called up to the Volkssturm not long after that. He might be dead by now.
On impulse, Paul unhooked the telephone, and much to his surprise, it still worked. He looked up Uncle Thomas's number in the book on the side table, and dialled it. He could picture it ringing in the hall of the house in Dahlem, but no one answered.
He went upstairs to his old room. It was as he'd left it, a shrine to his childhood, lined with maps and pictures of his boyhood heroes: Ernst Udet performing aerial acrobatics at the Berlin Olympics, Rudolf Caracciola beside his Silver Arrow at Monaco, Max Schmeling after defeating Joe Louis.
More usefully, he found a drawer-full of socks and underwear that might still fit him.
The bed was only slightly damp, and almost obscenely comfortable. He lay on his back, staring up at the pictures on the walls, and wondered what had happened to the boy who put them there. Several hours later he was woken by the sirens, and chose to ignore them. There were worse things in life than a bomb through the ceiling. The ghost of a star April 10 – 13 T hey came in the night, as they always did. A half-heard key in the door, a rough hand on the shoulder, a succession of barked orders – 'get up, get dressed, get a move on.' Then the back staircase, the Black Maria parked beside the rubbish bins, the short drive up an empty Mokhavaya Street, the archway and gates swallowing him up.
He was bundled in through a side door, walked down a blue-lit corridor and into a yellow-lit reception room, planted on a stool in front of a desk. His personal details were copied from his passport and other papers onto a new form, and he was asked, somewhat bizarrely, whether or not he smoked. When he asked the official across the desk the reason for his arrest he was given nothing more than an if-you-don't-know-I'm-not-going-to-tell-you smirk.
Registration complete, he was hustled along barely lit corridors and up barely lit stairs to his new quarters. His escort shoved him in, pulled the door shut, and flicked up the metal flap to make sure he was still there. It was a six-by-four-foot cell. The bed took up half the available space, a battered tin bucket sat in the far corner. He was not going to get much exercise.
Nor much sleep if the light bulb hanging from the ceiling was always on, which it doubtless was. He could see other yellow lights through the window, which suggested his cell overlooked the inner courtyard, but what the hell did that matter? The quality of the view was hardly a priority.
He lay down on the bed, wondering if the solo cell boded well or ill. Privacy was nice, but so was someone to talk to. And he would have liked someone other than the authorities to know he was there.
He should be terrified, he thought, but all he could feel was a damning sense of failure.
He had let Effi and Paul down, behaved like an idiot. Making a pain in the arse of himself hadn't worked in the US or Britain, where the only sanction was refusing his calls. So why in God's name had he expected it to work here, where swatting away human pests was almost a national sport?
Stupid, stupid.
But this was no time for self-flagellation. If there was any flagellating to do the Soviet authorities would be only too happy to oblige. He needed to calm down, keep his wits about him. 'Sobriety breeds success', as one puffed-up schoolmaster had written on one of his essays, the day before Archduke Franz Ferdinand bit the dust.
He wondered whether someone had overheard him at the Shchepkins' door, and reported him for breaching the 'general rules governing conversations between foreigners and Soviet citizens?' He hoped not – Shchepkin's wife and daughter would also be under arrest if that was the case – but it seemed the logical explanation. Of course, if Shchepkin himself had been carted away on some ludicrous pretext of consorting with foreign agents, then a foreigner trying to contact him would be a dream come true to those who'd done the carting. It would provide them with 'evidence' that Shchepkin was in touch with 'foreign powers'. The irony was, the only real spying Russell had ever done had been for the Soviet Union. His work for the Americans had involved him in nothing more dangerous than lining up potential contacts.
His request to join the Red Army's triumphal progress could hardly have given them reason to arrest him. They only had to say no, as indeed they had. And if they wanted to punish him for chutzpah, then a swift deportation would surely have been more than sufficient.
So why was he here? He supposed they would tell him eventually, always assuming there was a reason.
In Berlin, Effi woke soon after eight with the sun in her eyes – it was reflecting off an unbroken window on the other side of Bismarck Strasse. She examined the sleeping face of the child beside her for traces of the nightmare which had woken them both a few hours earlier, but there were none. The face was almost serene.
In the thirty-six hours which had passed since her arrival, Rosa had given no additional cause for concern. True, she didn't talk very much, but she replied when spoken to, and did all that was asked of her. She had objected only once, albeit with an almost desperate intensity, when Effi suggested they get rid of a particular blouse. It wasn't that the blouse was badly faded and frayed, though that in itself would have been reason enough. The problem was the incompleteness of the fading, and the star-shaped patch which had held its colour beneath the yellow badge.
'My mother made this blouse,' Rosa had pleaded. 'It's the only thing I have. Please.'
Effi had relented. 'But we must hide it well. And you must never wear it. Not until the war is over.'
Rosa had accepted the conditions, folded the blouse with the sort of care one reserved for religious relics, and placed it at the bottom of a drawer.
Other items in her suitcase included a chess set and a pack of cards, both homemade. Her mother had taught her many games during their years of hiding, and Rosa had become particularly good at chess, as Effi soon discovered. She could also sew, though not with the same proficiency.
Her real talent was for drawing. Effi had assumed that the beautifully crafted cards and chess 'pieces' were the work of Rosa's mother, but it soon became apparent that they were the child's. Given a pencil and paper that second afternoon, she produced a drawing of the street outside that astonished the two adults. It wasn't the rendering of the bomb- gapped buildings opposite which caught their attention, accurate though that was. It was the figure in the foreground: a man walking by with a suitcase, looking back over his shoulder, as if in fear of pursuit. Real or imagined, he was utterly convincing.
In the Lyubyanka, the sun had risen and fallen before they came for Russell again. Breakfast had been a bowl of thin soup with a hunk of stale bread, dinner the same. Yet he didn't feel hungry. It had been like that in the trenches on the eve of a German attack – the mind was too busy fighting off fear to take note of what the body was saying.
They passed along many corridors, ascended and descended several staircases, as if his escort had orders to disorient him. Eventually they came to their destination – a large, windowless room that smelt of mould. There were seats on either side of a table, one upholstered leather, the other bare metal. Ordered onto the latter, Russell tried to bolster his spirits by compiling a probable list of the books in the prison library. Kafka, of course. The Marquis de Sade and Machiavelli. The Okhrana Book for Boys. What else? Had Savonarola written his memoirs?
The door opened behind him, and he resisted the temptation to turn his head. A tall faired-hair man in an NKVD uniform walked briskly past him, placed a depressingly thick file of papers on the desk, and took the leather chair behind it. He was about thirty-five, with wide nose, full-lipped mouth and blue eyes just a little too close together.
He placed his cap on the side of the desk, positioned the desk-lamp to shine in Russell's face, and turned it on.
'Is that necessary?' Russell asked.
'I am Colonel Pyotr Ramanichev,' the man said, ignoring the question and opening the file. He looked at the top page. 'You are John David Russell, born in London, England, in 1899. You lived in Germany from 1924 to 1941, and became an American citizen in 1939. You lived in the United States for most of 1942, and then returned to England. You describe yourself as a journalist.'
