn their heads to glance at Linden.
In spite of his frustration, Esmer made no attempt to force his way past them. The man who had nearly killed Stave could have knocked both Cords aside easily. Apparently, however, he had no intention of doing so.
“Let him in.” Sleep and fatigue clogged Linden’s throat: she could barely make herself heard. “I’ll talk to him.”
She was not sure that anything Esmer might say would do her good. But he understood the speech of ur- viles. He possessed invaluable knowledge, if he chose to reveal it.
“The Ringthane has awakened,” Char added as if to confirm her authority. “It is her wish to admit Esmer.”
Reluctantly, Bhapa and Pahni stepped out of Esmer’s way.
He had called himself the son of Cail and the Dancers of the Sea. He had demonstrated an astonishing power for which Linden had no answer. Nevertheless he entered the shelter cautiously, almost hesitantly, as if he were abashed in her presence. The low radiance of the cook-fire turned his emerald eyes the colour of shame.
Again his nearness afflicted her with a sensation of nausea, a disturbing queasiness. In some way, he seemed to undermine her perceptions, her health-sense, even her grasp on reality.
The Cords followed him, plainly concerned that Linden might need their protection.
Esmer did not meet her gaze. When he reached the head of Stave’s bed, he stopped to study the
He risked a quick glance at her face, then turned his head aside. Under his breath, he quoted:
“This power is a paradox,
because Power does not exist without Law,
and wild magic has no Law.”
In an abstracted tone, he told the Cords, “Leave us. I will speak to the Wildwielder alone.”
“You will not,” retorted Bhapa stiffly.
Char and Pahni looked to Linden for her assent.
“It’s all right,” she assured them. She had her own reasons for speaking to Esmer privately. “You can go. He won’t hurt me.”
Not now. Ranyhyn had bowed their heads to her: she had been accepted by the great horses of Ra. And Esmer had made it clear that he honoured their choices.
If the Ranyhyn had arrived sooner, Stave would not have been hurt-
Scowling their mistrust at Esmer, Pahni and Bhapa acquiesced. When Linden had seated herself beside Stave’s supine form, Char also left the shelter. She did not watch where the Cords went; but she assumed that they would continue to protect her privacy.
While she slept, intentions which she could not name had begun to take shape within her. Her present straits were untenable, that was certain. They had to be altered. She could not imagine what Esmer might say to her; but she knew what she would ask him. However, her questions were mere unformed guesses, inchoate intuitive leaps; too disturbing to be shared. For the time being, at least, she did not wish to be overheard by anyone who might misunderstand her-or disapprove.
Still Esmer did not look at her directly. His arms moved awkwardly at his sides, uncertain of their purposes; restless with chagrin. Behind her, Stave bore unconscious witness to Esmer’s constrained deadliness.
She did not hesitate. She was too angry. Too tired of being afraid. “You said you wanted to talk,” she rasped. “So talk. Tell me why I should listen to a man who nearly killed someone who couldn’t possibly hurt him. Where I come from, only cowards do that.”
Esmer shrugged in discomfort. “I am the son of Cail and